Dear diary,

"Be my girlfriend."

Those words alone were all that I've been waiting for. What I've been wanting to hear for so long again.

He said he wanted to make his dreams come true, so, he did. Who knew—a girl like me, nothing more but a lost memory and his first fan be in a position like this.

Every moment with Taehyung felt like a gift, and once that gift was stripped away from my fingers I couldn't help but feel lost.

All those tears, days, making up money to even see him perform live would all lead up to a moment like this.

Dreams could happen.

To make something come true you must work to earn that; it will not be handed to you.

If it's not meant to be it's surely you'll find the right direction to what you're truly looking for.

Time is key. There's only one thing more precious than our time, but who we spend it with.

I can't say it wasn't hard though. It's been one hell of a ride getting the constant hate comments and threats from fans when word went about about us.

Even when there's all that hate there will never be any comment hurtful enough to break what we have because we can keep one hell of a barrier between support and hate.

As for Bangtan—they were completely supportive. How blessed he was to have such friends to love his every single decision, and support him on it; even if they completely agree. I hope to one day have friends like this.

Even though Taehyung is famous I will never take that for granted; in fact, I never really see him as someone famous. To me, he is a best friend—a talented man—his first fan—and his first love.

Maybe—just maybe—after all, he isn't gone. He's right here where I can hold him, call him mine, and hold these precious memories that linger with every moment I spend with him.

Sincerely,

Taehyung's girlfriend

❤️