Jeongguk was humming the melody of Singularity as he sat down on his desk, reaching for his already opened banana milk after he locked the door to his room.

After taking a sip he placed his hands on the keyboard and mouse, opening skype and logging in.

"Let's hope i'll have all my luck for the year today." He sighed, knowing well that he's never in luck.

Even if he begged the universe for the smallest things depending on fate, he would lose.

He opened a new tap, searching for vlive and clicking through his subscriptions to find the channel he was searching for, clicking the colourful icon that said 'Bangtan radio' and getting redirected to their recent videos.

Jeongguk actually rarely watched their radio show but today was a little different.

Today their guest was going to be Kim Taehyung.

And today one lucky user would get the opportunity to talk to him via Skype and win a free ticket to his next fansign.

And you could say Jeongguk was beyond excited that there was just a small chance that he could actually talk to Taehyung and attend a fansign.

That has been his dream ever since he discovered Taehyung through twitter, where he saw a video of him, being playful with a little kid. He really had a soft spot for children.

Taehyung was more or less known as the nations little brother. The sweetheart that loved kids and needed to be protected despite his songs portraying quiet the opposite.

Impatiently he began to refresh the page every second until it finally switched to the livestream.

His heart was beating faster just by the pure sight of Taehyung through a computer screen.

He saw him sitting at a big round table, a microphone and headphones in front of him, smiling brightly at one of the hosts.

The comments of the still muted stream  were already flooding with love messages for Taehyung, while Jeongguk was too busy just staring at the, in his opinion, most perfect person in this universe.

Taehyung was wearing a white bandana, big aviator style glasses, a white shirt and a bright blue tshirt over it which complimented his bleach blonde hair perfectly.

The silence suddenly got replaced by one of Taehyungs new songs, startling Jeongguk a bit and making him jump up in his chair.

But he quickly turned his attention back to Taehyung who enjoyed the melody of 'Purple You', one of his songs of the new album, occasionally mouthing the lyrics.
Jeongguk's heart fluttered because of how cute he looked enjoying his own music.

The song was slowly coming to an end and the hosts were settling down while Taehyung put on the headphones in front of him.

Jeongguk could tell that they were way too big for his head, squishing his cheeks together cutely, making them look chubby.
His favorite look on Taehyung.

"1, 2, 3 Bangtan! Hello this is Bangtan radio! I am Hoseok and this is Jaein and today we are joined by Kim Taehyung everybody!" One of today's hosts said followed by him clapping enthusiastically.
Hoseok was known for his bouncy and easily excitable personality.

"Please for those who don't know you, introduce yourself." Jaein, the female host sitting beside Hoseok, smiled.

"Hello! I am Kim Taehyung and i am 20 years old. I debuted 2 years ago with my debut album 'Stigma' and since then i have released 3 albums! My latest release is called 'Singularity' and i am very proud of this album. It would be very nice if you would give it a listen!"

Jeongguk smiled.

He was proud of what Taehyung had accomplished in just 2 years, gaining multiple music show wins and awards but he never chose to brag about it. Another reason he admires Taehyung so much.

"We'll move on to fan questions now." He was pulled out of his thoughts of admiring Taehyung by Hoseok's cheery voice. "We'll give you a tablet Taehyung and you can adress whatever questions you want to answer." He explained to him.

Now jeongguk decided to go against his own words and also write in the chat but his great questions were easily overshadowed by the wave of comments coming in.

Taehyung was answering various questions from what he's working on to how his dog Yeontan is feeling while Jeongguk slowly gave up on being noticed by him and removed his hands from the keyboard, leaning back in his chair, closing his eyes occasionally.
It was only 9pm but he didn't really sleep the previous night because well -- he decided it was a good idea to play overwatch almost all night.

"Thank you everyone who asked such good question but we have to move on to our next segment which is the skype call."
Suddenly Jeongguk was all awake and motivated again, pulling his hands to the keyboard quicker than ever.

He put his skype ID and username in weeks ago in hopes that one of the first entries would be picked but afterall he still had little to no hope of actually getting to talk to Taehyung.

He was slowly zoning out, thinking about what he would even ask him if he ever got the chance. Would he even be able to speak without stuttering? Would he be able to think clearly? Would he just absently stare at Tae's gorgeous and perfect fac-

Suddenly his thoughts got interrupted as he just heard a faint voice saying, "Congratulations to skype user taesgguk! You won the skype call with your idol and tickets to his next fansign. We will call you on skype in 10 minutes please make sure you are set up. And now we have a word from our sponsors."

Jeongguks heart skipped a beat.

taesgguk. That was him. His user name.

He froze. His ears must be tricking him. This can't be happening.

He heard a little high pitched tone, indicating that he got a message. Still in a haze, he shakingly placed his hand on the mouse, clicking on the message.

Bangtan Radio💣🎵:
Congratulations taesgguk!
You will be called shortly for your conversation with Kim Taehyung.
We will do a sound checkup with you in advance but we advise you to check your microphone and headphones now.
Thank you very much.

Jeongguk stared at the message in disbelief, his heart pumping faster by the minute.

"I-i'm-" he paused still trying his hardest to process the situation "getting to talk to Taehyung."

Finally realizing what was about to happen Jeongguk almost fell over in his chair, quickly checking if his microphone and headphones were plugged in -- which was extremely diffcult with such shaky hands.

He was about to reach over to his banana milk, wanting to take a last calming sip when he saw the calling screen pop up -- and damn, he never click on accept so fast in his entire life.

He was greeted by a nice looking man, that instructed him to say a couple of words to see if his microphone was working properly.

Jeongguk was beyond nervous by now. This was really happening.

"Okay, you are all set up and everything is working. The advertisements are about to end so we'll redirect your skype call now. Don't talk until you are instructed to.
Are you ready?" The nice man asked with a smile on his face. He could surely read the nervous excitement in Gguk's eyes.

"Y-yeah as ready as i c-can be i guess." He didn't feel ready for what was about to come but there was no way back and he surely wouldn't wanna go that way anyways.

"Then good luck and enjoy your time. You will be live and redirected in 5... 4... 3... 2.."

Excitement and Anxiousness was coursing through his veins as he saw the facecam of the other account loading again.

And suddenly Taehyung himself popped up on his computer screen, stopping Jeongguk's breathing for a couple seconds as he was staring at the most ethereal person he's ever seen -- even though it was just through a screen.

The microphone of Taehyung was still muted as the last advertisment was running through and he didn't notice Jeongguk on the laptop infront of him just yet.

But when he turned his head to look, he looked  Jeongguk directly in the eyes with a burning glaze, lips curving into a smile.

Jeongguk felt butterflies errupted in his stomach and a couple of tears of happiness pooled in his eyes.

He saw the mute symbol of Taehyung's microphone disappear but not daring to make a sound yet -- as he was instucted to.

"Welcome back! Now we have our lucky winner here with us." Hoseok announced. Jeongguk's eyes widened. That lucky winner was him.
"Hello taesgguk!" Jaein added.

Jeongguk was sweating, his throat dry as a desert. He couldn't concentrate with the picture of Tae still in front of him.

"H-hello." Only the necessary forced itself out of his mouth. He surely has never been this nervous in his entire life.

"Okay now you have 5 minutes to talk to Taehyung and they start.." Jeongguk's throat was getting dryer and dryer, his heart was beating faster and faster with each second passing by. "Now! Enjoy!" Jaein activated the countdown of 5 minutes. Now every second counts.

Taehyung turned his head to the laptop yet again and as Jeongguk opened his mouth, no words threatened to leave it.
He saw the slight worry in Taehyung's eyes as he opened his mouth as well, opening the converstation instead of Jeongguk.

"Hello! What's your name? I'm guessing it's not taesgguk, is it?" Taehyung snickered trying to loosen Jeongguk's mood so that he wouldn't be so nervous.

"H-h-hello. Y-you're right i'm -- J-Jeongguk." Gguk cursed at himself for forgetting his name for a second.

"Ooh what a pretty name! Well Jeongguk how long have you been a fan?" Tae smiled fondly, Jeongguk's cheeks tinting a blush pink at the compliment.

"T-thank y-you so much. U-uhm i-i ha-have been a fan f-for a l-little less th-than t-two years." He tried his hardest to somehow get a conversation going, trying his hardest to get less awkward and shutter less.

"Wow!" He saw Taehyung's widen slightly. "That's almost since debut! I'm so happy i get to talk to such a long time fan." and with that sentence Jeongguk felt more at ease, smiling brightly, showcasing his big eyes and white teeth beautifully.

"Jeongguk you have such a pretty smile! And your eyes are very beautiful too. They look like Bambi's eyes. They even sparkle." The feeling of easeness, that he only experienced for 2 seconds, was gone quicker than it came, the blush that was already tinting his cheeks getting deeper as Taehyung continued to compliment Jeongguk's everything.

"T-thank y-you. I-i love y-your look n-now. U-us purples c-call it the b-boyfriend l-look." Jeongguk tried his best to compliment back. But he wasn't gonna say that that was his own opinion, instead he tried speaking on behalf of all purples.

Taehyung's lips formed an even bigger and brighter smile.

"Ooh thank you Jeongguk. I will wear it more often now if you like it so much."
With that sentence Gguk choked on his own saliva, coughing heavily, trying to catch his breath.
He quickly reached over to his banana milk, taking a sip in order to calm his coughing.

But Gguk almost choked yet again as he heard a deep chuckle through his headphones, sending a shiver down his spine.
"Sorry Jeonggukie! I didn't want you to choke!"

Jeongguk nodded his head while drinking the last little drop that was left of his drink.
"It's f-fine."

"Our time is sadly almost over but i'm looking forward to seeing you at my next fansign Jeonggukie! It was so nice talking to you." Taehyung pouted, hitting Jeongguk directly in his heart.

"Y-yes it- it was a great o-opportunity to --uhm -- talk to y-you. I-i love y-- ahh y-your work." Jeongguk nodded to himself, proud that he saved himself from confessing his love for Tae himself, not only his work.

"See you at my fansign Jeonggukie! Byebye!" Taehyung raised his hands and waved cutely, eyes turning into little cresent moons as he smiled.

And before Jeongguk could utter another word, the call was over.
But nevertheless he was left blushing, sweating and with his heart beating faster than ever, looking like he just ran a marathon.

Needless to say Jeongguk didn't sleep a minute that night.

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this book contains:

-bottom!kook

-detailed sexual scenes

-cute fluffy moments

-texting passages

-dark themes (verbal/physical abuse, homophobia)

Well welcome to this new book hehe
This will probably be much longer than 'Little one' since it will be a full story!!

B-btw Jaein is suppose to be peachkoo🌸 this is kind of my way of thanking her for helping me so much to start my account here on wattpad
THANK YOU BABY♡♡♡♡

Anyways enjoy this book uwu