You feel so pissed today and the fact that your parents fought again last night doesnt soothe you one bit. You are so annoyed to the core that you dont even feel like talking to your friends. You think and realised they didnt bother talking to you either so you shook your head wanting to not think it any longer and march your way towards the cafeteria.

You hear whistle and teasing tone from the side but paid no attention to them. You roll your eyes feeling confident enough but without your friends, you feels like a twit and a little bit scared. First, all the girls that you steal their boyfriends away from them are glaring at you, although you tried convincing yourself many times, you couldnt deny the fact that its your fault. Second, the boys are giving you hawkeyes all together and you hated that.

The feeling of being not enough suddenly urge you when you started eating your lunch. You ran to the bathroom and vomit everything there. 'What if I gained weight again?'. You hate when people comment on your body so you tried vomitting everything you ate.

After vomitting, you rest on the toilet seat and hear people talking behind your back. At first, you just try to push it away knowing you are hated everywhere but you stop doing it when you listen closely.

"I knew it Y/N is afraid to do it"
"We shouldnt have trust that bitch"
"Why are we friends with her anyways?"
"Her money ofcourse"
"Well sucks to be her"

You knew they were your friends. But you are not hurt, you already knew this even before you heard them talking behind your backs and now isnt even the first time you heard them. But you were afraid to be left without a friends so you just tries to fit in with them. Atleast they befriends you unlike the others who talks behind your back and infront as well.

You still need to find a club and from what you heard, today is the last day to sign up for it and eventhough you were not in the mood, you can do nothing about it other than to sign up for atleast two or more of them.

Your first choice was a cheerleading club knowing the girls in there are always popular around campus. You went there and see the cheerleaders lining up on a basketball ground and the basketball players grouping a few metres away from them.

You saw the table which have papers to sign up with so you went straight and you widen your eyes. "Yerin?"

She look up and smile fakely at you. How can one not know how fake of a smile that was?
"Oh Y/N are you here to try out?",
The other girls eyed you up and down and you felt a sudden rush of panicking in your body.

When you see Yerin, you already threw the idea away of wanting to join the club but if you dont come up with a great idea at the moment, you'll be humiliated more so you speak out whatever was on your mind first, "I'm just here to meet someone"

They didnt believe you ofcourse but you were acting like you were waiting for one of the basketball team members so you just continue playing along. You saw the first boy that came to your direction and wave at him who gave you a confuse look.

"There you are! I've been waiting for you", you fake pout and he eyed you to stop whatever your trying to do. However, you link your arms with him forgetting about how much you hate them when they are sweating but even with his sweats, the boy always smells good.

You two are still in front of the girls and even some of the boys attentions are on you guys.

"Why were you waiting for me?"
Seonghwa half-glare half-smile at you and you pinch his cheeks.

"Awwh how cute! You forgot our plan already?", It was shocking to see you on that state. First, you're acting cute like the impression of you from everyone is how much of a bitch you are and you still look like an annoying bitch at the moment as well.

You hope Seonghwa plays along so that you wont have to embarrass yourself but luck isnt in your side when Seonghwa push you off him and left you on the ground. You hung your head low in ashame and hear the girls murmering about you so you stood up and pretend to clean your short and dash off towards where Seonghwa ran.

"Ya!", you call for him when you catch up with him. He stop in his track and doesnt bother to turn around. You gritted your teeth trying not to be as pissed as you would.

"I told you that I'd pay you back right?"

"Payback what? Ahhh the ramen? Its fine, you look like a beggar with your choice of foods anyways so just think of it as a charity", he still didnt turn back and continue to walk away from you.

You hate how he refers to you as a beggar and also how he treat you. You scream in annoyed and mess your hair up, "I cant even make him look at me, how will I make him kiss me?"