This does not add up to the story just a random thing I thought of and a sorry for not posting that much. And also this includes y/n venting and talking about self-harm so if you don't like it feel free to act like it has never been said. One more thing. The video I wanted to put up isn't coming up so make sure you go on Spotify or what ever and play something about you by eyedress or if you don't want to you don't have too but enjoy! :)

Y/ns pov

I had no Idea where I was going. I was lost. I has ran away from home because I couldn't take it anymore. All the yelling, Fighting, and crying.

It was too much to take. I wish things would get better. The world would get better. I didn't ask to be born In the first place just so I could be in hell on earth.

What makes this even worser is the snow. The deep snow. I only have a jacket on that didn't have a hood. I didn't go shopping a lot because when I did I would have to put thing back and get told what to do. I can't pick things out my style because they were "ugly" apparently.

And the other times we were broke. I wish I could go hone with a fireplace waiting for me and hot Coco and all A's in school with proud parents instead of the opposite. No matter what I do it isn't good enough.

It was now sunset and there's no sign of hope still.

That is until i saw a person only a few feet away from me.

He had a coat on with and blue hat and brown messy hair in his face.

We both stopped walking when we saw eachother and just stared.

Who are you? He asked breaking the silence.

Y/n. I replied no hesitation because I really don't care anymore. It's not like he could find my home with that information and I would tell him anything because I just want to give up.

You? I asked him walking up to him.

Gregory.. he said watching my next move.

Soo, what are you doing out here alone? He asked looking around.

I could say the same about you. I Said and oaused for a second. I ran away from home. I said.

Really? Me too! He said shocked.

I smiled. Something about him makes me warm inside. Like I could trust him. But that's what my parents did. So now I have trust issues. I may not be able to trust him yet but I feel like we could become friends.

But I could say the same to Anyone who gives me even a hint of affection.

So why did you run away? I ask him.

He hesitated a little. Abusive parents.

Same for me! I said.

We really connect don't we? He Said smiling.

Yeah.. I smiled back.

I folded my arms together to try and warm myself up and he noticed this.

He grabbed me and held me close to him.

I blushed a little.

Better? He asked.

Yes. Thank you. I said.

It was a bad idea for us to do this in winter time but atleast something good came out of it. Gregory said.

Yeah.. I agreed.

Let's try to find somewhere to stay so we won't freeze to death. I said while pulling away from him feeling the coldness hit again.

Ok. He said and began to walk to a random direction.

The times I'd stay up reading wattpad and watching comfort chacter x listeners.

They did what my parents couldn't do. Was it that hard?

Some parents dont deserve kids but all kids deserve parents.

No wonder why I'm failing and I sh.

I don't care if anyone sees it anymore. I've been giving my mom hints I need therapy. And sometimes I mention stuff about death and she saw my cuts. She still doesn't realize the signs.

Look! He pointed. It's a abandoned house
I don't think anyone's staying there we could sleep here! He said smiling.

Great! Let's prepare for the night then! I said.

We went inside and saw a fireplace and some wood ontop of it and matches. Gregory put the wood in and lit it up.

I searched the house for blankets and surprise surprise the bedroom had blankets that looked ok. And the house still had furniture and the lights did work. We just needed food.

I found blankets. I said while going downstairs to see Gregory on the couch sleeping.

I went up to him and laid the blankets on him. I then laid on the couch with him but on the opposite side.

Goodnight Gregory. I whispered then feel asleep....

But then reality hits.

I woke up in my bedroom hearing fighting.

Oh how I wish you were real Gregory..

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