"Where is Ford..?"  i asked Stanley curious.He started to sweat as he was looking away from me.That scaried me a lot."Stan..Where the hell is Ford!?I didn't know where the fck u were the last 20 years and now i met you again and you don't say me where the freaking fck he is!" i said to him angry and worried for Ford. "Well.. Ford is ok..i think.. He is in kinda.. another dimension" he told to me as lonely tears started to stream down his face.That froze me."What do you mean..!? " i asked him angry, sad."I mean he is in other dimension...I am not kidding or something.Just..one of his experiments went wrong..And.. he stuck in a dimension that i don't." he said sad as he was blaming himself for that.I sat on the sand as the sound of the waves was accompaning me."DAMN IT..." i screamed  loud, hope that someone could hear me expect Lee."FCKING DAMN IT.." i screamed again."Those years after university were the worst.Ford was my only friend and now you are telling me that he just gone.Fucking science.Fucking chemistry.Fcking maths.Fcking subjects." i whispered as i started to cry not too loud."He was the first boy i fell in love.. And now he is fcking gone.. All my good memories from university that i had with him.." i whispered again and looked the ocean trying to forget his existence.

But i can't..
I try..
BUT I FCKING CAN'T..

Tears won't help me
Screams and yells echoed in the wind.

And when you need a fcking hug from a person..
And that person isn't there for his own reasons, you cry. You tear apart yourself.I didn't have feelings, my smile described everything perfect.Sadness was through me as my memories were going away one by one with the sound of the waves.And sea calmed down and everything slowly faded.I only heard a sad voice that i knew for sure.

"Y/n, i'm okay"