sihdjdhd ok so the story is only gonna get darker from here on no more fluff so if u are triggered by

-burns
-self burns
-self starving
-crying
-self hate / self doubt
-social anxiety/anxiety in general
-suicide
-EVEN MORE SLUR
-simon just simon in general (u know who u are!)

Then I suggest u stop reading here plz I dont want to trigger any ppl with this story

Hope y'all have a good day and thx for reading this far