Here I'm having dinner with my family, everyone has a smile on their face but i know my mom is actually worried inside.

I looked at my father and he looked at me with proud gaze and nothing can be more satisfying than this.

After finishing the dinner in silence, a comfort silence I walked to my room. I was checking my suitcase in case I've put all the essential items.

I heard a knock on my door and when I looked at who's there it was my mother. I smiled at her and she engulfed me into a hug. The warmth and love that feeling I'm going to miss but can't back out from my duties either.

Mrs jeon : Oh my jungkook-ah why these holidays went so fast?

I chuckled at her and detaching the hug we both sat on the bed.

Jungkook : I was literally in our hometown for 1 month and you know that's a lot for my off days.

She nods in understanding, well what can she do when her only son is in military.

Mrs jeon : I'm thinking of marrying you, do you have someone in your heart?

I sighed and shook my head,

Mrs Jeon : It means you can marry my friend's daughter?

Jungkook: No mom I don't wanna marry anyone, I'll just stay single.

And that's it I got a smack on my head, but seriously being soldier's wife is not a easy job. Rather than giving a hard time to my wife I would prefer to not let anyone into my life.

Mrs Jeon : Everyone needs a life partner in their life.

I sighed hearing her,

Jungkook : This thing applies on normal couples, I'm in military mom and there's no guarantee of my life, my half of the life would be near battalion and bringing a woman in life would be worst cause of course she would've expectations.

My mother looked down, of course she's disappointed as she also wants a daughter in law and then grandchildren. I can understand but i need to be prepared for the worst.

Jungkook : Okay mom now go to bed, tomorrow I need to be at station early.

Mrs Jeon : Is your friend going to pick you up?

Jungkook : Yeah we're going together as his breaks are over too.

Mrs Jeon : Take care son and if you find someone there don't hesitate.

Jungkook : Mom I'm going there to protect our country not to play bride hunt.

She laughs,

Mrs Jeon : Still I don't mind if she's from the small town near your unit.

I did nothing but sigh on stubbornness of my mom well I guess I get that from her.

*+:｡.｡Time Skip｡.｡:+*

I took out all language and placed it in the car. Mingyu my friend who's also in my unit with me was greeting my father.

My father always wanted to be in army but because of business heir thing he had to back off because grandpa didn't allowed but when he saw I'm interested in military, he immediately enrolled me in the course.

Whenever he looks at me there his always proud on his face. Well after all I'm captain and have a total number of 10 members of unit under me. Our team is named alpha as we've been successful in all our missions.

Dad gave me a hug and pat my back,

Mr Jeon : Go and save our country, live your life like a warrior.

I saluted my dad well for me he's above all the ranks in the military. Both of us sat in the car and soon reached the railway station.

*+:｡.｡Battalion Unit｡.｡:+*

Finally we reached our unit, here are all the troops made by us. These all are temporary cause we keep moving according to moves of our enemies.

I walked forward and everyone in my way who's my junior greeted me loudly with a salute.

I went to state Department to report my come back from the home and there I saw the Commander lee.

I stood straight and gave him a salute. He nods and Motioned me to take a seat.

Commander Lee : Good to see you back captain Jeon.

I bowed to him.

Commander Lee : Now holidays are over so back to work and be focused. Get the hold of all the reports about past one month and see if something is required.

Jungkook : Yes Sir!

I say all loud to show my enthusiasm.

Commander Lee : Also Escort medical team which is coming tomorrow.

Jungkook : Medical team?

Commander Lee: Yeah they're coming from seoul and will be here till the next shift of camp.

I nod to home and standing up once again saluting him, I walked out if his cabinet.

*+:｡.｡Next Day｡.｡:+*

I'm standing here at the Helipad as they're coming through helicopter. I heard medical team consist of five members and that's it no more information.

The place is surrounded by soldiers and I'm standing right next to my mate captain mingyu and our junior Lieutenant Park Sunghoon.

Soon we heard sound of helicopter and there we looked up in the sky and slowly the helicopter was getting down.

A man with perfect physique stepped out of the helicopter with two man followed by him. He smiles at him,

Baekhyun : Hello I'm Dr Byun Baekhyun and these two are my assistant Park Chanyeol and Kim Suho.

They all bowed to us and we reciprocated the same. I heard mingyu gasp and just then my gaze travel to the front and there we saw two beautiful women coming... Wait women? What are they doing here?

Baekhyun : Meet Dr Park jihyo and Dr Min YN .

I saw how mingyu's eye were stuck on the Dr jihyo, god this man. I nudged him and he embarrassingly bowed. They bowed to us with a smile.

Mingyu : Hey ladies I'll show way to your dorm.

He says and i just rolled my eyes, well whatever I'm not up for any distraction. Without giving a single glance to any of them I walked away to check tanks.

________

It's been two days since these doctors arrived and nothing could be annoying than having only two woman around the regiment filled with more hundreds of male.

I was sitting at distance in mess whereas my loyal friend well I thought he was until his attention went to doctor jihyo and the other junior who I treat as my friend rather show interest in the other female yn!

Beep sound from walkie talkie made me alert and I immediately held it near my face,

Caption jeon are you there?

Yes!

There seems to be invasion at the south-west unit sector 11 .

My ears perked up on hearing the information and I immediately stood up.

Jungkook : EVERYONE!!

I said it out loud which pretty much made those ladies flinch but I do not care about it. Right now what matters is to get the collar of those bastards who got some balls to enter in our country.

Jungkook : FOLLOW ME!!

Everyone : YES CAPTAIN!

And with that we all gathered at tent which we just build after quickly lapping over the sector 11 which is approximately ten kilometre from our battalion. I had placed a map on the table and my team members encircled the table, all focused.

Jungkook : So as you can see it's dark right now and it was the perfect chance for them to get inside so we should go like rats who would not get noticed in the dark.

Mingyu : I have a suggestion!

I nod to him,

Mingyu : How about we separate and let half team near the border and other half in the field cause I'm very much sure they would hiding in the bushes.

He wasn't wrong ...

Jungkook : Okay let's do this me, mingyu and Sunghoon would be going in the field and you other three stay at the border and other remaining members I request you to scatter around every possible loophole that could make them escape.

They all stood in attention and after bowing me walked out of the tent whilst me and along with mingyu and Sunghoon wore cap which a torch attached to it to see in darkness.

We were carefully walking with our gun already pulled in trigger just a press and boom the person is dead. I did hear some shuffling sound nearby and guess what there I stood with my gun pointing towards a man who had his hand up in surrender the moment who looked back.

I looked around saw how they were all enjoying their dinner but it could be better if they did it their home, North Korea.

Jungkook : Su---

Before I could say anything the man who I guess pretended to surrender lashed over my stomach by pressing it with his pocket knife. I held his wrist and twist it around earning a painful groan from him but what about the wound you just caused on stomach.

By the time my two members of the unit too attacked the other three trespassers.

I kicked the man and he stumbled and before he could contain composure I punched him right into jaw and he passed out.

The other three were also excellently handled by mingyu and Sunghoon.

Mingyu : Should we take them to cellar?

Jungkook : Yeah then will proceed with investigation.

Man : Do you think we would let that happen?

I looked back at the man with ceased brows but my eyes widened all of them slit their throats with knife they've been hiding.

Sunghoon : NO!!

He screamed but it was of no use as they're now gone and we can't really find out the source they used to step in South when clearly there are current installed in the wires of the border.

I held my stomach when I felt blood flowing out but right now my mind was all frustrated because of not getting them alive to state Department and now everything would be a mess.

The bodies were taken and there bags were checked which were not at all suspicious, why do I feel like it was to distract us?

Mingyu : Jeon you should get dressed that wound.

In all this chaos storming inside my head I didn't even realised how my lower half part of shirt was all in blood. But it wasn't quite visible because of the texture of military uniform.

YN : Omo!!! You need to get bandaged!

She exclaimed and my attention was now on this tiny little lady who didn't even reached upto my jaw but shoulder? She caught my wrist and my body got numb like I'm not in any senses but still could feel every senses. Weird right but ber touch did something to me.

YN : You need to remove your shirt.

I got out my thoughts when she suddenly told me to remove my shirt, hell nahh I can't let her see my secret which I've been h---

YN : Look you need to get bandaged fast, cause it'll will get worst if gets infected.

She sounds serious and I had no choice to but agree to her after all she's a doctor and unfortunately I'm her patient.
I removed my shirt and looked at her face but she showed no change in her emotions, how could a girl resist my abs?

She took the cotton to clean my wound after putting something on it and I don't know what is called but just know it's used to clean wounds.

But my breath hitched when she spoke, and this is what I feared,

YN : You have Gun shot wound and it's not healed yet.

And she lifted her gaze and I looked down to stare at them,

Jungkook : How do you know it's wound from gunshot?

I ask cause I pretty much know, there are not such cases of getting shot in seoul. Not everyone knows how gunshot wound looks like. I looked at her and her movements stopped for a moment and then she again looked at me.

YN : I've been going to such campaign for a long time and once when I was in Nigeria there was such a case.

She says and I nod,

YN : You know you're breaking a rule Captain.

Now how does she know about it?

Jungkook : What are you talking about?

YN : You very well know that injured soldier can't be here and has to quit from battle field.

Jungkook ; I just can't let go my years of hardwork go in vain just because of wound and i don't wanna get transfer to engineering department where no shoot range , no tanks just computer is involved, hell nahh I've always been determined to fight for my nation.

I heard her chuckle, seriously it's not even funny.

YN : Let me dress that wound and if you don't want it to get worse, please at night secretly visit me to get dressed .

Jungkook : I hope you're not going to tell about to this to anyone.

YN : Umm on one condition!

I look at her with raised eyebrow,

Jungkook: What is it?

YN : I'll use it when needed for now don't worry your secret is safe with me.

And with that she backed off and I looked at my stomach which was now perfectly bandaged.

Jungkook : Thankyou Dr YN!

YN : Umm what's your name?

I looked at her shock cause she's been here already for two days but doesn't know my name?

Jungkook : Captain jeon jungkook.

I replied to which she gave me her bea--wait what was I even about to think, get yourself together jeon.

YN : I'll get going Captain!

And with that she walked out of the infirmary and I sat there still thinking about the weird things I just felt.

*:..｡o○Next Day○o｡..:*

Today Mingyu and I had to visit the nearby small town . I smiled while looking at the children playing happily. Being a soldier nothing comes to me before my nation, all I want is their happiness.

We were going to pass by a alley but heard some muffled sounds which made me and mingyu both alert. We grabbed our gun secretly as we came here disguised as normal citizen. Taking small slow steps we peeked from the wall and found thugs bullying a teenager.

The man in the center who I guess is the boss kicked him right in the stomach which made my fingers balled into fist.

Boss : Yah!!! Where is the money?

Teenager : H.. How can i---

Before he could even complete his sentence, the other man kicked him and now that's enough reason to reach them lesson.

Jungkook : Yah!!

I shouted and gained their attention,

Boss : Who the hell are you now?

Jungkook : Let the kid go!

I demand and all of them. Start laughing as if I cracked a joke but they don't know what really I'm gonna crack is their bones.

Boss : And who do you think to order around, this kid gambled our money and Oe he's not returning.

Mingyu : Yahh kid how can you?

Mingyu asked him in disbelief but now that kid must have reason to do it. When a teenager go for illegal stuff there's always a bigger reason behind it but society always tag them as bad influence.

Jungkook : You want money right?

The man nods, I took out my purse and raised it in the air,

Jungkook : If you all get successful in snatching my purse from me then all the amount inside is yours.

Mingyu : You really mean that right?

He asks me excitedly and in shock both I sigh before replying,

Jungkook :

I could see him sigh in sadness but i heard the man scoff,

Boss : You really have lot confidence, let's go boys!!

And with that all of them attacked us but they don't know who they're messing with. I raised my hand which was holding purse and punched the man with my free hand. In one punch I knocked him out which made other thugs to take step back and rethink their decision.

One man launched towards me with a chair and was about to attack me with but i was fast enough to dodge it and trip him over by putting my leg on his way.

Twisting the wrist of one of them and nudging forcefully the other one with my elbow, they all now stood with their heads down.

Jungkook : Run away before I report you all.

They all didn't even look at back and ran for their life. Mingyu clapped,

Mingyu : Woahh!!

I smiled at him and looked at the teenager,

Jungkook : Take this!!

I forwarded him the money and he didn't even look me in the eyes,

Jungkook : Take it from your hyung.

Teenager : you're not my hyung!!

Jungkook : From now onwards I am, what's your name?

Teenager : It's park jihoon

I nod to him and handed the money, while looking around my gaze landed on a familiar figure.

Isn't she Dr YN?

What's she doing in the town all alone?

Without looking back at mingyu I walked towards her.

Jungkook : What are you doing here dr yn?

She flinched kept her hand on her chest and looked at me with wide eyes,

YN : I.. Ac-actualy wanted to visit town.

Jungkook : It's not safe to come out alone, next time inform at the unit.

She nods,

Mingyu : Oh Yn? Did jihyo came too?

When did they got close to call other informally?

YN : Nah!! I came all alone.

Jungkook : Let's go back now, you're coming with us.

Without protesting she followed us and I was about to sit in car but her words made me feel all giddy in my stomach

I have serious issues.

YN : You look cool while fighting with those thugs.

And when I looked at her she was smiling at me and I swear something about her smile always make me froze.

Mingyu : Yah jungkook let's go!!

I came out of my thoughts and quickly sat inside the car and we drove back to our unit.

______

I have been visiting secretly doctor YN daily in her dorm to get bandaged and my wound is even I don't know if it's getting better or not cause I still feel the pain.

I knocked at her door and she opened it and let me in.

YN : You're here early today!!

She says with heavy breath which quite confused me,

Jungkook : Were you working out?

She looks around and nods but I don't know I felt some weird feeling but shrugged it off.

I sat on the bed edge and lifted my shirt little so tha she could re-dress the bandage.

Jungkook : Being a doctor you must not have boyfriend as they're always busy.

She looks at me,

YN : Being a soldier you must not have girlfriend as they work a lot.

I leaned forward a little,

Jungkook : who would answer first?

Both of us chuckled, I don't know but I feel at peace with her. What are these feelings?

Next morning i was checking around to make sure everything is right . I walked to back forest and my eyes widened when I found yn. What's she doing in the restricted area?

Jungkook : What are you doing here?

She flinched and looked back then sigh founding me.

YN : Aish captain you startled me.

Jungkook : This is restrict area, what are you doing here?

YN : I lost my way.

Jungkook : Please be careful there are landmines here.

She widened her eyes and quickly hugged me and here my heart raced so abnormally.

Jungkook : Let go off me!!

I say and she realized what she just did, quickly pushing me she ran off,

Jungkook : Yah!! Be careful you can't run like that and follow me to not get lost again.

She slowed down her steps and i quickly walked to her and we both went back to the unit.

______

For entertainment we have sports to play which is football. Today we have match against another unit which is wolf gang . They're good opponents but no one could ever beat my unit and I'm always proud of it.

YN : What's happening?

Sunghoon : Oh ynie we have a football match please cheer for me .

She smiles at him and seeing that my grip on the shoelaces tightened.

YN : Yeah I'll cheer for you hoon!!

Hoon? What the heck? How can she give nickname to someone else?
Wait!!!

Am I jealous?

She looked at me and smiled but I ignored it and straight went down to the ground.

We heard the whistle I immediately twist the ball to my side and dribble it to the front and passed to mingyu and he took it the opponent D and kicking it, Goal!!!

Just like that match went on, but I was feeling pain in my wound because of the stretching.

But I can never losse so I gave my best in the match!!

Finally match was over and with a wide smile everyone went to the bleachers. Mingyu hugged jihyo well they start dating as the feelings were mutual. I'm happy for him to find a good woman like her.

I saw yn approaching me with anger on her face, but why she's mad?

YN : Follow me!!

She said in stern voice which made me gulp cause I have no idea what wrong I did? I silently followed her and now we're standing at the back of bleachers where no one could see us.

Jungkook : What's wrong?

She scoffs,

YN : You really don't care about you, do you want that would to get worst or what? Why the hell you have put so much force?

I saw concern on her face and it did things to me, I felt happy and just smiled which pissed her even more.

YN : Yah!! Why are you smiling?

Jungkook : Cause I'm happy to see you care about me sweetheart.

Her eye's widened,

YN : Sw-sweetheart?

I just hummed but to my disappointment she ran away, why? Is she shy? I just chuckled and went for shoot range practice.

I saw my team members already present when they noticed my presence all of them saluted me.

Jungkook : Let's start the practice and you know I hate mistakes.

Everyone : Yes sir!!!

With they all of them took their position and start shooting. After their practice everyone dispersed and now it was my time to practice.

_______

After visiting head department I came back to the regiment but my thoughts were disturbed. How is North getting information about us? This never happened before but seems like now they know our each move before we could even execute it.

My frown relaxed when I saw my sweetheart admiring the pigeons who all gathered to eat their food grains which she spread all over to empty ground.

Jungkook : Hey sweetheart!!

She sighs, I don't know but my heart feels sad when she doesn't express her feelings which I could clearly see in her eyes.

Jungkook : Why do I feel like you do have feelings for me but you're holding it back?

I ask her, I hate to hear desperation in my voice, I have been known as cold captain with stone heart but here this girl who I know only for month is becoming my weakness.

YN : Don't be distracted captain.

Jungkook : Why don't you call me jungkook like you call other's name?

She looks at me ,

YN : Because I want everything in a limit of line between us.

Jungkook : Why? I finally felt I found that somebody who I could lean on to. Somebody who I can as home.

YN : Hope you know that somebody ain't me.

With that she walked away and I just watched her with scattered heart. Why do I feel she feels the same but scared to accept it? But what is making her scared?

_____

It's been three days since I confessed to her and I could barely see her. A lot has been happening past these days, our enemies are getting information about our troops.

There was a sudden attack on West Side and we weren't prepared. Everything is just messing, my mind and heart are messed with two important part of my life.

My nation and my sweetheart.

And I'm not giving up on any two.

There is festival in town tomorrow and I'm gonna finally make her confess her feelings. I will have her in my arms and nothing can separate us. Her fear whatever it is I'm gonna make it disappear by showing how sincere I am for her.

I walked with a smile but halt in steps when I found sunghoon running to me.

Jungkook : What's wrong?

Sunghoon : Come to basement secret meeting room right now!!

He says my brows squinted but had no time fir guessing so we both look around and finally ran to secret tunnel which leads to basement.

I found Dr Baekhyun and jihyo too and she had tears what's wrong? I saw how mingyu had his jaw clenched and one arm encircled around jihyo's waist .

What in the world is happening?

Jungkook : What's wrong?

I saw how mingyu just sighed and shoved a letter and mp3 player towards me. I opened the letter and it felt like land slipped from my feet.

Hello this is Doctor kim nayeon and I'm really sorry to inform this late but I got stucked in very important situation that I couldn't join the campaign.

I picked up the mp3 player and plugged the earplugs and I couldn't believe ,

Nayeon : My father got into sudden accident so I couldn't come. I'm really sorry to cause inconvenience.

Then who is YN?

Jungkook : Are you sure she's speaking truth?

Mingyu scoffs but how can he? What if jihyo was at place of yn? Would he believe it?

Mingyu : She's clearly a spy.

Jungkook : N.. No!!

Sunghoon : I guess she is cause you can see how suddenly there are so many invasion and enemies getting information about our troops.

My fingers balled into fist,

Baekhyun ; I guess everyone must have noticed she was always wearing her earplugs. Which was weird but shrugged it off as her addiction over songs.

Mingyu : She's from North!

I released a shaky breath before nodding to him,

Sunghoon : She's smart, we need to be smart too!

Baekhyun : How about check her dorm?

Jungkook : No not right now, let her think we're clueless and tomorrow when we go to festival we gonna catch her.

Mingyu : I think you're right.

Jihyo : I took h.. Her as m. My sister.

I look at her and I could feel the betrayal and I feel the same but for me she is now enemy how dare she?

Jungkook : I think jihyo should not come in front of her as she's smart enough to read expression too.

Everybody nods and we all went out of the basement.

_______

YN's POV

Right now I'm at the back, deep inside the forest as now my work is done and tomorrow the festival would help me perfectly to escape this place.

I took out my secret phone which helps me to communicate with my member whose gonna help me at sea port.

Yn : rose noire qui parle, tu m'entends ( black rose speaking do you hear me?)

Yn : chevalier, tu m'entends ? ( Knight do you hear me?)

Knight : oui maintenant, dis-moi quel est ton plan ? ( Now tell me what is your plan?)

Yn : Demain c'est la fête en ville alors je vais m'en échapper et venir au port à travers les bois (Tomorrow is festival in the town so I'll escape from there and come to sea port through woods)

Knight : Revenez en toute sécurité yn! ( come back safety yn)

Yn : n'enfreins pas les règles chevalier, tu ne peux pas prononcer mon nom. ( don't break the rules, you can't say my name.)

I say with gritted teeth,

Knight : tu penses que je m'en fous, tu sais très bien que nous sommes des espions et qu'une seule solution est ce qu'on fait quand on se fait prendre ( you think i give a shit about it, you know very well we're spies and only one solution is what we do when get caught)

Yn : Namjoon si je ne reviens pas, supposez simplement que j'ai été tué et déclarez que la rose noire n'est plus. ( Namjoon if i don't return back just assume i got killed and declare black rose is no more. )

Namjoon : Just return back!

He hung up the call and I took a deep breath, does he not know I can do anything for my country and if my life saves my country's secret then I'll gladly sacrifice it. And I don't care if my death is even acknowledged or not. We spies don't die as proud of nation, the funny part no one even knows about our existence.

YN's pov end

_____

I was sitting on a bench near the field where football match takes place. She's not around which clearly means she's out to give more information.

I can't believe I fell for my enemy but now I'll hate you yn, is this name if yours real? There must be a secret agent name too. What could be?

But your game is over now, tomorrow I'll catch with my own hands.

____

We were all set to catch her. Everyone behaved clueless and she seems to buy it . Although I know how hard it was for sunghoon and mingyu to give her smile which they used to. About me she has most of the time ignored and now I'm curious why? She should actually get close to me but she didn't, she made me fall for her and could use it but she didn't.

But still I feel betrayed and heart broken.

Here I'm waiting for to come out of the dorm as I'll drive her to town. I looked at watch but hearing door clicking sound I looked up and froze. She was wearing this red color knee length one piece which had black rose on it's left side. No doubt she looked ethereal. I couldn't take off my eyes until I heard her voice.

YN : Do I look strange?

Looking at her unknowingly my fingers balled as how can she act so innocent? She looks like the most innocent person right now!!

Jungkook : You look beautiful sweetheart.

Where's the lie though?

We both sat inside the car and in between picked up conversation so that she doesn't doubt me as she very well know the person who I'm talkative is her. And again I felt pang in my heart on realizing now she's no more my woman who I can love but someone who I need to hate .

We reached the village which was all decorated for the festival with so many stalls arranged.

She walks to stall and pretend all happy and excited. How can someone be so good at pretending?

Sh walks to me ,

YN : Can you show me your shooting skills by winning that plushie?

She ask with her doe eyes and I can't help but melt into them and with wide smile I nod and took the toy gun after paying.

And shot
Shot
Shot

Here I won the plushie but my eyes widened when I saw no one besides me. And I realized she fooled me into her trick.

I took out my walkie talkie to inform others to become alert and scatter around.

_____

AN's Pov

You walked out of the washroom after changing to into jeans and top and a cap along with mask.

You roamed your gaze around and smirk underneath your mask when you distressed face of jungkook while looking around. Without giving any last glance you ran towards the exit of town which leads to woods.

On the hand jungkook noticed your running figure and he immediately ran behind you. Your speed shocked me as you were really a fast runner.

Hearing the foot steps you amused they're following you so you increased your speed even more.

Jungkook : Block the exit of town right now.

Your steps halted when you saw the exit was guarded by soldiers.

Jungkook : Your finished now.

You turned and look at him.

YN : What are you going to do now?

And jungkook was quite Off Guard hearing your ice cold voice.

Jungkook ; I'll send you to hell.

He says while walking closer to you and removed the hat from your head . He saw how you glared at him and there was no ounce of regret in your eyes. You looked like completely different person.

Jungkook : Tie her !!

He orders and and your hands were tied by rope and two soldiers were about to hold you but you kicked one of them right on his manhood and jungkook who was walking turned back hearing the scream only to get jaw clenched as you literally pissed him off when you saw you hitting his soldier.

YN : I'll go on my own so don't you dare touch me!!

You warned everyone,

Jungkook : Who do you think you are? You are nothing but a spy and you think will hear your choices?

You scoffed,

YN : Well I did really a good job I guess.

With you smirk and he walked towards you with big steps and held your shoulder tightly which he thought you would hiss at but you didn't even react a bit instead glared at him. With same intensity.

Jungkook : I'll tell you now what hell literally means!!

You laugh,

YN : Just kill me i don't care.

He dragged you forcefully and soon all of you reach the regiment and he directly took you to torture room. Throwing you on the ground , he pulled out a chair and sat in front of you.

Jungkook : Who sent you?

You kept quite,.

Jungkook ; I ASKED YOU WHO SENT YOU AND WHAT ALL INFORMATION YOU SHARED???

You chuckle,

YN : Have you ever wondered how always knew about you whereabouts?

He frowns,

YN : Have you ever wondered how those first invaders didn't protect must after stabbing you in the stomach.

He took a deep breath,

YN : Do you wanna know a secret?

You ask while resting your back at the wall,

YN : When you came to me for treatment, I actually inserted chip into your body which literally made me aware of you and I didn't have to get close to you, you must be wondering.

His jaw clenched and he stood up and grabbed your jaw harshly but seeing you look at him with no emotions made me even more mad, he thought maybe like him there's hurdle in your heart but no he was wrong.

You sensed how his glare turned into soft gaze and you hit your head with his making him stumble back.

Jungkook : This is your speciality? Play with someone's emotions?

YN : Let me make you clear this thing I never played with your emotions it was you who kept heads up meanwhile I clearly told you to be not distracted captain.

Jungkook threw the glass in frustration as he don't want to feel soft at you but after hearing the truth he can't help but feel his heart shattered. There's no way he can blame you for making him develop feelings when you clearly ignored his existence.

Mingyu barged inside the room and poured ice water on you make your breath hitch,

Mingyu : This bitc---

YN : Oh hey mingyu-ah!!

Mingyu : Shut up!!

You just chuckled and this pissed both the male, mingyu took your hair in fist and made you look at him meanwhile jungkook bit his lower lip as he just can't see you get hurt but now there's no choice.

Mingyu : Until when you'll hold the secrets?

YN : Till my last breath.

You say with stern voice and piercing gaze and no way mingyu could believe you're the same woman who spent time with them almost for one month.

He slaps right on your face which made your face tilt but still he couldn't wash off smirk over your face, you spit the blood and looked at him like you own the place.

Mingyu : I'll kill you by my own hands.

YN : I won't give you that honor.

He scoffs and walked out of the torture call whereas you were waiting for this moment. You dragged yourself to the sharp piece of glass which jungkook broke.

After struggling for five minutes finally you held on the glass and start cutting the ropes. Moving back and forth finally it was open but just then someone entered, looking up you found sunghoon. You pretended like you're still tied.

YN : Oh my hoonie missed me?

You heard him scoff,

Sunghoon : Don't you dare call me that!

He says with rage and hatred and you just simply smirked at him before attacking him with your pocket knife. Giving him in both of knees he fell down and you quickly ram outside after punching and kicking both the guards.

You heard alarm ringing and you know now everyone is alert. On the other hand Jungkook quickly held his gun and ran outside.

You hid behind a wall when you saw bunch of soldiers going towards the torture cell, once they were out of sight you slowly moved and with sharp gaze you came out of the basement.

Shooting the two guard standing on the entrance you quickly ran to the forest.

Jungkook who was now following you stopped because he knows the field is filled with mines but his eyes widened when you crossed it without any problem.

Jungkook : What the fuck!!

He moves forward and saw there were fake mine fixed and now he knew what actually you were doing that day in the field.

Jungkook : She's smarter than i thought.

He ran into your direction and you were far at a distance from him.

Just then you heard bunch of footsteps which made you stop on your tracks as you can't take the risk of getting caught again so you faced jungkook who smirks after looking you defeat.

Jungkook : I see you're giving up.

YN : Well you thought so!

And before jungkook could even process your words, you launched at him kicked his knee making him fall and in a swift you headlock him.

Just then mingyu and the other soldiers came and their eyes widened when they saw their captain at the edge of death.

YN : If you want your captain alive, don't move a step .

Mingyu signalled everyone to step back,

Jungkook : Just shoot her don't worry abo--

Before he could complete his sentence, you pressed the knife little harder on his neck which made him bleed and this made mingyu panicked.

Mingyu : Hey hey we're not doing anything just leave him.

You moved back the knife and tap his back indicating him to stand up. While holding onto him, you stepped back until both of you were not in his vision.

Kicking jungkook you tied him and kneeled down with a smirk,

YN : Should I leave you here to rot with wild animals or should I just kill you kow?

Jungkook : I'LL KILL YOU!!

YN : We'll see about that but right now it's you who is hostage so think before speaking anything.

You stood up and took out the phone which you hid,

Yn : je suis au milieu de la forêt ( I'm in the middle of forest)

Hearing speaking another language made jungkook shock as he didn't knew you knew other language and now he can't figure out who you're actually talking to and what's it about.

Namjoon : combien de temps tu vas prendre ( How much time are you going to take?)

YN : le sud a appris mon identité et ils sont tous en alerte donc je suppose que je ne pourrai pas venir aujourd'hui ( south got to know about my identity and they all are alert so i guess i won't be able to make today )

Namjoon : quoi ? comment peux-tu être si insouciant, rose noire ( What? How can you be so careless black rose? )

YN : Ne réagis pas comme ça tu sais que si je reviens, c'est bien sinon je donnerai volontiers ma vie. ( Don't react like that you know if i return than it's good otherwise I'll happily give away my life. )

With that you hung up the call and left jungkook behind and start walking.

Jungkook : Yah!! Where are you going? Yahh stop right there.

You ignored all his words and kept moving.

It's been one hour but still you were not back, jungkook looked around as he could feel the darkness of forest. He gulped when he saw scorpion approaching him, he knows it's deadly poisonous.

Jungkook : Don't come to me!

He begs and Sweat Beads formed on his forehead. Just when he was about to climb on his foot, someone threw knife to it which made it dead. Jungkook snapped his head to the left and smiled when he found you.

He ignored his smile and shooed away the scorpion.

Jungkook : I knew you won't leave me to death.

You looked at him with your cold eye which made shiver ran down his spine.

YN : Of course I'm gonna kill you by my own hands.

His eyes widened,

Jungkook : You can't kill me sweetheart.

YN : Of course I can kill you jungkook.

Jungkook smirks,

Jungkook : Then do it!!

YN : You're of some use to me so I'm gonna kill you afterwards.

With that you made him stand and both of you started walking, he was just silently following you and was still mesmerized by your beauty.

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It's been almost three days but you couldn't get out of the forest as you have lost the track because of running.

You took out your phone,

Yn : si je n'arrive pas au port dans les prochaines 24 heures, considérez-moi comme mort. ( if i don't get to sea port in next 24 hours then think of me as dead. )

Namjoon :yahh what are you saying? You can't leave me just like that, yn you're so strong. No way you gonna end up dead.

Jungkook frowned as it was dead silence in the forest so he could actually hear the person's voice on other side. And fear rushed inside him when he heard about you dieing.

Without replying to him you hang up the call and sat on the ground with deep thoughts.

Jungkook : What was he saying? What are you planning to do?

YN : That's none of your business captain.

Jungkook : For God sake shut up and tell me.

You grabbed his jaw harshly,

YN ; Just because I let you do anything these three days because if pity doesn't mean you have got right to say about my life.

Jungkook : Who was that guy?

YN : My fiance.

Jungkook's breath hitched,

Jungkook : W-what?

You sighed,

YN : I've been arranged to get married to him from my childhood and he's been love with me so yeah!!

Jungkook : What about you?

YN ; I don't believe in love.

Jungkook smiles sadly,

Jungkook : Can you teach me how to say I love you in the language you use.

YN : Je vous aime

He just nods and you stared at his face and then turned you gaze immediately when he turned to face you again.

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You had your eyes closed meanwhile jungkook was sleeping but your eyes shot open when you heard foot steps.

YN : Yah wake up!!

You say while showing him the gun and he squint his eyes,

Jungkook : What's wrong?

YN : Just shut up and follow me.

With that both of you start running and you knew deep somewhere this is the end.

You stopped and looked at him taking a deep breath,

YN : I'll get going if I get caught just kill me.

Jungkook heart clenched,

Jungkook : Can we just run away together somewhere far away?

You shook your head,.

Jungkook : Why? Are you afraid about your association? Please no one would know.

YN : HOW DARE YOU TO TELL. ME TO BETRAY MY COUNTRY?

Jungkook : Every day i tell myself that This girl is my enemy . I should kill you but you know what My heart screams to be with you...i try to stop but i can't....i try to hold myself back but i am helpless infront of my love . I want to hate you to my core but it's beat you for only.

You just turned yourself to go away but again his words stopped you,

Jungkook :you know you mus think me of crazy man but honestly I became crazy for you sweetheart that I don't wanna let you go.

You were just listening to him. Silently,

Jungkook : A shiver ran down my spine on knowing the fact that one day you'll leave me and go away. Don't you feel anything?

Again you didn't turned to him, and his heart was aching with each words,

Jungkook : HOW CAN YOU BE SO HEARTLESS? DO YOU NOT FEEL ANYTHING ? Why do I feel you're sto---

Before he could even complete his sentence you held his collar and pulled him into kiss. His eyes widened but still managed to put his arm around your waist and kissed you back.

After getting out if breath,

YN : You think it's easy for me? it's not only you who did this crime jungkook.

Jungkook's eye widened and heart raced on hearing his name from you for the first time.

YN : Je vous aime.

You say after pecking his lips and his eyes Turned glossy on realizing the meaning behind it.

He was about to pull you in another kiss just then both of you heard running footsteps which made his heart drop.

You took your steps back,

YN : Kill me jungkook!!

He shook his head vigorously,

YN : TAKE THIS GUN AND FUCKIN KILL ME!!

Jungkook : N.. No I can't!!

YN : Don't you remember the oath you took when you joined military? I'm your enemy jungkook, we can never be together.

Tears streamed down his face ,

YN : I'm your enemy, do your duty and save your country. I'm threat to your country, prove your loyalty.

Jungkook : i..... Can't!!

He says while his tears were not stopping,

Jungkook : I just can't see you dieing sweetheart!

YN : I'll be honored to get killed by you, I don't wanna die from someone else and you're warrior jungkook and I want everyone to see you as warrior not Betrayer. Please j.. Jungkook.

Even your voice stuttered seeing him so fragile,

YN : Make me proud my jungkook!!

Jungkook : What about y--you?

YN : I'm a spy jungkook, our death is not revealed, we live in shade of darkness. Pl.. Please just kill me.

Mingyu : Captain jeon!!

You heard mingyu and you knew they were close,
You immediately gave him the gun but he held you,
Taking a deep breath you spoke,

YN : I want you use my condition.

Jungkook looks at you confused,

YN : You gave me free wish in return of keeping your secret so here I'm using that.

He shook his head while sobbing,

Jungkook : N.. No no y.. You can't

YN : Just shoot me jungkook!!

Jungkook : I won't be able to live, if you leave me alone.

YN : We never meant to be together from the start.

You made him hold the gun,

YN : Saranghae!!

And with that you pulled the trigger and tear finally escaped from your eyes, jungkook felt like his soul left when he saw you dropping down on ground Lifeless .

Jungkook : NO!! NO!!

Just then his battalion reached the place and saw how their captain was crying.

Jungkook : Y.. You can't leave me no no.

He was crying continuously, mingyu hugged him but his teats weren't stopping.

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Jungkook's pov

It's been one year since my sweetheart left me. She was the strongest woman I have ever encountered. No woman ever seemed attractive to me.

I still cry when I'm alone. I did get medal after killing her but am I happy? No!!

I came inside my room and opened the letter which I found in my uniform, I never knew when she kept it but I guess she knew the future.

It's in French and I finally learned it. And after reading the letter I can't help but miss her even more.

Hi captain!! I know you want me to call you as name but honestly I fear what if you figure out my feelings after I say your name. I betrayed you getting in your country secretly.

I have always admired you, the moment I saw I fell for you but it was forbidden. You actually needed somebody who could be by your side but i hope you know that somebody ain't me.

I was never to began with, when you called me sweetheart you have no idea how my heart bombarded but I held it in.

If you got this letter by this time I guess I'm in my nation or you killed me. I wanted you to hate me but you never did. I wanted myself to hate you but always your face was there in front of me and I couldn't make myself from killing you.

I'm proud of you my jungkook and I hope you live your future with happiness not mourning about me. Please try to move on and find a beautiful woman for you.

Je vous aime

Yours sweetheart!

Jungkook : Je vous aime sweetheart!!

My face was soaked with tears by the end of letter, I have read this like for hundreds time but still it makes me cry. Why still I love you so much??

You're asking me to get another woman, honestly in this life.

Hope you know that somebody is always gonna you.

••••The end••••

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