Taehyung: (Y/N)—?

Her: Yes, Taehyung?

Taehyung: Have you ever thought about—us?

Her: Our memories, yes, I do.

Taehyung: Have you ever forgotten about me?

Her: How can I when I see your face
everywhere?

He lets out a soft giggle

Taehyung: Yah~ you're right.

Taehyung: But would you still consider me..

Her: As?

Taehyung: Someone close..

Her: Always.

Taehyung: As your first love?

Her: Always had been, you should know that..

Taehyung: Ah~ I know, I just like hearing you admit it

Taehyung: The girl I liked for so many years

Taehyung: Confessing her feelings to me—it's unrealistic

Her: So is a relationship..

It stood quite for a second. This—Taehyung knew very well, and the truth saddened him.

Taehyung: I wish things could be easier

Taehyung: I just wanted to tell you there's not a time I don't think back on the memories we shared

Taehyung: I hope you feel the same

Her: I do

Her: Don't be so worried about me because the answer will always be yes for you

Taehyung: It's easier said than done

Taehyung: Actually—never mind, I need to rest up

Taehyung: Goodnight (Y/N)

Her: Night, Tae

Dear diary,

After that last phone call I can't help but feel a little detached.

He hasn't been calling me as much lately, or leaving me messages about how beautiful I am

How beautiful I supposably am.

I still hold onto something so impossible, but I can't help it when he's still in contact telling me all these things to make me love him even more. Maybe he's only going to stay a little while longer.

Sincerely,

Taehyung's first love.