The sun rays poured through the crevices of my curtain, causing me to awaken from my sleep. The scenery was almost like Deja Vu as it reminded me of the night I had sex with Dinah except that a warm body was pressed against my back and a arm was wrapped around my waist. I carefully turned around, facing the younger an a attempt to not disturb her as I analyzed her structure.

No doubt, Dinah Jane, was breathtakingly beautiful; even more so when she was asleep. Her lips were slightly parted, her chest rising and falling. Her thick, golden tresses cascades around her shoulder messily. I lightly ran my fingertips across the bone structures of her face, taking the beauty of the earthly goddess in. She didn't resemble the hardcore sex driven woman that she portrayed herself as since she looked vulnerable in this tranquil state.

My lips lightly touched her's and I momentarily pulled away before a hand craned on my neck, dragged me to meet those plump lips once again.

"Good Morning." Her voiced fanned against my mouth as she pulled away, brown irises piercing into mine.

I replied back to the same formality of words and proceeded to avert my attention towards the ceiling, playing with my cuticles. Dinah took my left hand in her own, intertwining them before leaving kisses against my fingertips. I was in awe by her simplistic ways of making me fall for her and times like this results in me wishing to freeze this moment, staying like this for eternity.

"Dinah, what are we?"

"What do you mean?" Her hand skimmed up and down my arm as she continued to withhold eye contact with me.

"I want to get to know you better. Discover things about you that no one else would. I've never experienced a true relationship before, let alone a intimate one, and I always treasured it to be special."

The polynesian nodded her head along in understanding. "You will okay, Normani? I promise you that you will. I'll make you breakfast and be your shoulder to cry on when you're not feeling your best and remind you that you're beautifully unique. I'll even be the one that assures that you won't be able to walk for days."

I rolled my eyes at her sexual remark as I hit her arm but simpered at the thought of Dinah making me her's.

"What I'm trying to say is, I'm falling for you immensely Mani, more than anyone else that I've even been companioned with. You're special, baby."

A small smile formed on my face as I rested my head on her chest. The woman has changed me, I've developed from a sheltered little girl to a woman who knew what she wanted and how to obtain them, intimately and physically.
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Dinah left approximately an hour ago upon me noting her that my parents would be arriving soon. Our morning was wonderful. The younger woman prepared a delicious breakfast and I was astonished by her cooking skills. It was a tedious feat to coax her into leaving and with a numerous amount of farewell kisses, she finally gave in and left.

My thoughts were quickly dispelled when the front door swung open, my parents entering along with my two jovial siblings that were boisterous when conversing with my parents about their night at their friend's house.

"Good Morning, Normani." My mother greeted as she placed a kiss on my cheek. "Wow, you're quite animated today. I haven't seen you own this colossal smile since last year's Christmas."

"I've just been a lot happier lately." I bit my lips surreptitiously, my mind circuiting with the images of Dinah.

"Well that brings me to my earlier conversation with your father. We think that you should be acquainted with a respectable young person." She began, gaining my attention. "A person like Jason."

"Jason?" I questioned, raising my eyebrow. "You mean Ally's cousin?"

"Yes. I can tell that he fancies you and both his parents and me and your father concurred with you two being together."

I shook my head. I mean Jason's am amazing person and is has fidelity in his genes but he can't meet the needs that Dinah springs into my life. I don't want to be with a inexperienced, cautious being, let alone a man; I want a sole woman that can showcase my most pleasantly, alluring sinner inside.

"Mom, Jason's a great guy and all but I only see him as a friend and I don't want that structured relationship to be disrupted by this."

"Please, just give it a try for me." Her eyes pleaded for me to give in but I simply dismissed myself from the area.
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After the heated tension between my mother and myself, I told her that I was leaving to go shopping with Camila. She nodded her head in acceptance as I bid her a small goodbye and left the house, descending the steps as I trekked down the street to the awaiting car.

"Hey baby." Dinah smirked as she welcomed me with a light peck on the lips as I got settled inside.

I then reciprocated the greeting as I strapped myself in and she drove off to our destination.
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The red and white colored, checkered blanket was sprawled out underneath us. My mind was in a haze, dispelling the thoughts of my surroundings and focused on the beautiful blonde underneath me. The kiss was rough, her hand tugged on my dark tresses her other roamed underneath my skirt; causing the fabric to bundle up along my waist.

I finally pulled away, inhaling and exhaling in an attempt to regain the composure of my rapid breathing, while brown pools bore into my own.

"You're so beautiful." Dinah's raspy voice was heart pounding. Butterflies pulling in my stomach as she trailed a lingering finger down my jaw.

I remained straddling her as she gripped onto my thighs, messaging the heated flesh. "Dj? I have a question?"

"Shoot."

"Even when you were together with Skye, did you already have feelings towards me or was I just some sort of sensual attraction?"

The Polynesian lightly placed pecks against my fingertips, contemplating the question.

"Yeah I did." She began, grinning. "You were the only girl on the school whom wouldn't voluntarily spread her legs open for anyone and I admired that type of mentality. That brain of yours is majestically, beautiful as I noted how smart you are with your straight A's and I could never forget that big ass." Dinah groped my butt teasingly as I slapped her hand, causing her to chuckle. "But seriously, Mani. You're different."

I knitted my eyebrows at her. "Is that good or bad."

"Good."
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She wasn't whom I expected her to be. Everyone seeks for their awakening, a new beginning in life but that's what she is to me. Dinah is my own awakening.

I sat at my lunch table, awaiting for the arrival of my friends who were surprisingly, five minutes tardy to lunch. Upon glancing up, I was met with the sight of the three animated girls who joined me around the circular table.

"Oh my gosh! You should've been there Mani!" Camila squealed.

"Why? What happened?"

"We were all in Mr.Momoa's classroom when Skye came in and marched over towards Dinah before slapping her in the face."

"What? W-"

Ally cut me off as she began to speak. "We don't know but Dinah looked oblivious to the whole logic of why she was enraged and Mr.Momoa attempted to get her out of the class before she lashed out on him; punching him in the face."

"Now," The emerald eyed girl began. "She's suspended for 12 weeks."

I absorbed to new information in as I zoned out in thought. I was thankful that I wouldn't have to deal with the awkward aroma everyday with Skye at my house as I could solely be the one to finish the project in peace.

My friends were laughing in amusement as my eyes wandered over to Dinah's empty seat on the other side of the room. She might be at the principal's office right now for questioning.

Shaking away my thoughts, I rejoined the conversation; discarding the thoughts of my lover.
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I didn't see Dinah the whole day nor did I spot her car. School ended as I ventured down the parking lot, walking to my car where a figure awaited.

"Jason? What are you doing here?"

The taller male seemed bashful as he rested the palm of his hand on the nape of his neck, avoiding my gaze.

"Last week at church, you promised me that you'd join me at the art studio."

Holy crap! My mind totally blanked out about that as I've been occupied with the Polynesian woman.

"I'm sorry Jason. A lot has came up and I forgot. Can we reschedule?"

He was defeated by his disposition but the brown eyed male nodded his head in understanding. "Yeah, how about this Thursday."

I smiled in concurring with him and Ally's cousin trekked away, disappearing in the sea of boisterous, young adults.
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This is Jason for all whom asked.