I pound on the door tears streaming down from my face before my mom opens the door. She looks at me as her eyes fill with tears, "Dylan?"

"Mommy," I say as I run into her arms melting into her body as I sob.

"What happened baby girl?" She asks as she strokes her hair.

"Soda hurt me," I inform her.

"Is that what happened to your body?" She asks sounding appalled.

"Kind of," I sniffle.

"Oh my god! Is that baby with him? We have to get him or her!"

"The baby died. I had to give birth to a stillborn mommy. It was awful."

"Oh my baby."

"It hurts so bad mom."

"I know sweetie. How's Lexi?"

"Good."

"And her baby?"

"Kendall Jane Winston, is my precious niece."

"Oh Kendall Jane," she sobs.

"Where's daddy?"

"Get in the car. I'll take you to him."
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"Daddy?" I sob before looking at my mom. "No, please no, not him too."

She wraps her arms around me, "let it out Dylan."

"Why him too?" I ask through my sobs.

"I don't know princess," she responds sadly.

"Can I have a minute alone with him?" I ask. She kisses my head, nods, and walks away. I look over to the gray tombstone miles out of Tulsa next to Kendall's, and his parents. I drop to my knees in tears in front of my dad's grave. "Hey daddy. I really wish we ended off a better foot. I love you so much and it shouldn't of happened. I lost the baby though, it was supposed to be a boy named Dakota...Dakota Micheal Curtis. Sodapop hit me multiple times last night, that's why I'm home. I'm sorry for disappointing you." I kiss his rock then move over to Kendall. "Hey girly, twinsy, my other half, my bestie, my everything, I miss you. Things have been rough Kenny, I have a niece named after you though. I lost a baby and my boyfriend abused me. God Kenny, I wonder where you'd be if it was me instead of you. I love you so much and I miss you. I need you to be here so much. I am dreading our birthday now. Well I should go home. Bye Kendall, I love you."

I walk back into the car sobbing slightly as we go back into Tulsa.