i think it's time i let loose of these strings that are tightly warped around this purple heart,

       i think it's time i take a deep breath and let. things. be.

      for i am not in control of how things progress.

      and to stop blaming my situation, for that is cruel, even to myself.

      i am far from home, and my heart resonates to my beloved,

      i am but an echo in a dark cave with a monster that hibernates, only to awaken at 4 a.m.

      when i wake up from the nightmare called 'reality',

      i would meet you once last time before the sky falls,

      i would want to give up everything for you,

      there's nothing in this world i wouldn't do for you.

       i have lost everything.

       and it would be my greatest wound to lose you too.

- let things be