"Lucy, it's your mother, are you ready to go" my mum shouted through the hospital door. I rushed to my bed to grab the remote and opened the door. Mum came through and nodded her head as I was ready to go
"Alrighty! Let's go lulu" mum said as she grabbed my bag filled with clothes and left. I took my bag that held my diary and drawings and followed after her.
We went downstairs and said bye to the people at the desk.
"Are we heading to the new house or the old one?" I asked
"Of course the new one lulu" mum laughed as we waited for Jude,my step dad, to pick us up.
"This may seem Radom but..do you think I'll ever get to meet dad, I mean Lucina got to-"
"Lucy ..." mum cut me off with a cold voice. I nodded my head and looked away.
"He's here..and try call him dad for once, please lucy?" Mum asked but I never replied which made her sigh.
A white A7 Audi pulled up in front of us. Mum opened the back seat for me and then went to the passenger side of the car. I put my bag on the seat next to me and got in closing the door after.
"I'm glad that your okay lucy I was really worried" Jude said
" yep...well I'm fine now" I said as got my diary out and flipped some pages.
I heard mum whisper something along the lines of "don't worry" and" it'll get better"
"No it won't it'll stay the same" I thought. suddenly a  hand had gotten in the way of me reading my diary
" your phone" mum said as she new I was confused. I let out a small thank you before grabbing the phone and switching it on
"You where about to leave it in the pile of dirty clothes that they where going to bin" mum finished
"Sorry" I said
I went through my bag again to find my earphones and when I did I straight away put them into my phone and listened to some music. Mostly remixes.

Where are you going..
What..
Are you going to leave it behind..
I ripped my earphones out of my ears forgetting about the pain it soon held after.
I don't remember these lyrics?
"You okay lucy" mum asked
"Umm yeah I'm good"
" actually just one quick question....um have you guys already moved everything?"
" yeah in those six days you where asleep we moved everything" Jude replied
"Wait! everything" I repeated
"Um yeah from the basement to the top floor" Jude replied

I was calm until I remembered something....

"Mum! What about the shīru and himitsu!" I screamed
(It's the media and the top,music boxes given to her by her farther as a sorry present for not seeing her, he named it shīru and himitsu but never told her why it's means "seal" and "secrets")
Mum went quiet as she fiddled with her fingers
"We gave it to the new owner lucy...you never opened it so I thought you wouldn't care if we left it"mum admitted
"What the hell! That was the only thing that reminds me dad and you took it away! He's my dad and you both won't ever change that!......just take me back there so I can go collect it" I cried as I watched as Jude sighed and turned the car around.
Luckily I'm the only one who can open it...

"Don't ever touch my stuff again" I spat with anger not bothering to wait for a reply as I put my earphones in.
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