Jasilinda was a lovable, silly, smart, and super talented young girl who had so much hope for life and what it may bring. Everyone thought she was little miss perfect. She was cute, with a nice little body shape, smart, talented and seemed to have everything going for her. Yet, no one knew what went on when she went home. She had faced a lot but she only used that as motivation as for why she should continue to work hard to become something more than anyone may have expected from her. Yet one day she met a guy who was quite older than her who she quickly started to like. She didn't expect to fall in love because she didn't believe in it anyways but along the way she did fall in love and she begin to open up to him and she let him get away with doing things she never would've let any other boy do. She loved the way he made her feel and what was going on was wrong on so may levels because for one she was letting the guy do all these things but he wasn't exactly her boyfriend but she didn't care though because for once in her life she was getting what she wanted, she was no longer hiding behind a fake smile because he made her smile real. At first she was hesitant and tried to push the guy away but out of no where she started to become addicted to treating herself. She began doing what she wanted when she wanted and she did it how she wanted it done. She started skipping school, going to crazy wild parties, and drinking but only got drunk one time. She was living her life doing things she thought made her happy but she started wondering did these things truly make her happy or were they just distraction from the hell that was burning around her. She didn't blame anyone for what had become of her it was no one's fault but hers. Most people might figure it was the guy fault but it wasn't, he never pressured her into anything it was all her. It didn't take long to think about these things she quickly went back to the crazy things she was doing because it was fun and she liked finally getting her way. She had sat back and watched the world it seemed as if the happiest people where the ones who didn't care about anything and so that's how she became. What she didn't know was that these things are easy to do while being young but when you are grown and doing these things you don't get into a good college which means you don't get a good job which means bye bye dream house and bye bye dream car. She figured that by that time she'd change but it's easy to become addicted to toxin but as easy as it is to get addicted its just that hard to get away from that life style. She should know she's watched it her whole life and everything she feared became her reality and she had absolutely nothing to lose at this point. The guy she loved so much loved her more than she knew. She knew that she had made him fall in love with her but she figured that she couldn't offer him everything that he wanted so he had others. He did have others but for some reason Jasilinda meant a lot to him she wasn't just one of his girls she meant more to him than what she knew. He wanted her to start treating herself but he did not mean for her to take things that far so instead of leaving her like she expected he stayed by her side and tried to get her back to the Jasilinda that he had fell in love with. She didn't understand why he was still by her side but she tried her best to make him leave because she loved him too much and it was the scariest thing ever to her but one day he grabbed her in his arms hugged her tight and told her to stop pushing him away and all she could do was break down in tears he actually cared. She slowly started coming back but it is for certain she'll never be that same good girl but she gave it a hell of a shot. Later on she started back praying to GOD, she was back into school making good grades, getting scholarships, being silly and crazy as before... but by this time the small amount of love that she was receiving from her family before had faded away and they no longer wanted her around she had only made things worse and people at school knew about the crazy things she had done and her friends said they had her back but Brianna was the only true one who didn't judge her so where does she go from here? All she had was GOD, her guy friend, and her best friend............. Most stories and movies end in a happily ever after this one isn't one of those stories because life never ends in a happily ever after. You just get stronger and learn to cope with things better and hope that GOD has mercy on your soul and that's exactly what Jasilinda had to do...... Read the story to see what happens next.