• Blue has always been there, in the very back of Grian's trauma filled mind.

• He feels most comfortable in blue but understands that Grian doesn't like the color at all.

I'm sorry Grian, I'm sorry, I won't wear it anymore, I'm sorry-

• Blue knows Grian better than anyone, the Grian underneath the smiles and humorous chaos.

• The one that always wants to run and hide, cry out all his emotions, feel numb to everything around him.

• It's scary sometimes how different the two are, one full of life and laughter and the other an ocean of unwept tears and trauma.

• Blue only comes out when Grian needs to let out all his bottled up tension, fear, sadness, and anger.

• Blue knows that he..isn't a good thing.

• Whenever he's around, it hurts.

• He understands.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm-

• But...

• He needs to be there.

• Without him, Grian would break down even more.

• Even though it isn't a good thing when he comes out, he needs to be there no matter what.

• And he's perfectly fine with that.

• Whatever makes Grian happy!

• Whatever..makes Grian happy...

• makes...grian...happy.

• grian...happy.

• happy?

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