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Navi pov
I breath in deeply as I look at my bedroom door. I had just gotten out of the hospital after staying for 4 more days. The bandages were still around my wrist, my wrist were sore. My heart was also sore. The blissful feeling of the life-death experience is wearing off.
I put my hand on the knob and breath out slowly. I then push the door open and walk in. I look around the room with my eyebrows raised.
My bed looks slept in. Clothes are randomly scattered around the room. My desk is cleared of the normal things on it.
I could have sworn I had cleaned my room before.
I shut my bedroom door and walk to my bed. I sit down slowly, touching the comforter like it's the first time.
I jump as a knock sounds on the door.
"Come in." I state loud enough for them to hear me. The door opens and I spot Annie who smiles lightly at me.
She sighs as she shuts the door and walks to me and sits beside me on the bed.
"Hi," she whispers. "Are you okay.?" She ask lightly.
With the question my demons roar the battle cry, attacking my mind, again. The blissfull feeling completely gone, nothing to stop their attack.
"No," I whisper as I shake my head.
I look around my room. I then look towards my bathroom. "Who-who found me?" I whisper the question as I pray it wasn't Annie.
Without hesitation Annie opens her mouth. "Mom did, Riley had knocked the door down right after and took you to the hospital, I followed her in my car." Annie explains as a breath of relief leaves my mouth.
A moment passes us, everything that has happened up to now passes through my mind.
"What now Annie?" I swallow harshly at the question. "I didn't want to come back, I didn't want to be here, a part of me still doesn't. I-I am tired of the trauma, I don't even know who I am anymore and that scares me." A tear escapes me as my lip trembles lightly.
A light smile crosses Annie's face. "That shouldn't scare you Navi, that should excite you."
Annie giggles at my confused face. "You have millions of possibilities on who you can be. You get to find yourself all over again, you get to fall in love with the taste of cake, watch the sunset like it's the first time. Find your favorite color and wear it strictly for a week." Annie explains.
" Finding your self and loving your self is an amazing journey Navi, embrace it with your heart wide open."
I smile weakly at my sisters optimism.
"Come on." Annie stands as she grabs my hand pulling me gently with her.
She walks me out the door, down the steps and outside.
"Get in." She commands as she unlocks her car door. I get in the passenger side as she cranks up the car. She backs out and we take off.
*
Minutes pass and we soon pull up to a park causing my eyebrows to raise as I look at her. She kills the engine and we hop out of the car, she grabs my hand and gently but swiftly leads me past the park towards a trail.
Annie starts giggling as she starts us on a jog. Her giggle being contagious I start to giggle as well.
Minutes pass and soon a cliff comes into view.
She pulls me up to it and my eyes widen at the view. Land covered by forest stretches on for miles.
Birds chirp down below in the trees. I look at Annie with a smile. "This is amazing.
Annie nods a peaceful smile on her face. She then looks at me expectantly.
"Get it off your chest." Annie states.
I raise a brow. "What?"
"Get everything off your chest, if you don't, you'll never be able to breathe." Annie explains in a whisper.
I tilt my head at her riddle. She sends me a quick smile as she then turns her head back towards the cliff, towards the forest. Her eyes close tightly and with fist clenched she opens her mouth letting an angry scream leave her mouth.
My eyes widen and she then looks back at me with a small giggle. "Your turn."
I shake my head and roll my eyes at her shenanigans but nonetheless I look out to the forest. I close my eyes tightly and take a deep breath in, and with as much trauma and emotions, I let my battle cry roll over the cliff as it loses it self into the trees.
I look back at Annie, eyes wild in excitement at how exhilarating that was. Then both of us quickly look back to the forest take a deep breath in and let another battle cry roll from within us attacking the trees below.
A giggle escapes us both. A mischievous smile takes over Annie as she looks back at over the cliff. She takes in a deep breath before yelling at the top of her lungs. "Fuck you Jacy!!" My eyes widen at the swear word that leaves my sisters mouth.
I look out over the cliff and inhale as much as I can and scream as if Jacy could hear me from here. "I'm okay bitch! No darkness here, bitch!"
Annie laughs out loud at my words. She then hooks her arm around my arm as we look off into the distance.
A moment passes us. The chirping birds fill my ears as well as the sound of the wind blowing softly.
"Do I get my happiness yet?" I ask softly looking out into the breath taking view.
"Only if you allow yourself." Annie breathes out, as we both look into the view. The suns warmth is wrapped around us, I don't hear my demons, as if my battle cry had chased them off.
I knew, though, they would be back.
Though this time, I'm ready.
*
I quickly put the purple sundress on and slip on some strappy brown sandals. I run a finger through my choppy uneven hair and turn walking out of my room. Annie meets me at the front door. Wearing a floral long skirt and a light nude color sleeveless top. We walk out the door and quickly climb in the car.
"So why can't you tell me where we are going?" I ask hesitantly, Annie just smiles at my question and innocently shrugs her shoulders. I roll my eyes as I realize she isn't going to talk.
Thankfully I don't have to wait long as soon as we get into town we pull into a salon. I raise a brow and look at Annie, who just shrugs as she pretends she doesn't know what's going on.
I scoff as I roll my eyes but a smile finds it's way to my face. I slowly get out of the car causing Annie to impatiently tap her foot. She hooks her arm around mine as she drags me in the salon.
Next thing I know I'm in a chair with a cape on. The stylist evens out my hair making sure to keep as much length as possible, she then adds some layers for volume. When she is done I have a slight swing Bob style going on just a little longer. My hair dances above my shoulders.
I feel fresh and relieved. Annie pays much to my dismay and we quickly leave.
"You like it?" Annie ask as I run my fingers through my hair, a smile plays on my face.
"Of course, it doesn't look like a toddler got scissor happy anymore." I laugh jokingly as I joke over the trauma of what really happened.
Soon we are pulling up at the castle. Annie gets out eagerly pulling me along. "Now your acting like Daniel." Annie laughs out loud at my statement.
Before we can knock the door opens to show Frasier. A smile takes over his face.
"Oh my gawd Navi your hair! I love it!" He shouts out causing me to lightly flinch, though I smile at his kindness.
Soon he has me engulfed in a hug. I breath in his almond scented cologne. It feels like forever since I had seen Fraiser. He let's me go as he takes a step back and examines my outfit. "Navi I really miss dressing you up," Fraiser whines making me chuckle.
"Hey nit-wit, why don't you come help us get the stuff ready." I raise a brow at Daniel's voice causing Fraiser to glare his way.
"And risk wrinkling this shirt I just ironed? I think not. Peasant." I laugh at Fraisers words, a growl rushes through the room. Soon I see Daniel carrying two big baskets. He smiles at me.
"Hey best friend!" I wave at him shyly as I eye the baskets in wonder.
Daniel walks past me and out the door. I then see Riley come into view wearing a black crop top and black shorts. She is carrying some blankets.
I open my mouth but Riley cuts me off with a shake of her head. "Don't ask questions just go get in the car." I nod my head at her command and follow her out the door. We get into a black SUV, Daniel and Bain are loading stuff up. I blush at the view of a shirtless Bain.
Muscle. Pure unholy muscles.
"Quit eye raping him and get in the car Navi." Riley chuckles causing me to blush, my neck and face completely red as I quickly get in the car. Annie sits on one side of me and Riley gets in on the other. Bain then hops in the driver side and Daniel gets in the passenger.
Fraiser opens the door on Rileys side. He smirks at her as he climbs in right beside her climbing over, into the very back seat.
"Oh my gosh Fraiser get your ass off of me!" Riley groans as she pushes Fraiser into the back.
"You're jealous cause your ass isn't as tight as mine." Fraiser states as he gets comfortable in the back seat. Bain puts the suv in reverse as he backs out of the drive way.
Riley crosses her arms as her eyes narrow. "I don't see how tight your ass is with all the dicks you get, you whore" Riley rumbles, causing Fraiser to gasp.
"Take it back!"
"No,"
"Take it back Riley!"
"Fraiser if you yell in my ear onE MORE TIME I WILL STAB YOU!" I lean towards Annie at Rileys threat as Riley and Fraiser stare each other down with narrowed eyes. Annie and I laugh quietly at the two.
Annie looks at me and whispers "This is going to be a long ride."
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Hi guys! So I feel we have had a good bit of character development so I'd like to ask this question.
Who is your favorite character now and why?
Also. My husband and I are going out to eat tonight to finally celebrate my birthday were I originally wanted to go. So this might be the only update today.
So yeah.
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