Y/N's POV

"Where am I..." I say to myself as I look around the white canvas that I'm standing on. There was nothing in sight except blank void. Then the world starts to form as water drops fall all around me,painting a more familiar location. I was standing on the ledge that I had stood on to start the first chapter of a life with Jack. I try to turn around,hoping that this dream was a replay of what had happened,but I couldn't. Instead I look up at the sky. There weren't any stars like there had been before...just gray clouds.

Next I look down at the hard sidewalk many feet below me,a few people walk around minding their own business. I desire so badly to turn around and see the green haired Irishman,but I couldn't.
"Here we go..." A voice says. It sounds like mine but a lot more broken and laced with hopelessness and pain, "Nobody is coming to save me this time. It's over."

I feel a rush of adrenaline shoot through my body as I stepped off and gravity pulled me towards the ground below. I closed my eyes. I had never felt so alive.

The last drop of hope in me trickled away as the adrenaline faded into pure terror and,above all,regret. Thoughts shot through my mind like lightening as I made the wish to be back up on the roof. Killing myself wouldn't lead to a better life. It would only lead to no life. Nothing could ever get better if I committed suicide. That realization hit right before I did.

"Y/N! Wake up!" A voice said,snapping me out of the dream. I opened my eyes to see a pair of sky blue ones staring right into me "Are you ok?" Jack asked hastily.
I nodded "Yeah. Why?" I had to memory of crying or screaming in the dream so I wondered why he woke me up.

"You were kicking and saying things in your sleep. You seemed pretty upset. Are you sure you're fine?" Jack explained. The dream played back in my head. Why did I say 'this time'?
Jack blinked and I nodded "Yeah yeah I'm fine. Promise." I assured nonchalantly. Jack let out a sigh of what I assumed to be relief and turned me over so my back was towards him and spooned me.

There was a long silence before I yawned and said "Can you sing something?" I don't know why I requested this but seeing the clock beside the bed that read 2:31am convinced me that it would be a good idea to get some sleep.
"What?" Jack asked as if he hadn't heard me correctly.
"Remember that first day I was here and you were singing something in the kitchen?" I explained "Sing that please."

There was a short pause before I heard the Irishman say "Ok."
He cuddled me closer,wrapping his arms around me protectively and singing softly in my ear:
"You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When sky's are gray
You'll never know dear-"

I didn't get to hear the end of the song. Instead sleep took over me once again.

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Hey guys,player here!

Sorry for the epically short chapter, felt like I needed to get something out there.

Also,in my MarkiplierXReader fanfiction we hit 1K reads which is AMAZING! So I gave you guys a choice of what we should do for a celebration and most of you chose another JSEXReader. Now don't forget,if you haven't already you can still vote on what you want next. But I wanted to say that I won't be doing the next one until I either finish this one or get it to a stopping point. Sorry! I working on too many things at one time and the last thing I need is to think put ideas for another XReader.

But I'll be saying this in the MarkiplierXReader as well so no worries.

Thanks again for reading this. You guys mean the world to me,really.

Anyway,thank you all so much for reading (again)
And I will see YOU

In the next chapter.

Bye bye!