He opens the door wide without walking in and just looks around the room. The walls are a dark blue with dark blue furniture and a huge window. The carpet is a black color and the walls have exotic paintings and in the middle of the room, is a bed.

Along the walls behind the bed are toys and handcuffs and restraints. The table next to the bed has a lot of lube bottles and butt plugs. Ryan feels his face getting hot as his eyes land on what is next to the bed on the other side. He sees a table that has two holes cut out of it, one that looks big enough for a face to be in it and another where either an ass or penis can be. He walks over to the table and runs his hands up and down it slowly. He feels himself getting excited so he sits up on the table and lays back.

He closes his eyes imagining the fun Ethan has had in this play room. He feels himself growing in his pants so he undoes them and slides his pants off and let's them fall to the floor and he starts stroking his dick slowly, moaning.

He opens his eyes and looks at the toys along the wall and feels his dick getting harder, throbbing and pulsing in his hand. He moans loudly and closes his eyes.

Ethan is standing in the door way watching Ryan please himself in his play room. Slowly and quietly Ethan walks in and takes his clothes off and gets up on the table without Ryan noticing.

As Ryan strokes himself Ethan licks his lips and in place of Ryan's hand, Ethan puts his mouth on his dick and Ryan looks up fast gasping at the feeling of Ethan's mouth. Ethan looks up at him and stops kissing his dick.

"I see you found my play room."

"Mhm I did. I couldn't help myself, I got so turned on by everything and images of you getting pleased that I lost control over my own body."

"It's ok, I haven't been in here in a long time. Only other person who has been in here is Marcus, I don't make it a habit of sharing this room with just anyone, it's a private part of my life that no one but him knows about and now you."

"Your secret play room is safe with me. Now, last night you took care of me, it's my turn to take care of you."

"No it's ok. I don't mind it at all." Ryan doesn't say anything he just sits up and starts kissing Ethan's body, as he crawls on Ethan he has no choice but to lay down on the table. Ryan kisses Ethan's chest and starts licking and sucking on his nipples, as his mouth and tongue are on one, his hand finds the other one and plays with it.

After a bit he starts to go lower and kisses his tight stomach as he moves his hand towards Ethan's cock.

Ethan grabs his hand and looks at him to stop. Ryan gets out of the grip and just keeps going, Ethan tries again to grab his hand but fails. He can't move, fear has over came his body and he can't move. Ryan keeps moving down lower and starts kissing Ethan's thigh, Ethan tries to move but he can't.

Ryan starts licking the tip of Ethan's cock and Ethan fights the tears that are in his eyes and finally is able to speak.

"Ryan, stop please." He says in a whisper but Ryan doesn't hear him as he is enjoying pleasing Ethan.

"Ryan, stop please." Ethan again says but this time with some volume, Ryan still doesn't stop so Ethan sits up fast and pushes Ryan off of the table.

"I said stop it damnit." Ethan sorta yells.

"What's wrong Ethan?" Ryan asked with a concerned look. Ethan doesn't say anything for a while, just sits on the table looking into space before he takes a deep breath and looks into Ryan's eyes.

"I haven't been able to let anyone touch me or fuck me since Alan, my ex. I don't mind kissing and my upper body being touched but anything lower, I can't. I have to be the one who is in control because if I'm not, this fear over takes me and I feel like I am being raped all over again." Ethan says as tears fall down his face.

"You were raped?" Ryan asked sitting next to him.

"Yes, since then, I haven't been penetrated and I don't think I ever will be able to again. I used to love the feeling of a dick in my ass, oh I miss it I do but every time someone got close to my hole, I tense up and that fear comes back worse each and every time."

"Do you trust me Ethan?" It takes a little time before Ethan answers.

"Yes, I believe I do."

"Then let me, I promise I won't hurt you. Let me love you, let me make love to you. I want to feel you wrapped around my cock, I want to feel your tight hole as I make love to you and hold you and love you. I will take it slow and I will show you that sex and making love, it's beautiful when done right. What happened to you is beyond horrible I understand that but, you can't let that put you off to being with someone again." Ethan sighs and after a bit he nods and gets off the table and walks to his bedroom.

"Are you coming?" Ethan calls out to Ryan. He gets up and grabs a bottle of lube and heads toward Ethan.

"Not yet but I will be eventually." Ryan said walking into Ethan's room. Ethan smiles and goes to his bed and lays down.

Ryan stands at the edge of the bed looking at Ethan's body. He notices the scars and the yellow fading of the bruises he had and then he noticed Ethan has a mark on his lower stomach at the middle of the V shape on Ethan's tight hard stomach.

"What is that?" He asked. Ethan knew what he was talking about without looking.

"Birth mark."

"It's very cute, I like it." Ryan gets onto the bed and leans down and kisses Ethan, at first it's a slow sweet kiss but within seconds it deepens and becomes urgent and filled with want and need.

Ryan breaks the kiss and kisses down Ethan's body and when he gets to his cock, he looks up to Ethan and Ethan stiffens up but slowly relaxes and nods. Ryan starts licking him slowly still eyes on Ethan looking for reactions to show him to keep going or to stop, Ethan starts to close his eyes a little and Ryan keeps going.

He takes Ethan's nine and a half inch thick cock all the way into his mouth, as he does this Ethan moans loudly and grips the sheets on both sides of him, arching his back. Ryan moves faster and sucks harder and Ethan's body reacts with pure and utter pleasure. Ryan sees his body react and can tell he is about to cum so he picks up the pace and within seconds he can taste Ethan's sweet cum in his mouth. He sucks every drop out of him before moving up to Ethan and kisses his lips softly. As he is kissing him, he puts lube on his finger and Ethan opens his legs moving his ass some for Ryan to have access to his sweet tight hole.

Ryan sits up and puts lube on his ass and starts to massage around his hole, Ethan tenses up but soon relaxes at Ryan's touch. Ryan starts massage his hole slowly, looking at Ethan for a reaction but all Ethan can do is moan softly as he is enjoying the touch and feel.

Ryan slowly starts to insert his finger inside Ethan. He starts to move his finger in and out slowly for a bit, loosening Ethan up before inserting a second finger, Ethan groans in pain as well as pleasure at the feel of two fingers inside of him.

Ryan moves his fingers in and out slowly for a bit before moving a little faster and going deeper. He slips a third finger and this time Ethan yells out in pain and Ryan stops moving his hand. He can feel Ethan get tense around his fingers so he leans down and whispers in Ethan's ear.

"I'm not going to hurt you, relax your body and let me take you to a place you have long forgotten. You can trust me, I won't hurt you." Ryan can feel Ethan relax and slowly moves his fingers around inside Ethan, hitting all the right spots making Ethan moan in pure pleasure and bliss.

Ryan adds more lube after he takes his fingers out but to his dick and Ethan's hole. Ethan opens his legs wider, waiting for Ryan to enter him. Ryan puts the tip of his dick to his hole and slowly eases in, Ethan gaps at the pain at first but soon pleasure takes over and he relaxes and moans.

Ryan starts to thrust in and out, only going a little deeper each time he thrusts back in. As he thrusts he picks up the pace some and goes deeper until he is all the way in. when he's all the way in Ethan, Ethan looks into his eyes.

"God damn Ethan you are so damn tight, I'm scared to move because of how tight you are I don't want to cum yet." Ryan says breathless.

"So what, we just stay like this all night?" Ethan says smiling.

"Not a bad idea." Ryan says as he moves his hips slowly, letting a soft moan escape his lips, Ethan matching the moan. He thrusts in and out slowly for a while, holding onto Ethan and Ethan's arms wrapped around Ryan's neck, holding him as he makes love to Ethan.

"Mmm you feel amazing, you are so amazing." Ethan says into his ear moaning softly. Ryan gets chills and grunts at Ethan's words. He moves faster but not to fast as he wants to be inside Ethan for as long as he can before he explodes inside of him.

Ryan can feel Ethan's hard cock against his stomach, throbbing and pulsing each time he goes in and out of him. Ryan looks down and sees his cock, just begging to be touched.

Ryan sits up just a little bit and starts stroking Ethan's cock as he thrusts in and out. Ethan's body is filled with intense pleasure that it doesn't take him long to cum, filling Ryan's hand with his sweet cum, Ryan can't hold back any longer, he thrusts deeper and deeper and goes faster and as he explodes he screams out Ethan's name and collops on top of Ethan as he empties himself inside Ethan.

He is laying on Ethan, foreheads touching and looking into each-others eyes. "I love you." Ryan whispered.

"I love you too." Ethan whispered back. Ryan smiles and kisses him tenderly as he feels himself slip out of Ethan and rolls over to the bed taking Ethan in his arms as he does. Ethan is laying on Ryan's chest and he can feel his chest getting wet and he looks down and sees Ethan is crying.

He doesn't say anything, he just rubs Ethan's back and kisses the top of his head. After a while he sees Ethan sleeping and he kisses his head and whispers.

"I love you, I promise to come back to you." He closes his eyes with tears in them and goes to sleep. Around ten Ethan wakes-up and sees the time.

"Shit." He said in a whisper. He slowly gets out of bed not wanting to wake Ryan up. He grabs his phone and calls the office to tell Ashley that he's not coming in today. After he hangs up the call he goes to the kitchen and starts making breakfast.

He puts on music and is singing while cooking that he didn't notice Ryan standing in the doorway watching him dance naked in the kitchen. As Ethan leans into the fridge to get stuff out to make up the rest of breakfast a strong pair of arms wrap around his waist.

Ethan yelps and turns around. Ryan laughs.

"Well now this is a sight I love seeing in the morning. Good morning handsome." Ryan said and kisses Ethan lightly on the lips.

"Good morning, I called into the office and told them I'm not coming in today. It's our last day together so we are going to spend it alone together."

Ryan's face lit up brightly and his smile sparkled. "Really?" He asked like a little kid. Ethan chuckled.

"Yes. I won't see you for a long time so I want to spend all day just being in your arms or you in mine, talking, kissing, making love."

"Well we will have to leave for a bit, the bbq remember? But, the rest sounds wonderful. Need a hand with breakfast?"

"Well you can get the plates out and pour some juice and get the forks."

"Sure." Ryan kisses Ethan before walking to get the things he was asked and sets the island. Ethan goes up stairs for a few minutes and comes back down wearing a pair of sweat pants that hang low on his hips.

"Why did you put those on?"

"I got a little cold."

"I could keep you warm you know."

"Yes I know and you do but I wanted to have something covering me as you are dressed."

"Well only a pair of your pants since I don't have any clothes here."

"And you look sexy in them, you can take them with you if you want."

"Thanks, I will sleep in them all the time." Ethan puts the eggs bacon and waffles on the plates and they sit eating their breakfast talking.

They spend some time together alone in each others arms, talking before they start getting ready to head out to the bbq. They pull up at a nice size house on base and get out of the truck. Ryan takes Ethan's hand and he rings the doorbell. The door opens after a few seconds of waiting.

"Hey sir, glad you could make it." The man who answered the door said.

"Hey, wouldn't miss it. This here is Ethan, my boyfriend. Ethan meet Jack, one of my good friends."

"It's a pleasure to meet you Jack."

"Like wise, come in." they walk in and go out back and Ryan grabs two beers and hands one to Ethan. He introduces him to the guys and they spend the afternoon talking laughing and having a good time before they leave around eight.

They get back to Ethan's house and when they walk in and the door closes, Ryan picks Ethan up and carries him to his bedroom and makes love to Ethan so tenderly and just got lost in each other for a couple of hours, making love to each other.

Around five Ryan wakes up and gets a shower and gets dressed to head home. Before he walks out of the bedroom he sits on the bed next to Ethan and gently touches his cheek.

A few minutes later Ethan slowly opens his eyes knowing it's time. Ryan looks into his eyes for what seems like forever before finally breaking the silence.

"I will see you soon, I promise to do everything I can to get back to you. I love you Ethan and you are my reason to come home." Tears fall from both their eyes and Ethan feels his heart break.

"I love you too Ryan, more than I ever thought was possible. You be careful over there and watch your six. Don't be brave unless you have to, always be with someone no matter where you go, I don't want to go through all what I did with you, promise me?" Ryan nods and smiles a heart breaking smile before kissing Ethan softly but with passion.

"I love you. I will see you soon." With that Ryan walks out of the room and Ethan hears the door opening and closing.

He lays there and cries for what seems like days but eventually he falls asleep and wakes up a few hours later. He sits up expecting Ryan to be there but soon remembers he left. He sighs and gets out of bed. He goes to the kitchen and starts making coffee, looking around the house and smiles at the memories from the time they spent all over the house, playing around chasing each other and making love all over the house.

He goes to the bathroom to start the water for the shower and after he gets showered he gets dressed in jeans and a polo shirt. He does his hair and sprays cologne on and went down stairs to make a mug of coffee to go. He gets to his truck and drives to the base where everyone works for the first time since Marcus left ten years ago.

He arrives at where Ryan works and just sits in his truck watching to see if Ryan is still there but soon realizes the building is a dead zone.

He now knows, Ryan is gone.