Evan POV
I hate Jonathan but at the same time I love him dearly I couldn't live without him I'm pretty sure he's been using me cause I sure he's cheating on me why cant I get these thoughts out of my head I hate him but I love him so much his lips I wish they were on mine not on hers
"I hate you I love you..
You want her you need her and I'll never be her"
Jonathan POV
I was trashed my house "fuck Evan why do you do this to me" I said as I pushed a table over "why did you lie" I yelled as I walked to the kitchen as I grabbed some alcohol and mixed as I drink as I looked at my sweater there was sand from nights we couldn't remember you said you fucking didn't I thought as I know he still loves me but the guys don't know about it
"I hate you I love you"
Evan POV
I will never be her I saw him he stared at her I try and hide the feelings but they would always come back I walked to his house as I got there he invited me in as we screamed at each other wedding bells were just alarms as he screamed he grabbed me as he pulled me into a kiss as I cried in his arms as he slowly pulled me into a hug on the ground he was slowly killing me I thought as he held me close
I hate you I love you I hate that I love you don't want to but I cat put nobody else above you