I could usually deal with excitement but right now I could not deal with any of Amada's energy. For the first time she actually felt the need for peace and quiet. I walked over to the library and decided to watch some videos. Mostly vines. It really lessened the bad energy. I would switch between vines and music from the 80's and early 2000s. 80's music has always been my favorite..

   "Hey Mabel" I turned to see Gideon standing next to me. Why now. I was having a nice peaceful time.

   "Oh... Hi..." I replied dully trying to ignore him. Gideon sighed. Even without his powers I knew he could read me. 

   "Look Mabel, I know the things I did in the past were awful, horrible and messed up. But Please listen, I've-" Awful, horrible, and messed up are alll understatments. 

   "Listen, I dont want to hear it. I can't forgive you. I can't just hand out forgivness as if you did nothing" I still couldn't believe my brother was over it. He was the one Gideon tried killing first

   "Mabel Please" Gideon started again. His voice was soft and calming. No hint of the old accent or any kind of chid like voice. 

   "Gideon please. Don't do this. Honestly It's better if you just forget me. I'm not forgiving you. I dont even want to know you" I said coldly as she pushed her way through gideon and ran out. I didn't realize how much it really bothered me until I siad something. We cant just forget and move on. It shouldn't be that easy for someone to get away with so much damage. Even Me, I myself had to go to another dimension to realize my how bad my mistakes really were.

I know it's short. But you have 

to admit that's pretty dramatic for this small of a chapter! 😉

https://youtu.be/h1Lu5udXEZI

Signed,
Amethyst Jackson