Warning: Sensitive topic, read at your own risk.

You walk up the stairs
"Today is the day"
You've made a decision
To end your own pain

You argue with yourself
"Is this the only way?"
You've been through way too much
And everything has changed

"My lover has cheated
And people lie
I'm even tortured
By my own mind"

You remember the betrayal
Of those you trusted
You think of the abuse
That has left you so exhausted

"No one seems to care
That I'm breaking inside
No one ever notices
It's better if I die"

You open the door
And check who's around
There's nobody there
"I guess I can die without a sound"

You stand by the edge
And look down at the ground
"It's a long way down
And hopefully I won't be found"

The wind blows through your hair
Revealing open scars
You find cuts on your skin
When you look down at your arms

Just one step
One step to end it all
Just one more step
And you don't have to suffer anymore

You spread your arms wide
And slowly fall forward
You let go of your hesitation
And accept the ticket Death has offered

Images start flashing
Like a life report
Years of memories
Can be seconds short

You see the sweet and the bitter
The heal and the hurt
But what you already did
You cannot revert

How much your parents have done
To keep you alive
The pressure they gave you
Only helped you thrive

That one person who stood by you
The only one that cared
But you never believed that
Because you never dared

The bullies that were so mean
Were bullied once too
The mean words from your parents
Only because their pressure grew

The hardships you were put through
Only made you stronger
But you decided to end the war
Not fighting any longer

As the ground grows nearer
You start to regret what you've done
But it's already too late
What you can do is none

This little child
Who had so much to offer
It now making
Close ones suffer

They knelt at your grave
Thinking of what they could've done
But the pain that you felt
It has only just begun

The ones that loved you oh so dearly
Started questioning what they did wrong
They cried themselves to sleep every night
Finding that they're not very strong

The teachers told the class
As they bowed their heads in prayer
And even those who bullied you
Fell in despair

Your parents cannot sleep
Without thinking of your death
Your classmates wonder if they could've helped
Before you took your final breath

You can only watch them suffer
The way you have so many times
But you never thought that you'd
Commit such a terrible crime

The pain that you felt
You thought it would disappear
But instead
It just became more and more clear

You wish you could turn back on
What you decided
But that is not a thing
Death has provided

Nothing more can be done
To erase your fate
No matter how much you wish to
It's already too late

Please, if any of you are feeling suicidal, contact a suicide hotline and tell a friend. You're not alone in this. Continue to fight your battle, and one day, you'll see how much stronger you've gotten, if not for yourself, then for those you care about.
~Angel