Talk to God about your friends,family,problems about how much your hurting and talk to him about your relationships and troubles and homework and ask him for help because he loves you and you are his children and he wants to hear you talk to him and spend time with him and even when you sick or when things go wrong god will guide you and he wants to be by your side comforting you he is always there for you and he watches you every single day and night he's there when you get rewards,trophies, he's there when you play sport win or lose he supports you and he loves you he knows what's you like and don't like he knows your favorite music,he knows that your good with art , acting and he knows your skills and What you good at and what you bad at he knows your weakest points and good points .the Lord is always there for since you were born,when you learned to talk,when you said your first word,when you started walking,when you learned to feed yourself,when you were potty trained,when you were in your mommy's tummy,when you started preschool,when you first made friends,when you started primary school,when you started high school,whether you went to university and got a job or just got a job instead of going to university,when you got married or divorced,when you got your first boyfriend or girlfriend,when you knew what love is,when you gave birth to your children or when your wife beared kids or when you adopted children ,when you were looking after your family,when you went to church,when you fought with god , your Easter Sunday's,your Christmas's,when you worried about the tooth fairy and when you were the pretend tooth fairy for your children,when you met Santa Clause,your birthday and the Lord knows everything about when you were born including your full name,the place you gave birth or were given birth by,the year and exact date you were born in,he knows your favorite book,series,hobbies,food,movie,music,he knows when your scared or happy he can see your worried face immediately and he loves you so much❤️.

Lord take away my pain and mourning and suffering and please let me know what I should do to stop my pain because no one can take it away no one can fill that empty gap that is left wide open and no one can make me happy and Lord you the only one who has the cure you can make me happy by giving me the cure or just let me die because I need the cure or death so I can stop my pain and my crying because you supposed to help me and not stop helping me but you can see my pain every night but I don't know if you'd ever help me and fullfil that gap that I need filled.