warning: this chapter is rated 18+

It felt crazy, it was almost unreal to Jeongguk how much his life has changed in just mere weeks.

He went from each day a hell on earth, getting beaten up and having almost no happiness in his life to living with Taehyung, the person he had admired for so long.

Yes, he accepted Taehyung's offer even though he didn't exactly feel comfortable with it.

He felt like he would be using him in a way and just after Taehyung reassured him that it's totally fine and he would be happy to have a roommate for some time, he accepted.

2 weeks had already past since he started living in his apartment and honestly, it was great. Comfy bed and couch, lots of space, good wifi, sometimes Taehyung's puppy Yeontan, an amazing view and -- Taehyung himself.

The only thing missing for him was his mom and sister, who he visited almost every day, avoiding telling his mom exactly where he is living at the moment.

But he tired not leaving the apartment complex too much. It would raise suspicion among press among 'who is this weird boy that seemed to belong to no one, and lingered around tae's apartment,' and he wouldnt wanna risk Taehyung's career.

He did go out to a café once with Jimin last week though since he went through a breakup with Namjoon, again, saying that he doesnt know who he is without him and that he will never find love again -- until they decide to get back together as always. He didn't quite mention the fact that he was living with Taehyung at the moment though, it would have felt like he was bragging and he didn't want Jimin to feel even more devastated.

Other than that he really didn't leave the house, so this morning Taehyung decided that he would come with him to his fansign, so that he wouldn't be so lonely.

And there is he is, sitting in the backstage watching Taehyung getting styled by multiple people.

One applying his makeup, one working on his hair and one tugging on his clothes making sure they fit correctly.

And it would be an understatement to say that Taehyung looked beyond hot, his eyes glimmering in the mirror as he stared at Jeongguk who was staring back at his body.

They haven't done anything besides cuddling since they've made out on their first date 3 weeks ago and Jeongguk really had been missing Taehyung's lips and touch since then if he was being honest but he didn't have the guts to make a move again.

The stylists finished up Taehyung's look, bowing before exiting the room as he stood up and thanked them politely.

Jeongguk stood up as well as he felt his back slightly sweat due to nervousness -- he didn't even know why exactly he was nervous in the first place.

But it got clearer as to why for him as Taehyung turned around, making his way over to him, feeling his stomach clench in anticipation.

Taehyung had been pretty flirty today, complimenting Jeongguk's outfit multiple times on the car ride, saying he looked hot and as pretty as ever.

"Ggukie." Taehyung whispered near his ear sending a shiver all the way down his spine, placing his hand securely at Jeongguk's waist. "You look so pretty today i can't help myself." He stared him up and down like he was his prey, jeongguk, on the other hand, was freaking out inside, feeling that weird burning in his stomach again.

"You- you look g-great too-" he got interrupted as Taehyung moved his head to his neck, deeply breathing him in before placing tiny kisses around his adam's apple.

"I've been thinking about this since we made out the first time, baby." Jeongguk felt his lips move against his collarbone as he breathed in deeply not even paying a lot of attention to the words Tae said but giving his actions twice as much.

The way his lips were slowly but surely sucking a hickey on his neck was sinful yet so loving.

Jeongguk let out a moan at the sensation, going to cover his mouth with his one hand and the other pulling at Tae's soft locks.

Taehyung slowly began pushing Jeongguk against the nearest wall so he could comfortably lean back and enjoy getting marks all over his neck.

The hand that was over his mouth now wandered to Taehyung's nape pressing him to his neck even more.

"T-Tae-" he moaned as the older one placed another hickey on his neck. "Baby be quiet or do you want the fans to hear and ruin my image?"

He was right. The fans would be able to hear if he was any louder. He could feel that the wall behind him was paper thin as he could hear fans excitedly trickling in.

Just as Tae's hands began to slide down to Jeongguk's butt they were interrupted by a knock on the door.

"Taehyung, we're starting! Move your ass outta there!" Jeongguk recognized the voice as Jin's, feeling Tae pull away from his neck, angrily mumbling something incoherent.

"I'll be right there!" Tae released himself off Jeongguk, quickly going over to the mirror and shaking his hair back in place before turning back.

"We'll continue this when i'm back, doll." He winked at him before opening the door and going out, closing it behind him.

Jeongguk immediately sat down on the couch right beside him, face beet red as he fumbled with his hands in anticipation as just seconds later he heard cheers of fans behind the thin walls, indicating that Tae went out to greet them.

And there he sat for the next almost 2 hours, impatiently waiting for Taehyung to get back, just wanting those nice lips back on his neck and those big hands embracing him.

That burn in his stomach was still going after 2 hours, like a fire no one but Taehyung could extinguish.

He heard Taehyung bid a goodbye to his fans, all of them cheering in a more sad manner as he probably left the stage and it was then that all of Jeongguk's attention was on the door that Tae would open any moment.

And when he did, Jeongguk froze upon seeing Tae this time without the jacket he had on, beautifully showcasing his shoulders with just a white gucci t-shirt on.

Taehyung closed the door behind him, locking it so they would have their privacy, making his way to Jeongguk again.

"So where did we stop?" He smirked before leaning in, grabbing at Gguk's waist.

And when their lips met for the first time again in weeks, Gguk finally felt that burning in his stomach intensify in the best way, as he closed his eyes, wrapping his hands around Taehyung, tangling his hands in his locks.

Tae's hand yet again wandered to Gguks butt giving it a slight push upwards as an indication that he should jump up and so he did, wrapping his legs around him, matching his arms.

Taehyung went over to the couch, sitting down with Gguk comfortably in his lap, Jeongguk then immediately started moving his hips, recalling the feeling from a couple weeks ago that he wanted to experience again.

They broke off the kiss, trying to catch a breath, Taehyung throwing his head back, leaving his neck perfectly exposed for Gguk.

So he went and placed kisses on it before carefully beginning to suck on his skin not knowing how the older would react to it.

"Gguk." He heard Tae breath out in pleasure which further encouraged him to make the hickey that was forming even bigger before pulling away to look at it.

But before he could, Taehyung attacked his neck and collarbones yet again, biting and licking at the already formed hickeys, kneading his ass at the same time.

And Jeongguk didnt know what came over him in that exact moment but he knew he needed something more -- more of Taehyung to be exact.

"T-tae please." Gguk moaned out as Tae still continued exploring his neck and collarbone area.

"mh?" he felt him hum against his sensitive skin, the sensation setting a shiver down his spine. "what is it, doll?"

"f- fuck me- please- " the words slowly forced themselves out, he was embarrassed to say such sinful things out loud.

Apparently, Taehyung seemed to think the same thing as his head shot up from Gguks neck staring at him in slight shock and disbelief but quickly recovering and pressing a long, needy kiss to his lips while holding his waist.

"shit- baby- am i-" Jeongguk nodded hesitantly knowing exactly what Tae was asking him without completing his sentence.
"then let's go to mine, doll." he stood up still holding Gguk up by his butt, smashing their lips together one final time before squeezing his butt and setting him down.

and just like that they quickly gathered their things, making their way out the venue and to the van as quickly as possible, Tae's hand clutching Jeongguk's tightly, pulling him after himself.

after a drive that was way beyond the speed limit, they found themselves in Taehyung's bed already, all of their clothes were off except for their boxers, Jeongguk was on Tae's lap, moving his hips, their tongues tangled in a heated kiss, moans escaping every once in a while.

Jeongguk was scared at first about taking off his clothes -- not because of his body itself but because of the slight anxiousness that Tae might spot a bruise that had not yet healed.

Gguk released himself from the kiss trying to catch a breath as Taehyung immediately went to kiss down his jaw, hands groping his waist and butt.

"t-tae- tae please- touch me more-" he whimpered as he moved his hips back and forth faster, trying to show Tae how needy he was, that he needed him to do something.

"Alright, babe. Are you sure, you want me to be the one?" Tae asked softly, referring to himself taking Jeongguk's virginity. He pulled away from his jawline, looking into his glimmering eyes that really seemed to hold the galaxy at the moment.

Jeongguk nodded softly, hiding his face in Taehyung's neck right after, embarrassed about the blush creeping up on his cheeks.

Taehyung chuckled, flipping them over with one swift motion, giving Gguk a sweet little peck on his lips before moving his hand over to the band of his boxers, tugging at them, looking the younger one in the eyes to make sure he could take them off and he was one hundred percent comfortable.

"Please Tae-" Jeongguk whispered lowly, showing how desperate he was for him to finally do something and soon he felt his boxers getting pulled down his legs, seeing how Tae tossed them right off the bed.

and before he knew it he saw Tae dipping his head between his legs, only his blonde locks peeking out, and felt him licking a stripe up his upper tight until he reached that area Jeongguk was particularly nervous about.

He let out a loud whimper as he felt Tae's tongue, poking right at his entrance before dipping in.

Gguk slapped his hand over his mouth muffling his moans, very embarrassed about the volume of them, as Tae was working his tongue inside of him, licking and sucking at a place that nobody touched before, adding to Jeongguk's shyness.

He could tell Tae had done this before as he knew exactly what do to, knew which spots he had to hit and as a result, Jeongguk was on cloud 9, that now familiar burn in his stomach intensifying with each passing second.

"ah- ah Taehyung-" his hands slightly muffled the loud whimper as he threw his head back against the pillow.

He felt something approaching, about to reach his climax, he reached down, pulling at Taehyung's hair, forgetting how embarrassed he was about his loud whimpers and moans but before anything could happen Tae pulled away, causing that bursting sensation to disappear, leaving Jeongguk whining.

"Too early to come, baby." Taehyung chuckled, sitting up, he then reached over Jeongguk, quickly fetching something from the drawer of the nightstand, somehow taking his boxers off in the process.

"just- just hurry tae-" Gguk whined yet again, not wanting to wait anymore, he was more than ready to finally have Tae inside him.

"but baby it's your first time, we should take it slow and prep you some more." he sweetly kissed along his belly, circling a finger around Jeongguk's entrance carefully before slipping it in making Gguk shudder with slight discomfort but mainly pleasure.

"ah- tae- i-" he cut himself off with a loud moan as Tae started to move his finger in and out with gentle care.

"i don't want it to hurt later, baby." he whispered into Gguk's ear, which sent a rush of pleasure right to his dripping member.

"it won't hurt, tae, please" Jeongguk whined, pushing back against Tae's finger, "i can take two, hyung."

So Taehyung skillfully slipped in another finger, after Gguk's request, making him whimper as he continued moving his finger in and out of his entrance, scissoring them slowly to stretch him out.

"t-tae f-fuck me now!" Jeongguk was beyond impatient at this point. He just wanted all of Tae not just his finger or tongue, he wanted the real thing.

"As you wish, baby." Tae slipped his fingers out, grabbing the condom he got earlier and slipping it on before settling down in between Gguk's wide spread legs again.

"ready?" he sensually circled his length around his entrance, kissing along Gguk's jaw and neck, licking a stripe over the biggest hickey.

Gguk nodded eagerly, wrapping his legs around Tae's waist in an effort to bring Tae closer to him, causing the tip of his length to accidentally slip in, making Gguk's eyes to roll to the back of his head and Tae groan at the sudden tightness engulfing him, making him push all the way in.

"shit- ggukie-" Taehyung let his head hang low beside Gguk's neck, feeling the heavy puffs over air the younger one was releasing. "so tight-"

He slowly but surely started thrusting in and out of Jeongguk, making him release high pitched moans and whimpers, scratching down Tae's upper back as he started going a little faster.

"a-ah tae- i- ah- feels g-good-" the words only pushed themselves out with a lot of effort as he felt like he couldn't form a coherent sentence because of Tae thrusting inside him so sinfully good.

He didn't know how to tell Tae that he could take a faster pace in that moment but as if Tae knew what was floating around in his head, he started going even faster, chasing his and Jeongguk's climax.

Jeongguk threw his head back in pleasure, releasing a loud moan as Tae continued with his pace, sucking at the hickeys he made earlier yet again, as if he wanted to show Jeongguk that he belongs to him.

He suddenly felt that burn that he has been experiencing, get even more intense, and he gripped Tae's back even tighter.

"tae- i'm g-gon-" he let out a loud whimper, feeling his orgasm approach faster than he thought as Tae continued with his pace sloppily indicating he was close as well.

And with one particular thrust, he hit all the right spots for Jeongguk, making him cry out loudly in overwhelming pleasure, causing him to squirt come all over his stomach, tae following him soon after, releasing into the condom and then collapsing on top of Gguk's exhausted body.

They both breathed heavily, trying to catch their breaths, the room was quiet, only the sound of their pants could be heard, but a sudden whimper that Jeongguk released when Tae pulled out echoed in the room, causing tae to coo and sweetly place a kiss on his baby's forehead.

"Let me clean you up, bun." he gently whispered into his ear, standing up and picking him up bridal style, carrying him to his bathroom, cleaning him up sweetly before cuddling a completely exhausted but happy Jeongguk to sleep.

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