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One by one all the boys left the room except for Jimin who was trembling in fear. Once the last boy left it was just the two of them. He awkwardly tried to sit up just in case he needed to get away but it hurt so badly he ended up just laying on his back crying.
They sat in silence while he cried before Yoongi walked over and took a deep breath staring down at him before sitting on the ground. "What do you want?" Jimin asked wiping his nose.
"Why do you hate me so much?" He asked bluntly while Jimin scooted away. "Because you're horrible. You're mean and you kidnapped me and every chance you get you push me down and I hate that" he sniffled pathetically "and if you're gonna kill me just do it already"
"I'm not going to kill you, the other boys have already grown attached, but that doesn't mean I have to put up with you either" he said coldly.
"If it wasn't for me helping him then he would be dead and I would still be free and not shot" Jimin muttered.
"And if you hadn't ran he wouldn't have been caught"
"And if you hadn't kidnapped me I wouldn't have needed to run" he said finalizing it "you're the one with issues here. I don't know if you had daddy problems or mommy issues but keeping boys locked up until they fall in love with you is fucked up" he said
"I am well aware that I am fucked up, but you're joining the party. Everyone here is fucked and your mommy just fucking shot you for fucking around with one of the boys" he said watching Jimin's cheeks blaze.
"I didn't" he said undignified.
"Oh but you did something. Baby Tae doesn't lie to me" he said "and your mommy probably didn't like that side of you very much Hmm? Probably thought you got railed every night by all of us" he said wanting to humiliate him.
"I hate you" Jimin said his bottom lip trembling "I hate you so much" he said more tears falling.
"I know" Yoongi said calmly "in a way everyone here hates me, but they learn to love the parts of me they hate" he said "you're just taking longer"
"I won't" Jimin said confidently "I'd rather be dead"
"How about we make a deal?" Yoongi suggested as Jimin narrowed his eyes. "I'll give you one year and if you still want hate me I'll shot you or give you back to mommy dearest to end it" he said.
Jimin's eyes widened a bit "ok" he said softly.
Yoongi stood and walked out of the room leaving the stunned boy to sit there. No more tears fell from his eyes as he stared up at the ceiling. "Jimin" Jin said crouching next to him quietly. "Come I don't care what he says I'm not leaving you on the floor" he said picking him up.
Jimin's head falling against the older boys shoulder "he said I have a year to not hate him...or he'll shot me or give me back to..my mom" he said quietly.
Jin sighed softly "it's going to be hard baby" he said and Jimin didn't really mind the nicknames from him anymore. "I don't think I'll ever not hate him"
"It takes time to love"
"I'm not stupid. I'm not capable of loving a monster"
"But what about the rest of us? We have all done fucked up shit" he told him shutting the door when he got in.
"What have you done?" He asked softly.
"Well I've killed. I've done anything for Yoongi. Anything he's ever asked at all. I was with him before the collecting started though and I wasn't the first added. It went Hoseok first then me then Kook, Joon and then Tae and now you" he said with a smile. "Before I was just the doctor that helped under the table, but when I got caught and was going to face prison Yoongi got me out" he smiled "but on the condition that I lived with him and his boys and somehow I just fell into place"
"And here I was beat up for spilling my drink on some shoes" he grumbled "and now because of that I'm going to die. I should have died in that ally"
"Yoongi saved you though and hasn't killed you yet so there is hope" he told him as both of them laid down in the big bed talking. "But I can't fake anything" he sighed "and that would be my only hope" he said sadly.
"Are you faking anything now?" Jin asked as Jimin's gaze flickered up to his rather than the blanket "no"
Jin smiled softly and leaned over pressing a kiss to his brow. "You'll be ok I promise" he murmured as the younger nodded closing his eyes as he felt comfortable enough to be held. "Get some rest" Jin said as he closed his eyes once more succumbing to much needed rest.
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"Uh Jin"
Jimin opened his eyes hearing someone talking. "Jin I need help"
It was Taehyung.
"What?" The elder grumbled sleepily.
"Um...so funny story. I took Kook to my room and ya know...I um...he safe worded and I got him calmed down I thought but he locked himself in my bathroom"
Jins eyes snapped open glaring at Tae before he bolted towards the room. Jimin just blinked at the other who looked guilty in nothing but a robe. With his head bowed he started to walk out.
"Wait I want to go" Jimin called softly trying to sit up. It hurt but he managed. Tae barely lifted his head as he walked back over and carried the smaller boy gently up to his room utterly ashamed. It was now clear to Jimin just who had the most kinks. He thought it was Joon but it seemed that he was not the dom.
"Kookie please it's me baby" they looked over seeing Jin picking the lock. The elder threw another glare at Tae. "You had to get jealous and hurt him" he snapped.
"I didn't hurt him! I don't know what I did" he said back in his defense.
"Then why would he safe word? He never does. You stepped too far Tae. I get it you like being the center of attention but you do not need to be hurting anyone especially if it's unwanted during sex" Jin said opening the door. The two peeked in seeing Jungkook crying as he leaned over the bathtub.
Jin had set beside him and rubbed his back before pulling him into an embrace. "What happened petal?" He asked softly.
"Tae didn't do anything stop fighting" Jungkook cried into his hoodie. "I just saw something that reminded me of the-the brothel" he whispered.
"Tae I-" Jin started but the younger just held out his hand to stop him. Jimin was carefully set down on the foot stool and watched silently as Tae went about cleaning everything up and it looked as if nothing happened while the oldest and youngest talked in the bathroom.
When they finally emerged Jungkook went and hugged Taehyung and kissed his cheek "you didn't do anything" he said hugging him tightly again "it was the stupid cuffs. The pink soft ones...they had those back-back there and I couldn't stop thinking about them and I-" he started to get worked up again as Tae hugged him "shhh it's ok baby you don't have to explain I'm just glad you're ok"
Jungkook nodded and wiped his eyes looking between Jin and Tae suddenly feeling like they were going to explode. "I'm going to go check on Hobi or Joonie" he told them and left.
Uncomfortably Jimin shifted wishing he wouldn't have been taken as well as the two immediately started fighting. Well not fighting or shouting. Just being very calm and stern but their eyes showed that it was anything but. Tae's were mad that he was accused of hurting someone he loved and Jin though he was sorry was mad Tae hadn't accepted his apology.
"You always blame me" Tae said rubbing his eyes as he finally broke and cried "you always do"
"Tae no I don't. I'm sorry I was mean I was just worried is all" he said back.
"No you're a lier. You always say terrible things to me ever since I was here. Why don't you like me?" He asked sinking to the ground.
Jimin felt the strong need to hug him since he looked so fragile and weak as he carefully walked over and slumped to the ground pulling the younger to his chest. "He hates me" he told Jimin who frowned softly not knowing what to do as Jin seemed just as confused.
"I do not hate you Tae. I love you so much" he said sitting on the bed. "I am sorry I said those things to you. I know you're very careful and you would never hurt one of us. I don't know what I was thinking. I'm just an idiot" he sighed.
"Yeah you are" Tae huffed "a big idiot"
Jin snorted softly though there was no humor "yeah I guess I am" he said standing up he crouched down next to him and pressed a long kiss to the back of his head. "I love you"
"Love you too" Tae sniffled against Jimin's shirt. Jin left soon after giving a small smile to Jimin. As the door shut Tae at up rubbing his eyes with a groan. "I hate crying" he said with a tiny laugh but tears still fell from his eyes.
"He picks on me a lot" he told Jimin "I just tend to have more bad luck than others"
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