Grian woke up in the field he was confused at first then everything came rushing back to his mind and he felt himself nearly puke from all the emotions

He got up and flew up he felt like shit and he felt like he deserved so much pain

He started to smoke again once he got home but instead of flinging away the buts of the smokes he pressed them against his wings leaving burns one making his wing bleed

He checked his phone after about 2 hours of this he felt numb after all that which was enough to deal with seeing what had happened during the time he was 'busy'

There was a text from iskall

It read:

Hey I'm back early I'm coming over soon

Grian still had a smoke in his hand and that text was about 20 minutes old iskall would be here any second and he knew how iskall felt about smokers

A/N: hi sorry for late update had a few troubles these past days I will be trying to update every 2-3 days! Hope all of u guys have a good night/day!! ♡