⚠️ Warnings ⚠️ sh,scissors,jealousy,sam

Y/ns pov

Thank god some random girl sits next time me before Gregory could.

Gregory rolled his eyes and sat somewhere else.

Oh wait. This isn't a random girl. It's Sam...

Hey y/n! Where have you and Gregory been? It's been like 2 days! Sam asks.

Oh um. I've been on a family trip and Gregory's been sick. I quickly came up with a lie.

What a coincidence.. Sam says.

Yep..

Y/n! I saw you on the news! Some random girl yelled.

And that's my cue. I say in my mind.

I hurriedly got up and walked out the classroom with Gregory following behind me.

Y/n. Gregory says trying to get me to stop walking.

What do you want Gregory. I asked.

I want to know what happened. He demanded.

Well...Would you look at that! I think it's time to go to class! I say About to walk to class but before I could Gregory grabbed my wrist.

Y/n. Seriously. Gregory said.

Ok fine.. after you left my mom didn't come because she was... at her friend's house and the police for some reason didn't call her and tell her to go to the Pizzaplex to get me and I remembered I could get my phone to call her but I left it in the pizzaplex so I went to get it then I couldn't find and decided to leave but something collapsed infront of the exit so I tried to find another one but I got lost and I fell. And blacked out.. I explained.

Are you serious y/n!? Do you know how dangerous that was! You could've died! Gregory yells.

I know.. I'm sorry.. I apologized looking down.

Gregory hugged me for a few seconds then let go.

Let's get to class. Gregory says while smiling.

Ok. I said smiling back.

|Time skip|

It was lunch time and we were sitting at the lunch table and I just stared at it.

So Gregory, we should totally go to this skating park I heard about. Sam said.

I didn't like the idea of them being alone together but I didn't want to spy on them, and what's the point of me coming if I can't skate? I thought to myself.

I'd love to! How about tomorrow? He asked.

Sure! Sam responded.

Are you going to eat y/n? Gregory asked.

Sam and Gregory both looked at me Making me nervous.

Huh? Oh! Yeah I am! See? I said before eating.

Ok then! Sam said.

I swallowed and got up from my seat sighing.

I'll be back guys I'm going to the bathroom. I told them.

Mhm ok. Sam said.

Alright! Gregory said.

I went to the bathroom and when I got there I puked in the toilet on purpose just like at home.

I flushed the toilet and washed my hands and when I was done I went back to the table wit Sam and Gregory.

|Time skip|

I was at hone outside on my new skateboard I bought.

I thought that If I could learn to skate maybe they'll include me more.

But everytime I tried to do tricks I failed.

I got frustrated and threw it on the ground and went inside the house.

I went in my bathroom and looked in the mirror.

How could Gregory even like me?

I can't do simple tricks on a skateboard but Sam can.

Im not pretty but Sam is.

Gregory probably likes Sams style more than mine.

I got annoyed and opened the drawers and scissors and cut my hair and threw the scissors on the floor and fell to the ground crying.

Why does this have to happen..

Why am I not perfect...

I got up and looked in the mirror again.

I looked like a mess.

A disgrace..

I looked even more ugly.

My hair is now shorter than before.

I regretted it.

Nothing about me is perfect.

Not my teeth, Body, hair, face or shape.

I just wanted to end it.

I wanted to end it all.

I tried to force a smile and tell myself it's fine and I'm still pretty but it didn't work.

I started to cry again.

And this time I stayed in the bathroom crying for an hour.

I finally stopped crying.

It felt like i couldn't cry anymore.

I got off the floor and washed my face and put eye drops in my eyes.

I tried to style my hair the best way I could and forced myself not to cry while looking in the mirror.

After I was done I walked pout the bathroom and went outside and got on my skateboard and skated to the mall. (You'll never know how y/n got money)

When I arrived I went inside the mall Going to shops buying different things to try to change my style into a skater style.

And I also bought airpods.

I paid and walked out the store and I saw someone I didn't want to see.

Sam..

And Gregory.

At a food place laughing.

My heart shattered to millions of pieces seeing them together.

I put my airpods in my ears and played music trying to ignore them and walked past them.

I walked out of the mall and sat down on the ground.

It started to rain.

Perfect. Just my fucking luck.

Not only that but my birthday is tomorrow and I'm pretty sure they forgot.

After 3 minutes I saw Gregory and Sam coming out of the store holding hands, Laughing.

When Gregory saw the rain he tried to cover up Sam the best way he could.

I had enough. I wanted to leave.

I got up while holding my skateboard and walked away hearing the last few words.

That looked like y/n.

No way her hair is longer than that and that's not her style.

I rolled my eyes and put my skateboard on the ground. Skating home.

When I arrived I went to the park me and Gregory first met at and sat on the swings.

I decided I was going to dye my hair.

I wanted to look pretty.

Like everyone else.

I got off the swings and went inside the house taking hair due out the bag after coming in the house.

I decided to dye it a/c (any color).

I went in the bathroom and dyed my hair.

|time skip|

I thought I looked pretty.

I smiled. A genuine smile.

For the 2nd time I was excited to go to school.

So I went to sleep early.

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