Jake ^^top, he's so beautiful

"What about them Emma? What's going on?" Ethan asked worried.

"They were on their way to the business here and there was an accident."

"Are they alright?" He asked, already fearing the worst.

She sobs and shakes her head. "No, no they aren't alright Ethan. They died on the scene. Your mom, dad, and your brother is in a coma, it doesn't look good." She said, trying not to break down.

Ethan sits there just shocked and stunned and Emma looks heart broken.

Jake leans over Ethan's shoulder.

"Hi Emma, Major Jake Young here, could you send the information for Ethan about where his family is located and contact information please?"

"Hello sir, yes I will. Take care of him, he's been through enough."

"Yes ma'am I will." With that, the call ends.
Jake wants to hold Ethan but he's afraid if he touches Ethan will just melt away.

Ethan is still sitting in the chair just looking into space when Jack walks back in.

"What's going on, are you alright Ethan?" Jake shakes his head no and Jack is growing concerned. Jake pulls Jack toward the door.

"He just found out his mom and dad died and his brother is in a coma. Car accident." He whispers.

"Oh my god are you serious?" Jack asked completely shocked at the news.

"Yea, he got a skype call from someone and she told him. I told her to send the information about his family and when he goes home, I'm going with him. He doesn't need to be alone right now, he lost three people he loved in less than a week. We know how that feels, not family but our fellow man so it's different but we know it's not good to be left totally alone especially on a long flight like he's going to be on."

"Of course. Poor guy, he's going through hell and we can't do anything for him. I'm kinda fond of him, being a business owner and a pretty boy, I figured he would be stuck up and not pull his weight with the hospital, but he fooled me. He's a hard-working man."

"It's the way my dad raised me Jack. I wasn't handed shit, my family and I when I got older worked very hard for what we have and still work hard for it." Ethan said looking at them.

"You guys don't have to talk about me like I'm not here." He said standing up and looking at his phone at the email he got from Emma.

"If you'll please excuse me, I need to make some phone calls." He opens the door for them and they leave.

Ethan shuts it and sits at the desk. He dials the number and talks to someone at the funeral home for arrangements to pick up his family and start planning three funerals and he calls the hospital to get information on his brother that is hanging on by a thread.

About an hour later the calls end and he lays down crying for hours until Jake goes to check on him. He sees Ethan is sleeping but sees a wet spot under his eye on the pillow.

"I'm so sorry Ethan, so sorry for Ryan and your family. I don't know how you are dealing with this, if it were me, I would be drunk out of my mind right now."

"You got any beer, so I can get drunk out of my mind?" Ethan asked.

"You're awake?"

"Yea, been in and out of sleep, every time I close my eyes, I see my family and I'm not sleeping for long before I have a nightmare and wake up. I've been awake for a little while, just laying here with my eyes closed." Jake sits down on the bed and Ethan turns on his back looking at Jake.

"You got any JD Jake?"

"I do, I'll be back in a few." He got up and walked out. On his way to his room he sees Jacob and calls him over.

"Hey, did Jack tell you?"

"Yea, he told all of us."

"Well tell everyone to leave him be, going to go get a bottle of JD and let him drink, he needs to not be in pain for a bit."

"Understood sir." Jake walks to his room and grabs an unopened bottle of JD two glasses and a 12 pack of beer and walks back to Ethan's room. He walks in and shuts and locks the door.

Ethan isn't in the room and he hears the shower running so he opens the bottle and pours two glasses and waits for him to get out of the shower.

He hears music playing in the room and listens to Ethan as he sings along.
The shower water turns off and Ethan gets out and wraps a towel around his waist and walks into the room.

Jake gulps at the site, water dripping down Ethan's very toned and muscular body in all the right places. His hair is in his face, water dripping onto his cheeks and chest sliding down his body soaking into the towel in front of his very sinful V line.

"Oh shit, sorry I didn't realize you were back already. Had to get cleaned up."
Jake tries to find his words and clears his throat.

"No problem. Here." He looks up finally into Ethan's eyes and hands him a glass.

Ethan drinks it in one go and hands him back the glass. He goes to the dresser and pulls out a pair of boxers and sweats and tank top. He drops the towel and Jake looks away almost right away as Ethan gets dressed.

"You're known as a tease, aren't you?"

Ethan grins. "Mhm from time to time, why, you didn't like me being naked in front of you?"

"Oh, I did, I just wasn't expecting it. I didn't look though."

"Oh, such a shame." Ethan leans down and leans into Jake almost touching and lightly blows on his neck, making Jake fidget in the chair some.

He gets close to his ear.

"In case you were wondering, I plan on teasing you tonight and fucking you very hard for a long time, you are mine tonight." Ethan says in a seductive voice as he climbs on Jake's lap, touching his body slowly, making Jake very nervous. He kisses his neck lightly and licks and blows on the spots he kissed. He unbuttons Jake's blouse and sits back and admires the beautiful body in front of him.

Jake was almost as fit as Ethan, his big green eyes and his light brown hair go with his tanned skin and his muscles bulged at all the right places.

Ethan moans softly as he touches Jake's arms and nibbles lightly on his arm muscles. Jake moans at Ethan's lips on his body. Ethan slowly stops and stands up. He pours himself another drink. Jake straightens himself up and downs his drink looking at Ethan the whole time, Ethan smiling at him.

"That is just a small show of what is to come Jake." Ethan downs the second glass of JD and pours himself another.

He sips it slowly watching Jake. Jake is nervous but doesn't let it show. He downs another drink and grabs Ethan and pulls him into a kiss, but Ethan stops him.

"Patients Jake, I want to get you so turned on that you cum without me even touching your cock." Jake's eyes widen with surprise and Ethan smile's his sexy smile at him. That smile can melt everyone's hearts.

"It can be done, I've done it before. Before we do sleep together, I will tell you I am clean even though I have slept with a lot of guys, I always get tested so you have nothing to worry about. I even can pull up my results from my last test panel for you to see for yourself, just to ease your mind about me not using a condom. I don't like them. If you want me to though I will, I will respect you and your body."

"Actually I think we should wait, you aren't in the right state of mind for this and I would feel like I'm taking advantage of you and I want our first time to be special and both of us sober. I want you there is no denying that but not like this. I hope you can understand that." Jake said and Ethan smiled and his eyes teared up and he sat on the bed.

Jake climbs in and he pulls Ethan on his chest and rubs his back softly and kisses the top of his head.

"That feels nice, it's been a long time since I felt this close to someone, having them touch me like this." Ethan said as he closed his eyes.

"Can I tell you something and you won't freak out?"

"Ok?" Ethan said a little confused and Jake smiled.

"It's not bad I promise, at least I don't think it is. The second night you were here, when I found out what had happened, I kept an eye on you from a distance every day, seeing if you were ok or if you were eating or if you were going to work, I cared from a distance, not wanting to add to your plate of stress.. Well one day I saw you at the site just sitting there watching the sun set and going back to work till late into the night, that night you seemed at peace for the first time since you saw what you saw and you had this smile on your face that just lite up your eyes like I haven't seen before. You were singing to What Hurts The Most a little while after that and you stood there, tears falling down your face and all of a sudden you wiped them away and changed the song to Weapon, I watched you sing it with such passion in the middle of that building, that moment I fell in love with you. I fell in love with the broken man who didn't care who saw him be broken, you didn't care who saw you cry and sob and kick ass, you aren't afraid to show your emotions no matter what they are in public. You are brave Ethan, one of the bravest men I have ever met, and I have met a lot of brave men, but your bravery is different. You amaze me, you are mesmerizing, and you are breathtaking. I love you Ethan." Jake said, and Ethan looked up into his eyes and they both had tears in their eyes. Ethan leans in and kisses him softly on his lips.

"Thank you, that is one of the sweetest things I have ever heard in my life. I will be honest, I'm not close to falling in love with anyone, mainly you yet. My heart is so broken Jake that it will take a long time for it to heal. Now saying that, it doesn't mean I don't want you in my life because I do. You have been so amazing being by my side though all of the shit that's happened to me since that day. You have been a rock and you have not let me down once, you have made me laugh when I didn't even want to smile, you have comforted me when I pushed everyone away, you didn't give up. You are an amazing man and I hope you can give me the time I need." Ethan said looking into Jake's beautiful eyes and smiled softly.

"I'm not going anywhere. You don't need to be put through any more pain, I will never hurt you."

"I'm not being a dick here, but I have heard that before and well I ended up hurt so please, mean it."

"I do." Ethan kisses him again with hunger and runs his hands up Jake's stomach and puts his hand on his neck pulling him into his body, deepening the kiss.

"Let's cuddle." Ethan said and Jake chuckled and held Ethan on his chest, rubbing his bare back as he kissed Ethan's forehead and temple over and over again. Jake noticed Ethan's shoulders and chest moving faster than normal and that's when he saw Ethan was crying for his family and Ryan. He holds Ethan tight against his chest as he sobs himself to sleep.

Jake lays there thinking of all that has happened since Ethan had arrived and prays to God for Ethan and his brother who is fighting for his life and he wipes his cheek from the tear that fell and kisses Ethan's head and closes his eyes, hoping for Ethan to have a good night's sleep.