That moment when...
You realize he doesn't like you like you like him.

He is supposed to be the closest person to you and then his friend realizes somethings wrong with you before he does.

You feel like a waste of space when around him.

All your efforts feel like they don't matter. Like they aren't good enough.

He calls you the one thing you never thought he'd say to you.

You feel your heart breaking into a million pieces and each one is swealling in side you. Crushing you from the inside out and you can't let one tear fall. You can't let him know you're hurt or how you really feel. That one second where you think that you mean nothing to the person who is your best friend; your everything and you cant tell him because he'll act as if he doesn't care. Crushing you even more.

That moment when you realize that you are now all alone with no one to turn to.