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(Self harm trigger warning!)
Annie's pov

I lay on my back as I listen closely. I hear Navi leave her bedroom, walk quietly down the stairs to the kitchen its quiet for a moment, I then hear water being poured from the sink. Then a small "clink" of something being set in the sink.

Her footsteps continue out of the kitchen, I hear her softly walk up the stairs to her room, she shuts the door softly behind her. I hear her walk to her bathroom, run water.

Moments pass and I sign. Navi needs a good relaxing soak. I grit my teeth at the though of Jacy, what she put Navi through. I breath out steam, letting the fire calm down in my heart.

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My eyes snap open suddenly, I dozed off. I turn my head and my eyebrows furrow, Navi has not come to bed yet. I close my eyes and listen hard.

My eyes fling open at the soft sound of water running. I fling the covers off me as I rush out of the room.

"Navi!" I yell as I trip over my self rushing to her room.

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Navi's pov

I lay on my bed for a moment. Looking at the ceiling. I then close my eyes. My inner demons yell at me, pull at my heart as they show the things I've done. The way I tortured people. Jacy saw darkness in me. I don't want darkness. I don't want to be dark or evil.

I can't drown my demons anymore, they seem to breathe water now.

I can't push them to the side, they dodge all of my attempts. They are here whispering in my ear, yelling in my face. Making me relive the past. The dark memories. Tears leave my eyes. I close my eyes tightly and put my hand over my mouth trying to keep the sob in. It escapes me as I try and keep my cries silent. My body shakes, my throat burns. I open my eyes, my vision is blurred

I can't do this anymore.

I sit up clumsily, I stand from my bed. I swiftly clean my room, put clothes up and make my bed. I rearrange stuff on my desk to make it more neat. I go to my bathroom and clean it as well.

I then sneak out of my room. I walk softly down the stairs into the kitchen straight to the medicine cabinet.

I open the cabinet in the kitchen as quietly as possible, grab the sleeping pills of my mothers, glass of water and take as much as I can swallow. I down the water and set the glass in the sink, then proceed to put the almost empty container of sleeping pills up.

I numbly walk up the stairs keeping my feet as light as possible. I make it to my room and quietly shut the door as soft as I can with shaky hands.

Tears stream down my face as I walk swiftly to the bathroom with a purpose. I seem to be on autopilot as I turn the knob to the bath on hot, full blast, tears stream down my face at a more rapid pace. I put the stopper in the tub and watch for a moment as the water rushes around looking for an exit before puddling up. I go to the cabinet grab the razors and quickly set them beside the tub. I start feeling heavy as the medicine kicks in.

I don't have much longer.

I couldn't do this anymore. I couldn't breath. I hated to do this to them. I couldn't live anymore. I couldn't live through the nightmares anymore. The demon on my lungs chanting in my head encouraging me to hurry.

I peel my clothes off slowly.

I am tired of being...busy. Busy with taking deeper breaths to calm me down. Busy with silencing the irrational thoughts that plagued my mind. Busy calming my racing heart. Busy burying memories I wanted so bad to forget, just for them to zombify them selves back into my mind, into my nightmares.

I lost myself in the trauma, I don't know who I am without it. I don't know how to find myself with out it. I am done trying. I will die traumatized. This will be the last hurtful thing I go through.

I sink in the tub and close my eyes, I send an apology to them all. I pray it's my mother that finds me.

Just not Annie, anyone but Annie.

I take the blade, press it against my wrist, I lean my head back and relax, without a second thought I push down and let it slide against my flesh, my flesh burst open, the red mixes in with the clear water turning pink.

I switch hands, I take the blade to my uninjured wrist I push down. Harder this time, I take it across my wrist, a longer distance. More red mixes with clear, making pink. I do it again. On the other. Till I have four cuts on each wrist.

I then lay the blade on the tub. My body is heavier now. I let myself sink. My body mostly in the water except for my head, the water stops at my throat. I close my eyes. My body numb.

I relax as the darkness takes me.

Finally, peace.

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Rileys pov

I gasp as I jolt up in bed, Daniel's head pops up as he looks at me, his eyes only cracked open. "What's wrong" he ask lazily.

My breathing is heavy as I'm out of the bed before he can finish the question. "Navi." Is all I state as I rush out of the room, not bothering to  change from my black silk nightgown or to put shoes on.

I run quickly, my bare feet pushing as my arms swing almost wildly. I turn down the hall and rush down the stairs almost tripping.

I grab my keys from the hook and rush into the cool night air. I jump in my car and out of the corner of my eye see Daniel and Bain exiting the castle.

I don't wait for them as I rush out hoping I'm not to late.

That's the thing about my visions. I never truly know when they happen. The only hint I get is if it wakes me from my sleep it's happening soon, is happening as I dream it or its minutes after it happened.

I stomp on it, pushing the gas pedal to the floor as I drift the curves and race the time.

10 minutes is a long time when your racing death.

I pull up to the house, I barely put my car in park as I rush out of the car and run quickly to the door. I turn the knob but curse as it doesn't budge. Not wasting another second I back up and kick in the door with the heel of my foot. I enter as I hear a scream go through the house.

Annie.

I rush up the stairs as I see Iris come out of her room rubbing her eyes sleepily. I push her out of the way as I rush into Navi's bedroom.

Its clean, to clean, the bed is made. Clothes aren't cluttered around the floor. I rush into the bathroom. It too is clean. I turn my head and see a soaked Annie holding up a pale unconscious Navi from the pink water in the bathtub. Annie is in shock as she stares wide eyed at Navi.

Another scream escapes Annie's throat. I push Annie and take her place of holding Navi. My hand goes to her neck, a faint pulse. Extremely faint.

I pick her up, shes heavier than normal. Water drips from her naked cold body. "Grab a blanket," I instruct with no room for argument. I don't wait for Annie as I rush out of the room with Navi in my arms bridal style.

I hear rummaging from Navis room as I start down the stairs, by the time I get down another set of feet rushes down them to. I walk out of the front door, to the back of my car. I put Navi's body in the backseat.

"Wrap her in the blanket, try to stop the bleeding." I instruct Annie as she crawls in the back. I get back in the car as another car pulls up.

I quickly back out and rush off towards the hospital.

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