warning: this chapter is rated 16+

Jeongguk shakily let out a breath he didn't realize he was holding as the sight of the familiar door came in sight. He bit his lip, looking down, trying to calm down his quick breathing once they stopped in front of it.

"You okay, baby?" He heard Taehyung's voice ask gently from beside him, and that brought him back to reality.

He looked up slightly, his doe eyes meeting Tae's wide, concerned ones before he nodded silently.

He was extremely nervous, he didn't know how he'd break the news down to his mom, he didn't know what would happen afterward, even if his mom reported Hyeree missing, are the police gonna find her?

Billions of thoughts ran through his mind as he continued staring into Taehyung's gentle eyes, and he felt warm hands cup his slightly chubby cheeks gently. "Jeonggukkie, talk to me."

At that, Jeongguk gulped, realizing that he was simply staring at Tae with a dazed look in his eyes instead of giving the older one a proper answer. "S-Sorry, i just have a lot on my mind." he sighed, leaning into Tae's gentle touch, closing his eyes in comfort.

"I'm nervous."

"and why's that, sugar?"

Jeongguk blushed, fluttering his eyes open, seeing Tae's orbs look into his' once again. "i don't know how to do this, h-how do i tell her that dad took hyeree? how can i break it down to her without making it sound as bad as it is?" Jeongguk mumbled, looking down once again, clenching his fists tightly by his sides.

He was also afraid of his mother's reaction. Jeongguk's sure that she's gonna be angry, sad, and hurt- and he wasn't ready to witness that. he wasn't ready to see his precious mother crying as he helplessly stared at her.

"you can't. you just have to tell her the detailed truth as gently as you possibly can, ggukie." Taehyung responded, stroking Jeongguk's soft cheeks softly before continuing, "plus, i'm with you baby, we'll get through this together." he whispered, leaning closer to Jeongguk, their noses brushing against each others'.

Jeongguk must admit, that did make him feel better, having Tae by his side was extremely comforting. He slowly closed the distance between him and tae, initiating a kiss for the first time.

He felt Tae kiss back gently, his hands still stroking his cheeks, causing warmth to spread throughout Jeongguk's body pleasantly.

it was a sweet, short kiss that meant a lot to both boys, whose cheeks were now dusted a light pink in the purest way possible.
Taehyung then let go of Gguk's cheeks, grabbing a hold of both of Jeongguk's slim hands and intertwining them with his own. "you got this, baby." He whispered, bringing Jeongguk's hands to his lips, kissing the knuckles gently.

"we got this." Jeongguk corrected, and then he smiled a toothy grin, wrinkles appearing beside his eyes, causing him to look like an adorable bunny.

Taehyung let go of one hand, keeping the other intertwined with Jeongguk, while he used his free hand to knock on the door, earning a 'come in' shortly afterward. "let's go, ggukie." he whispered, opening the door, allowing Jeongguk to walk in first before following him.

"Jeongguk honey!" His mother looked beyond excited to see her son again after no visit from him in 2 days.

"Hey, mom." Jeongguk smiled back at her but his pretty smile quickly faded upon reminding himself of why he was here in the first place, bubbles coming up in his stomach after imagining an emotionally broken look on her face.

"Who's that young man behind you?" She tilted her head, the confusion in her stare seemed obvious yet staged to Jeongguk.
In panic Gguk immediately let go of their intertwined hands that were concealed behind his back.

"u-uhm, i'll tell you l-later mom. I h-have something more important to t-talk to you about." He stuttered, quickly trying to change the topic, not that he wanted to talk about either.

He noticed Taehyung raising his hand and waving at her, his mother smiling and nodding in approval before turning her attention back to Jeongguk.

"What's wrong, honey?" she looked at him in concern.

Gguk was the type of person that wouldn't really talk about things that worried him a lot, he wasn't open with it, especially towards his family so him wanting to talk about something must seem very serious to her.

He looked over at Taehyung looking for reassurance as he didn't know how to start this conversation without overwhelming his mother with emotion right now.

The older one nodded at him, taking his hand again and squeezing it tightly as encouragement that it was the only right thing to do, to tell her everything.

"m-mom it-it's about Hyeree." he started, his hand starting to shake and slowly feeling an ache rise to his head in stress.

The reassuring smile on his mother's face fell upon Gguk mentioning his sister's name, clutching her hands together, waiting for him to go on.

"i-i tried to get her from the hospital t-to go home b-but-" he sighed heavily trying to find the courage to say the truth out loud. " but d-dad took h-her before i c-could."
He didn't dare to look at her, beyond scared of the reaction.

"what?" he heard her breath out in disbelief, the tears in her voice painfully evident. "when did you try to get her, Jeongguk?"
Her voice was now really that of a scolding mother, slightly mad and disciplined but the hint of tears really cutting through it.

Jeongguk kept silent as he didn't know what to say, he felt like each word he would say would make the situation much worse.

"Answer me, Jeon Jeongguk!" This was the first time in years she used his full name which was only something she did when she was mad, last time when he accidentally shot a ball through a window when he was in second grade.

"Yesterday, m-mom." he almost whispered really, his hands now clammy in nervousness and tears gathering in his eyes.

"and you didn't think to call me?! Your own mother? What were you thinking? I can't believe this, Jeongguk!" He heard her cry and scream in a mix of emotion, exactly what he didn't want to cause.

"i-i-" he sobbed, really feeling like all guilt piling up on him. All he wanted was to protect his mother from emotional distress but all he did was the opposite, making everything worse.

"You don't trust your own mother, do you? Not telling me this? What were you thinking, son?" She put her hands over her face, crying into them as soon as she did so, letting out all weakness that piled up over weeks and weeks.

"And you also think I don't know who that young man is? I was waiting for you to tell me yourself, Jeongguk. I really thought you trusted your mother enough."

Jeongguk looked over to Taehyung, a huge shock sticking through both of them.

She knew about them, Gguk wasn't exactly sure how but he would guess that she watched TV out of boredom and somehow their scandal came up.

And it's not like he didn't want to tell her, he just didn't know how.
What if she was homophobic, didn't approve of Taehyung because of other reasons or just something else.

A million thoughts clouded his mind, just a blur of things happening in front of him, seeing his mother cry into her hands without an end.

"I'll call the police now Jeongguk, i need time alone, leave please." She sobbed, pointing at the door with one hand, phone in the other, tears running down her cheeks.

But Jeongguk didnt move, he couldn't as he felt paralyzed by his mother's words, hurt, confused, and guilty but getting pulled out by Taehyung who decided that it would make the situation go to a new low if they didn't leave at this very moment.

The next second was more of a blur than before to Gguk, just getting pulled behind by Taehyung back to his car, just out of there.

Once they sat down in the safety of Tae's car, Jeongguk just -- broke.

His crying got worse, impacting his breathing, making his headache more intense.

He slowly gained back a sense of reality when he felt Taehyung pressing kisses to his ear and occasionally hearing him whisper sweet little comforts into it.

Jeongguk didn't know what got into him but he turned his head to face the older one, slinging his arms around his neck and pressing a needy kiss to his lips, immediately parting his own to give Taehyung entrance.

But to his surprise Taehyung pulled away after seconds, looking utterly confused.

"Jeonggukie, what's gotten into you?" Tae slid his hand to Gguks cheek, caressing it softly since this behavior was more than odd to him.

Jeongguk didn't even know what was up with himself but he felt like this was the only way to feel better right now, wanting and seeking validation and comfort which only Taehyung could give him.

"P-please Tae-" Jeongguk sobbed into Tae's hand. "Ma-make me feel better, p-please." he pouted his lips cutely, hand moving to Tae's crotch referring to what he really wanted right now.

"I don't know, baby. You must be an emotional mess right now, i don't want you to regret anything." Tae seemed truly concerned about his behavior.

Jeongguk didn't seem to think that way as he just pressed his lips against Tae's again, truly wanting and finding comfort in Taehyung.

He felt Taehyung giving in, knowing that Gguk knew what he was doing otherwise he wouldn't have connected their lips again, trusting him.

Gripping at Tae's shirt with one hand and tangling the other in his red locks, Jeongguk moved over to the driver's seat and into Tae's lap, immediately starting to grind their crotches together, emitting a loud moan as he started.

"Ah- please-" Gguk pulled away throwing his head back, exposing his neck for the older one perfectly. "Make- ah- me feel good, hyung-" Tears of mixed emotions gone now as his mind was clouded with lust and the need to feel appreciated and loved.

And all Jeongguk wanted at that moment was validation, to feel better, feel loved and Taehyung could give him exactly that and Gguk was ready to give him all of that back as well.

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sorry for cutting it there but i wanted to write an 18+ scene when i'm actually 18 heheheeheh so wait till next week my loves

Firstly i wish a happy brithday to my platonic soulmate, my love, my cotton bun peachkoo 💗💗💗
In just a year of knowing her we grew so incredibly close and through her i really got to know what friendship really meant

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