"Why did you think you couldn't tell us? We're your family, mate! We're going to try and help you. You didn't have to hide this from us."

"You don't know what it's like...Feeling that weak, that useless...Like everyone abandoned me....feeling that helpless...You don't understand. If you understood, then maybe I would've been able to tell you. Do you know what it's like to be afraid to go home? To be afraid to wake up in the morning? Afraid of what's going to happen to you if you ever dare to wake up?!"

"I'm sorry. But maybe...Maybe if you had told us, then we could've helped you sooner. I'm sorry. But I don't think you have a choice in what to do now. But now...We can help you. You don't have to be afraid anymore. You're safe now."

Joel Smallbone has a secret...And he can't, or chooses not to tell anyone, not even his family, what he's dealing with. From the outside, he seems to have the perfect life. He's part of one of the biggest Christian bands, For King And Country, he has a large, loving family, and he has a beautiful, caring wife... Or so it seems. His marriage is falling apart, and it has been for quite some time. It started falling apart not long after their honeymoon, and has been ever since.

Nobody sees what he's dealing with, and nobody would believe him, even if he told them. God only knows what he's going through, and how its killing him. God only knows how to reach him, and how to find him...

But there's a kind of love that God only knows.

God only knows what you've been through

God only knows what they say about you

God only knows how it's killing you

But there's a kind of love that

God only knows

God only knows where to find you

God only knows how to break through

God only knows the real you

There's a kind of love that

God only knows

Cast

Joel Smallbone as Himself

Luke Smallbone as Himself

Courtney Smallbone as Herself

Poppy Drayton as Leah Smallbone

Moriah Peters as Herself

Olivia Cooke as Dinah Walker

The Whole Smallbone family as Themselves

Jude, Phoenix, and Leo Smallbone as Themselves

Criminal Minds Characters as Themselves

~~~~Playlist~~~~

God Only Knows, by For King and Country

Burn The Ships, by For King and Country

Hold Her, by For King and Country

What I Know, by Tricia Brock

Tightrope, from The Greatest Showman

Hills and Valleys, by Tauren Wells

I'll Wait For You, by Moriah Peters

Together, by Steven Curtis Chapman

Warrior, by Steven Curtis Chapman

Stars, by Skillet

Furious Love, by Veridia