Dear diary,

I don't know how much tears I cried for him.

I truthfully don't know how I've been hanging onto him for so long now, and how long can I keep up with this?

I feel like he only keeps me around as a key part back to his memories before all this fame and flashing cameras.

It's not like I can be for sure anyways—he never keeps in contact with me like he used to.

I miss our late night conversations.

The way each word he spoke made me feel so precious and meaningful, yet he can take that feeling away so fast.

I'm not sure what to do, but maybe he'll stay around a little while longer.

Sincerely,

Taehyung's first love