I went back home and went to the bathroom to wash my face. I felt arms go around my waist and a head go on my shoulder. Evan nuzzled and pecks my neck with kisses. I smiles and put a hand on his face. "You're adorable ". Evan smiled "I get it from you ". He chuckled and kissed me. I kissed him back happily . I always felt safe around Evan. I stopped killing because of him. He's my number 1 fan and will always be. We both were cuddling on the couch close together. Then he feel asleep. Such a dog. I started to have deep depression thoughts but I just thought of something else. Well I tried to. I gripped Evans hand tightly and fell asleep.

That was a huge mistake.

I woke up in the bathroom holding a knife. I was cutting my wrist. I tried to stop myself but my other half continued to do it. The blood went everywhere and no one stopped me. I looked in the mirror and there was just woods and trees. Then I was falling from the sky and landed on a knife that went through my neck. I was bleeding to death.

I woke up and I was still with Evan. I was shaking like crazy again. I WANT THIS TO STOP!!! ...maybe I might have to do something I might regret.