NISHCHAY
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When your heart feels at peace after ages of pain and hurt is what felt right now. Kissing her felt like home. She felt like home. My home.

It's not easy moving on. It was never easy but maybe when you want to give yourself a second chance, you try to give yourself a second chance, you want to give life a second chance...you embrace your feelings.

It took me time to accept what Saanchi did to me but now I know I need her. She loves me. I don't know what these feelings are. Love??? I don't know! But all I know is I want her selfishly for myself and I'm never letting her go.

She owns her own space in my heart and this belongs to her. Only her!!!

Sudeshna's love hasn't come to an end but that doesn't mean Saanchi doesn't have her own space inside me. People tell you can't forget your first love but then you cannot forget your first crush too. Sudeshna was my pillar to success and growth. She became my inspiration, my love and my wife. Saanchi...became my wife...then my inspiration to let go off bad habits and give life another chance...you never know like I'm attracted to her right now...I may also fall in love with her someday.

Her lips in my mouth, her tongue fighting against my tongue and these beautiful clear thoughts running in my head since last few months which I have finally learnt to accept and embrace feels peaceful. This feels peaceful. She....is my peace.

Smiling through the hot kiss, I felt her tug my hair between her fingers and like a man who's only seem draught for ages is now got his own sea in the desert I squeezed her by her waist and lifted her up slightly and like an obedient little wife she wraps her legs around my waist and immediately my hands reach out her butt to balance her on my stomach. We kiss each other by biting each other's lips and sucking each other's tongues like this is all what we wanted forever.

Before I know I feel her grind her hip against my member which was already hard due to the kiss we are lost into. I gasp for air by breaking the kiss but like a hungry woman she begins to kiss my neck and I moan helplessly. I carelessly move backwards and I stumble as I hit various items in the living room and the first thing we find is the living room sofa. My back hits the cushions of the sofa and her soft body lands against my hard one.

She moans and gets back to kissing my neckline again which triggers all the wrong points in absolutely the right way possible.

'Nishhhhh...Ahhhhh...' A moan leaves her mouth as I pinch her waist and switch our positions by pushing her below me. I look at her heaving chest hungrily. I recall the way she touched herself calling my name.

'You are never going to touch yourself ever again!!! Heard that Mrs Mehra?' I whisper hotly against her lips and her chest is still heaving and touching my chest but like a drunk romantic she asks me in a teasing way... 'Why????' and I simply looked at the way her soft petal like swollen lips uttered those words....she looked even more beautiful right now such that I couldn't help but dive into her mouth.

I took her lower lip between my teeth and plunged my tongue into her mouth. My hands shamelessly squeezing her waist and I continued giving her a return gift of grinding my manhood between her legs. She fisted my tshirt and in one go I removed my tshirt and threw it across the room.

I grinded more into her intimate area earning a moan from her as she cries out my name in pleasure

Nishhhhhchay..

Sheer music to my ears and a treat to my eyes. A small smile appears across my lips as I whisper into her left ear while still teasing my lips against her earlobe

'This...This!!! You calling out my name...you moaning my name...should strictly be done only as I do this....to you!!!' saying I push more and she cries in pleasure unable to breath.

How I didn't like the existence of the cloth barrier we had.

'Only I can make you feel this way Mrs Mehra!!! No one else can dare do this!!!' I whispered huskily as my lips teased her cheek as I continued to rub my lips roughly against her jaws.

'Your beard!!!!' she screams and I smirk saying

'Just your cheek Mrs Mehra!!! You have no idea what would come your way...so you know what...get used to it!!!' saying I sucked onto her earlobe while she wiggled under me and I squeezed her waist to stop her from moving.

My lips slowly traced her neckline reaching her tshirt. Her v necked tshirt was already giving me a good peek-a-boo of its treasure beneath. Her cleavage was enough to make me rock hard. Like a hungry lion I continued showering wet kisses all over her chest while still dry humping her and her nails were now digging my bare back which was driving me to yet another level of ecstasy. I wanted to swallow her raw and hard.

My tongue sucked onto her treasure that was peeking out of her tshirt making her cry in pleasure. I was going crazy yet I was stopping myself from going beneath. I wanted to rip off that tshirt and explore her treasure chest but I didn't want to make her uncomfortable. I decided to take it slowly and steady.

I continued sucking onto the skin making her scream my name again and again. We didn't care right now that we were in our living room. Our daughter was sleeping in her bedroom. We were in a compromising position but neither of us wanted this to stop. Her fingers did magic to my back and continued drawing designs on my back while her nails still digging into my skin as I was leaving wet kisses on her shoulder line.

My hands slowly slipped under her waist as I whispered in her ear 'May I?' and she breathlessly nodded.

I lifted her tshirt to have a welcoming view of her belly button. The silly one that had teased me weeks ago in that saree.

I slowly moved my face onto her stomach and kissed her stomach making her giggle like a baby.

'Sorry but since that saree...I just wanted to do this!!! You look ravishing in saree Mrs Mehra. You have no idea what that does to my hormones!!! I still cannot forget your first time...' I whispered leaving more wet kisses on her stomach.

SAANCHI
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His mouth against my stomach and his hands fingers drawing patterns on my waist was driving me crazy but the minute he said

'I still cannot forget your first time!' left me shocked.

I slightly lifted my upper body and asked him
'What do you mean first time? You hated me in saree!!! I was a clown you said!!!' I whispered but he mercilessly bit the flesh of my stomach as I cried saying

'Obviously!!! What should I have said? You make me hard? You look sexy? You make me want to do this to you' saying he kisses my stomach and I slowly drift back down the memory lane.

Flashback begins...

It was my first time wearing a saree. It was my tenth standard send off party.

It was raining heavily. I peeped from the window of my bedroom and huffed. I was pissed. Rains in the month of February. This was so stupid. But what was more stupid was this saree.

I was been forced to wear this saree.

I dialled onto Mehek's number and she picked my call.

'Mehek yaar...why can't I come in salwar kameez..this saree is so complex!!! And I can't wear it. It's a headache!!!'

'Sannu please yaar! Dont a party pooper! Come on... everyone is wearing a saree... please co operate and come on you will look like a bomb. So...see you soon!!!' saying she dropped the call and I looked at myself and the mess I had made in the mirror.

I wanted to cry right now because even Riya Pacchi wasn't in town. She had to go to Amritsar for an important conference which meant I had to struggle alone with this saree. I simply took the bundle of that long messy cloth and threw it away. I wore my tshirt and walked outside in my balcony. I was feeling irritated. I was missing my grandmother, my mother and my aunt. Infact every other woman who could wear saree graciously.

I sobbed silently when I heard...

'Oyeeee you ok?' and I turned around and saw Nishchay in his balcony asking what happened. I tried to hide my tears nodding a no.

'Eyyyyy Jhooti (liar) Das de (Speak up)' he said and I couldn't face him.

'Saanchi...I'm your best friend! Tell me!!!' he said and I bit my lower lip and I said

'I don't know to wear a saree... Riya Pacchi is also not here...I don't know what to do' I couldn't help but stop crying.

'Oyeeeeee.... Bas inni si gal (such a small matter)...first stop crying. Just go and wash your face and give me ten minutes!!!' he said.

I trusted him. Like promised in ten minutes there was a knock at the door. I opened the door and I saw Nishchay along with his aunt Rithika aunty at the door.

I smiled.

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'This goes here... hold this' saying Rithika aunty pinned my fleets and I was ready.

'My god!!! You look like an angel!!! Here...' saying she applied a small black dot of Kohl behind my ears saying 'Warding off evil eye' and she kissed my forehead.

She not only applied make up onto my face but also tied my hair neatly into a small pony with a butterfly clip.

'You are ready to make young hearts jump young lady!!!' she said and I blushed

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'I will book an auto for-' Nishchay's words went silent. He kept looking at me with mouth wide open. I could see his Adam's apple gulping. He kept staring at me with a raw gaze that I couldn't face.

'Nishuuuu how is she looking? Hmmm? Isn't she looking gorgeous' Rithika aunty asked him and he simply kept gazing nonstop. Nothing left his mouth and I was feeling shy to stand infront of him. It felt like my stomach was making wierd noises. Was I hungry or was this something else? But I couldn't look into his eyes.

I walked past him as he said loudly

'I am dropping you today!!!' and my lips parted.

'I ...I can go in the auto!!!' I whispered

But he walked closer to me almost towering me and here I was unable to breath
'You aren't leaving the apartment premises wearing that!!!' he says leaving me speechless. He walks past me while his eyes still scan me making that errie feeling erupt more inside my stomach and I feel goosebumps.

For the first time I boarded his bike. Holding his shoulder and sitting behind him made me realise what that eerie feeling in my stomach was???

Butterflies!!! Nishchay Mehra made me feel silly butterflies in my stomach.

The entire evening I could see him around me. It was my sendoff party and no seniors were allowed but because the event was a open ground event in our school block he kept an eye on me from his college block.

Like a bodyguard he was standing outside the school to drop me back home from school. When asked he said

'You are looking like a clown. I didn't want anyone to bully you!!! Sachin will smash my face when he'll be back from Mangalore!!!'

But strangely his gaze never matched up the words. That gaze was burning my body.

It still has the capability to burn me!!!

Flashback ends...

I felt wet kisses around my belly button and he whispered
'You have no idea what you ignited inside my heart that evening Saanchi!!!'

I smiled as he continued kissing my stomach. Little does he know..I'm still burning in that fire...for him.