Scared of my own image

                                                                   Scared of my own immaturity 

I looked at the newspaper from a few weeks ago that was on the table, with me on the front page, Dipper Pines, defeating that monster with her. I looked away, the pain filling me. All the memories from that night with (Y/N).

                                                                     Scared of my own ceiling

                                                                Scared of my own uncertainty 

Being in Gravity Falls, we had made friends. And out of all those people, I had to fall for (Y/N) (L/N), the most beautiful girl in the world. Her hair was so amazing, her smile made me blush, and her (good quality) made me smile. She had made friends with me and Mabel, and went on our mystery hunts! (Y/N) and Mabel really hit it off, they may not have had the same interests, but they were best friends. We were close as well, but I wish we had gotten together before...

                                                             Fear might be the death of me 

                                                                    Fear leads to anxiety 

I shook my head, getting rid of the memory. I have to help Mabel, she has something to help her get over (Y/N)'s death. 

                                                         Don't know what's inside me

As I headed upstairs, I tried to keep memories from that night out of my head. But I couldn't.

"Dipper! Watch out!" (Y/N) said as she pushed Dipper out of the way of long sharp claws that were about to slice through his body. Dipper landed on the ground and turned his head to see her crouched on the ground, holding her stomach. There was blood pouring out of her. 

"(Y-Y/N)!" He called out, Dipper was about to go to his friend but the giant mutant wolf was coming towards him. But he was knocked out by his twin sister, who had a mix of sweat, dirt, tears on her.  They both ran towards their dying friend, she was lying down now, looking at her torso. Mabel gasped when she saw some organs ripped apart in side the deep scratches. 

"Oh looky there," (Y/N) said weakly laughing. "You can finally see what I look like on the inside." she then coughed and laid her head on the ground. Mabel's weeping was getting louder every second.

"We can still save her right?" Dipper asked frantically, trying to hold back his tears. He felt a cold hand over his.

"I love you guys, thanks for the best summer ever." she said, a smile on her face. He let his tears fall.

"(Y/N) I -" 

But she was already gone 

Don't forget about me 

Don't forget about me 

Even when i doubt you 

I'm no good without you no,no.

Mabel opened the attic door to see me crying on the stair steps, she ran towards me and hugged me.

"I know bro," she sniffled "I know." She whispered. I hugged her back, and we both headed back into our room. Mabel had a tv in there with a tape player, and a bunch of tapes that (Y/N) had said a while ago that if she ever died they could watch them. It was a weird coincidence that she died only a few days later.

Temperature is dropping, temperature is dropping. 

I sat down in front of the tv as Mabel inserted the earliest diary tape. It was labeled 'First Day in Gravity falls'. Mabel sat next to me in the floor as it played. 

"Day one in Gravity Falls. Hi Video Diary!" She exclaimed, smilimg happily. "It's been a pretty good start to a summer vacation, i'm glad my parents decided to come here. It's really awesome...and...weird...let me explain. The people here have, a very weird ignorant vibe. They don't really notice any of the weird things happening around town either. But it's still really cool! Hey! Maybe I can go monster hunting when i make some friends! Who knows what crazy stuff could happen? Hehehe, well that's all for today. see ya tomorrow!" she finished. The the next entry started playing. They were all about meeting the Pines and other staff. But after watching a bunch, there was one tape left with no label or anything. We both decided to watch it.

"This video entry is more of way to let out some feelings in need to let out. So, ever since I met Dipper and Mabel, I....have grown close to them. And I can easily admit that i have feelings for Dipper. And that Mabel is freaking awesome! I think that Dipper likes me as well, because he always acts so flustered and awkward around me. It's really not hard to tell, heh, but it could just be that he's a pubescent boy. I don't really know, only the future can tell. Anyway, peace out!" 

My eyes were wide the whole time and was a blushing like crazy. Mabel smiled sadly and lightly punched her brother.

"I knew you guys were perfect for each other." She said. I frowned, they could've had something.

I'm not sure if I can see this ever stopping. 

If only she hadn't saved me, I would rather me die then her. 

Shaking hands withe dark part of my thoughts, no.

You are all that I got, no

Mabel stood up, and placed a hand on my shoulder.

"You should take a shower and find some clean clothes to wear for the funeral tomorrow." She said as she looked through her things. I sighed and got up.

Don't forget about me

Don't forget about me

Even when I doubt you

I'm no good without you, no, no, no, no, no.

The next day was dark and rainy, but everyone went to (Y/N)'s funeral. It was painful to see her lifeless body. She was like a doll.

Gnawing on the bishops, claw our way up their system.

Everyone spoke, (Y/N)'s mom, dad, and some other relatives  that could  make it. After the famliy spoke, Me and Mabel had the floor. And we talked about her and stories we shared together.

Repeating simple phrases, someone holy insisted.

I want the markings on my skin 

to mean something to me again

hope you haven't left without me

hope you haven't left without me, please

When the funeral was over, I stood in front of her grave, and put some of her favorite flowers against it. I was talking to her, hoping she was listening. But my talk got cut short, when I saw a figure in the woods behind the graveyard. It seemed to be watching to me, listening it me. I slowly stood up and started walking towards it. But it ran away.

Don't forget about me

don't forget about me

even when I doubt you 

I'm no good without you, no, no, no, no

I chased the figure, and I got it corned in between a rock and a tree. I could see the figure clearly now, and I couldn't believe it.

It was (Y/N). Alive and Healthy.

WOAHHH CLIFFHANGERRRRR

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