" mommy " Jessica smiles "

" Jess omg look at you " Dorthy says shocked "

" yeah heh aw I missed you so much " Jessica smiles hugging her "

" gosh your life been a mess Jess "

" yeah I know I know " she chuckles " 10 kids married 3 times etc etc "

" remember Ellie "

" oh my and Sam's daughter who passed away before birth "

" yeah she's here "

" wait she is "

" mom ?" Ellie smiles "

" Ellie omg look at you " Jessica chuckles with tears and hugs her tightly "

" aw mom you so beautiful "

" thanks " she chuckles "

" are you going to stay "

" stay?"

" yeah here in heaven " Ellie smiles "

" oh I can't my kids needs me "

" I need you too I haven't had a mom for 20 years "

" Ellie my kids are too little to go threw this "

" what about jay and Danny can't they handle it"

" no they won't " Dorthy says going to them "

" wait they won't " Jessica says looking at her mother "

" no " Dorthy sighs " Jay will be an alcoholic Danny will kill him self Hope Emmy Dylan Awelinn lucas and Jager will be deeply depressed and end up getting taken away from and put on a home for homeless kids so they need you Jess "

" what about April?"

" April " Dorthy sighs " she will die 3 weeks after birth just because you aren't there so really they need you "

" and I need them I won't give up not yet at least " Jessica says and cleans her tears "

~~~~~~~

" jay continues to softly talk to April as Jessica starts making noises he turns around and puts down April going over to the bed "

" Jess baby ?"

" j...jay "

" Jay smiles with tears and caresses her cheek " it's ok I'm here "

" April..."

" she's here too all fine " he smiles and cleans his tears that was rolling down his cheek "

" get some rest I tell a nurse you woken up " jay says standing up as he leaves "

* next day *

" Jessica wakes up and sees Jay sleeping with his head on her hand and smiles caressing his hair "

" jay "

" hmm oh you up " he smiles "

" can I meet our daughter now " she chuckles "

" how are you feeling " jay says"

" better what happen ?"

" well your heart stopped "

" oh wow "

" you scared the life out of me " Jay chuckles "

" oh sorry baby I didn't mean too "

" it's fine I'm glad you are here again " he smiles kissing her cheek " I tell a nurse to bring her in "

" after a nurse comes with April Jessica and Jay looks with love in their eyes at their daughter "

" aw look at her little April " Jessica smiles "

" she's adorable Jess " Jay smiles happy

" she's perfect " Jessica giggles "

" she are " Jay chuckles "

" she's ours " Jessica smiles " I almost lost my life to give her life " she smiles "

" but it was worth it even a little bit " she says caressing April's hand "

" wanna feed her "

" absolutely you most be hungry for some yum yum "

~~ 4 months later ~~

" Jessica is currently 58 and April is 4 months Jay is 33 Hope is 11 Emmylou and Dylan are 8  Awelinn is 5 Lucas are 3 and Jager is 2 Danny is currently 60 and Sam is 61 everything is normal Jessica and Jay was still good friends even if Danny wanted them to not have as much contact as they have "

~~~

" good morning baby girl " Jessica smiles looking at April who is laying in Jessica and Danny's bed "

" aw come on give mama a little smile huh you don't have a stinky diaper that's at least worth a little tiny tiny smile "

" April looks at her mother and giggles a little giving her a smile "

" ahh there it is " Jessica smiles lifting her up kissing her cheek "

" oh gosh can't believe you already 4 months old huh time flies away so fast " Jessica sighs"

" but the positive thing is that mommy can be more human after you off the boob " Jessica chuckles " oh daddy is coming any minute now to give you and your brother a visit "

* 2 hours later *

" Hello ?" Jay yells going into the house "

" hey " Jessica smiles going downstairs "

" how are my girls " he smiles "

" we good tho your other girl is right now napping again " she chuckles "

" aw " he chuckles "

" I'm gonna talk to Danny tomorrow when he's back from LA about us "

" good I put out the apartment for sale "

" good " Jessica smiles and kisses Jay softly "

" Hope gasps seeing them from the stairs and covers her mouth " he's not making my mommy and daddy split " she whispers sneaking back into her room calling her dad on face time "

" honey hey I can't talk right now can I call back later "

" NO "

" what's wrong ?"

" jay and mommy so kissing and she gonna go back with him "

" I knew I shouldn't have left he can't keep him away from her "

" dada you should come home "

" I will I see if I can come back earlier make sure Jay won't come back to her "

" oki bye "

" bye sweetie "

" Hope hangs up and looks at Awelinn "

" mommy is in trouble "

" noooo wow " Awelinn says surprised " what she do "

" kiss jay "

" aw I like hwim"

" no you don't you can't like him " Hope says "

" but I doooo he cutie " she giggles "

" I SAID no we don't like jay "

" aw ok " Awelinn sighs little upset as she continues brushing her dolls hair "

******

So yeah I decided to let Jess continue to live !!