NOT PROOFREAD! I have decided that in order to update more and get on with this story, I have to just write my imagination out and then I will do some mayor editing afterwards, otherwise I will never be done...

Thanks for waiting for me! I will do my best to make this story somewhat readable! 💓

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"Jungkook!" Taehyung yells. He has finally spotted the younger after looking for him for over an hour. He almost got scared Jungkook disappeared from him, but luckily he had an idea where the younger was headed.

He's by the broken bridge he loves so much. It's one of the first places where they had an enjoyable time together (or at least, Taehyung did). Taehyung flies and lands a few meters from the other seeing how he's angrily getting closer to the edge. He has walked all the way here from the rich city, which just indicates how mad he actually is.

Taehyung quickly retracts his wings and follows on foot.

"Jungkook stop-"

"Leave me alone you asshole!" Jungkook says, but Taehyung knows he doesn't mean it. Jungkook is scared and alone right now, he just choses to filter it with anger.

"Just listen to me for one second, will you!" Taehyung catches up and grabs Jungkook's wrist. The younger turns like a madman and starts trying to rip his hand from Taehyung, even if he deep down knows it's useless.

He's just a weak, stupid human after all.

"No! I won't let you go, ever. Just please, listen to me-"

"I don't want to listen to any of your bullshit!" Jungkook yells and lifts his leg to start kicking the other. "You secretive, hypocritical piece of shit!"

"Jungkook!" Taehyung tries to pull the other closer to avoid the kicks and punches. It's not going very well though, the other got a lot of fighting spirit.

"Let go!"

"I won't!"

He pulls him closer and closer.

"Don't ever talk to me again you fucking-"

"I killed myself!" Taehyung yells once he gets a hold of Jungkook's shoulders and locks him between his hands. The younger seems startled at the sudden words that spilled out of the older and his body freezes.

"I killed myself," Taehyung repeats, but this time in a calmer manner. He holds tightly around the younger and looks into his somewhat innocent eyes.

"W-What-"

"Only people who... commit suicide can become black-winged angels," Taehyung says. He looks down a little, feeling the emotions already building up. He has always had such a hard time talking about this. It's terrible for him to remember.

Taehyung takes a breath and closes his eyes for a second, only to return them back to Jungkook's suddenly curious gaze.

"It's... it's not a pretty story and even though it happened such a long time ago it... it just breaks me thinking about it," he begins, "but you are right. It's not fair that I haven't told you and I'm sorry it took me so long."

Jungkook blinks a few times and feels how Taehyung's hold around him starts to loosen. He isn't going to run away though, not when Taehyung is finally giving him what he wants.

Suicide? Jungkook had no idea.

"I grew up with my dad and my sister. I don't remember my mother clearly, even if I wish I did. We weren't rich, healthy or anything like it," Taehyung starts, "it was way before the angels started appearing on earth, so I had no one to seek help from."

Jungkook tilts his head a little. He can't even imagine not having the angels around.

"We weren't a happy family and my father he-" Taehyung gulps, "he was not a good man. He would beat us up on a daily basis, work us to an unconsious state to get more cash for alcohol and drugs."

Tears start to sting in the back of his eyes as strong memories floods his mind. It's not pretty at all.

"And one day, he crossed the line," Taehyung looks up and stares directly into Jungkook's eyes, "he raped my sister... so I killed him."

Jungkook feels his heart tug and his eyes grow big. Taehyung is a murderer? This doesn't make any sense, he can't be... he's not like that...

"Y-You..."

"My sister got taken away, but the police came after me. I didn't know what to do," the first tear falls from Taehyung's eye, "so I ran to a building I used to love spending time alone at, the rooftop was my special place. I went there and just looked over the edge. The police had of course followed me there and..."

He takes a deep breath, licking his lips as he's clearly trying to hold back the tears.

"I just jumped. I didn't know what else to do, I didn't think I had any other option," his voice breaks a little and for the first time in forever, Jungkook actually feels sad for someone else. His heart is hurting for someone else.

He let's out a small gasps when Taehyung leans down and gently lies his forehead against his shoulder, tugging the younger's shirt. With a broken voice and quivering lips, Taehyung says;

"I didn't want to die..."

Jungkook's heart stops. He feels the wetness on his shoulder from the salty tears, but it could might as well has been lava. It burns and it stings with the realizations of what he has been saying all along.

He wanted to die. He wanted the freedom to chose.

He never knew he was hurting someone else while saying that. Taehyung did not get the choice to live, he didn't have anything else than death. So young and still willing to live, yet a terrible back story let him to take that final jump.

"I thought I would be free," Taehyung sniffs, "but you will never be free. Commiting suicide will have you stuck in the purgatory way longer than anyone else. Black-winged angels never go to heaven or hell. We are just stuck."

Taehyung leans away from Jungkook's shoulders and looks at him. For the first time Jungkook sees a truly broken Taehyung. He's like a true fallen angel.

"You saved me. So please Jungkook. Just understand that suicide won't do anything, it will just bring you more torture. I know you don't want this... I didn't want to be stuck with my father either," he says, "but just like I couldn't run from my sister, you can't run from this responsibility. Cause this is not about just you anymore... this is about all of us and I know that deep down, you want to save the people too..."

Jungkook gulps and feels his own tears starting to come forward again. Fuck, when did he turn into such a cry baby?

"Please..."

The sound of Taehyung's voice alone makes Jungkook want to throw himself on his knees and cry his heart out. Is this what they mean about the bond? Cause Jungkook is feeling it a lot right now.

Taehyung killed himself? Because he saved his sister? Jungkook has no idea what kind of world Taehyung lived in, but he has a hard time believing it's worse than this one. But how would he know? Taehyung seems to have been going through just as terrible things as he did.

Jungkook very gently wraps his arms around the other, not knowing how to confort him well.

"I-I'm sorry..." he whispers.

Taehyung smiles slightly and shakes his head. He let's one hand gently move some hair from Jungkook's face, pressing their foreheads together which he has turned out to like doing. Jungkook closes his eyes and just enjoys the sensation.

He really has been an asshole these last few days. He even ignored Taehyung 90% of the time, probably making the angel feel terrible. But it just became too much.

However, he once again feels his heart going soft for the other. Even if he would never admit it, Jungkook might actually have a kind heart.

Maybe he should try accepting that.