Midnight summer dreaming, lonesome nightmares, softly weeping.

In my dreams I hold you dear in my days I wish you were near, yet I am alone, and you are so far away.

I wish for this night time to last for a lifetime. I wish for the sorrow to bury me into a grave where I am no longer void, where I am now safe.

For a thousand nights I ached for you. Ten thousand memories I spared for you, fifty thousand tears I shed for you. And I am still alone…without you here with me.

How I wish this night would never leave how I long for it to stay near, for it may be the anguish I feel…but sometimes I need something to hold dear.

All the days spent dwelling over you while I pretend to be all right. I’ll never be all right again. Who the fuck am I kidding?

If I were to live millennia, if I were to share the wisdom of a million men I’d still never feel whole again.

Shattered, destroyed and bruised, life came violated me and left me longing for her abuse. Now I lay shackled upon your nightmarish bed; I am not alive I have always been dead.

Now I lay dreaming nightmares which I dare not share. You are my Heaven you are my Hell.