Jeongguk noticed his sobs decreasing a while later, but resumed his heart-soothing ministrations nonetheless. “How about we go home and I prepare a warm bath for us, hmm? We can have a glass of wine, your favorite snacks, play your favorite music. What do you say, angel?”

Taehyung sniffled and untucked his head, rubbing his eyes with his small fists before he set them on him. “I-I love baths,” he spoke in a whisper as he fluttered his bloodshot eyes closed, unable to bear the painful burning.

“I know you do,” Jeongguk uttered with a faint smile, his gaze soft as he trailed slow, mellow kisses on his forehead.

“But... I love you more.”

“More than I love you? Impossible.” Jeongguk used a sweetish tone that would usually raise at least a smile from Taehyung, but he felt another slash in his heart when Taehyung's wretched expression remained the same. “Let’s get you home.”

With no response from the boy, Jeongguk gave him a tender kiss on his lips and shifted to the driver’s seat.

Despite his efforts to get another word out of him or make him feel better, Taehyung stayed mute, curled up into a ball in the backseat, feeling simply empty.

After a painfully silent ride with Jeongguk on the brink of crying at any moment since he had no idea how to help his baby, he stepped out of the car and helped Taehyung get out as well. He fastened an arm around his waist and supported him as they shuffled to the door.

The two older men, who were lolling on the couch, glanced in the doorʼs direction once it opened, and their blithe expressions fell upon seeing their state. “What happened?” Seungjo worriedly asked as he muffled the fluffy-haired boy in his hug.

“Let’s talk about it tomorrow, it’s not—“

“They knew,” Taehyung whispered, cutting Jeongguk off. “They knew all along.”

“Oh, baby,” Seungjo breathed out, rubbing placatory patterns on his back. “You can tell us tomorrow, okay? You should go rest.”

It was the first time that Seungjo didn’t question him further, something that left his husband in a daze. “Yes, Taetae, don’t worry.” Jisung took his turn to hug the boy, squeezing him as well.

Taehyung swallowed back the pile of tears that were ready to gush out of his eyes and nodded as he latched onto Jeongguk’s side again.

“Let’s go,” Jeongguk muttered and led him to their bedroom, but they only managed to take a few steps before Taehyung froze in his spot.

“What... What is t-that?” He lifted a wan hand to point at a big object that was placed in the corner of the dining room.

“Oh, damn, I totally forgot about that with everything.” Jeongguk rubbed his forehead with a sigh. “Um, I got you a piano.”

“Wh—What?” Taehyung spluttered, his doe eyes widening. “But I have a piano.”

“But that’s a real piano.”

“An electronic piano is a real piano too, Kookie.” Taehyung's pouty lips relaxed a notch, almost curling into a smile.

“Okay then, that’s a big piano.”

No, Jeongguk didn’t hear wrong. The suave giggle he heard from the boy was scarcely audible, but he heard it for sure.

“I can’t believe... you bought me a whole piano.” Taehyung peeled his gaze away from the instrument and fixed it on him, a moment away from bursting into tears.

“No, no, baby, don’t—don’t cry again, I beg you.” His voice cracked, his own tears already pouring out of his eyes as he clasped him tightly.

“It’s—it’s the b-b-best—” Taehyung gave up on what he wanted to say and instead cried his eyes out once more in his Kookie’s embrace.

Seungjo joined them in the outburst of crying in just a few seconds while his husband followed a minute later, and they scuttled to the two younger boys to nestle them in their hug.

Taehyung chuckled through his tears the moment they joined them, and that was how they spent several minutes crying and laughing at the same time as they shared a chock-full of warmth and endearment hug.

“It’s amazing how you become a crybaby like me when it comes to our boys,” Seungjo teased his husband as they pulled back, making the other two chuckle once again.

“I can’t help it. Except that I love both so much, they remind me of you and me, you know? Remember when your parents found out about us and they treated you... so badly? You cried so much.” Jisung let his head fall with a deep sigh.

“I remember. It was the first time I saw you cry then.” Seungjo wrapped his arms around him and placed a small kiss on his neck. “Boys, we love you both. Go rest as I handle my crybaby.”

“We love you too,” the two said one after another and retreated to their room.

“You sure you don’t want to unwrap your present?” Jeongguk asked as they trod inside.

“You’re the best present, Kookie. I want to spend time with you now.”

“Maybe you should unwrap me then.” It was a lame attempt to tease, but at least it educed a hearty giggle from him.

“Maybe I should,” Taehyung replied with a small kittenish smile as he inched closer, something that surprised the younger greatly.

“Yeah? You really want to...?”

“To have sex? Yeah.” Taehyung clung to him, leaving open-mouth kisses on his neck.

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“To fuck me so good that I won’t remember anything afterwards? Yes please.” He ground against him, now sucking his skin more eagerly. “To make me a mess with your cock and leave me begging for more? Fuck yes.”

They just started having sex about two weeks ago, and Taehyung seemed rather enthusiastic after their first time.

He wasn’t shy anymore when it came to sex; he always made sure to let Jeongguk know how desperate he was for him, how much he loved his cock, how eager he was to have it down his throat or up his hole.

And who was Jeongguk to deny anything his baby wanted?

“So no bath?” he asked, running his hands all over his round ass.

“We can have a bath later. Now I want your cock.”

“It’s all yours, baby.” Jeongguk guided him to the bed as he took the lead and attacked his neck. “All yours to suck, to ride, to pleasure yourself however you want it.” His demanding hands ripped off Taehyung’s jacket and every piece of clothing he was wearing before he slipped out of his clothes too.

“Where do you want my cock, love hmm?” Jeongguk climbed over him and smashed their lips together, tugging at his hair how the older liked it.

“M-mouth,” he murmured and went back to sucking on his lips and tongue, feeling so hungry for him, besotted by him.

“You want Kookie to fuck your throat, angel?” He positioned himself on his knees slowly, right in front of his face.

“Y-yes, Kookie, so much.” He mewled and opened his mouth as wide as he could, his wet tongue hanging out, waiting for something to lick.

“Such a good boy for me.” He held onto the headboard and started feeding him his cock with a swift jerk of his hips.

In an instant, reams of moans and whimpers spread like wildfire through the room from both, already getting lost in the moment.

“Yeah, baby, you suck me so well, always perfect for your Kookie, mmm.” His thrusts were rapid, impatient, but not too rough, his eyes fixated on the intoxicating sight of Taehyung guzzling his cock with such fervency.

Taehyung could only moan louder at the coveted, cock-twitching praises, and try to please his Kookie more and more. He hollowed his cheeks, creating a tighter sensation while he continued taking the length as deep as it could go, grasping his hips in an iron-like grip.

Knowing he had to take a moment to breathe soon, Taehyung kept him steady, the cock down his throat, and he swallowed around it, choking sounds blasting out of his mouth.

“Fuck, fuck, baby.” Jeongguk sucked in a breath at the sudden action, squeezing the headboard even more as a frown of utter satisfaction showed up on his face.

Jeongguk withdrew soon after that and cupped his baby’s messy face; drool was coating his mouth, his chin, and even his neck, a tinge of red had settled on his cheeks, his eyes aflame with lust, clearly seeking more.

He was the most ethereal boy in the whole world. And he was all his.

“You always make your Kookie feel so good, love. Aren’t you the best boy?” He dipped down to blanket his dreamlike face in kisses and claimed his lips, licking all around his mouth.

Taehyung’s high-pitched whimpers were his sole sign of agreement at his words; yes, he was the best boy for him, only him.

“Turn around, angel. Let me take care of you now, hmm?” Jeongguk saw him nod vehemently and broke into a smile, kissing him once more before he slid off him.

Taehyung positioned himself on his knees, revealing his tight hole, the side of his head pressing against the pillow. “K-Kookie, Kookie,” he chanted in a drunk whisper, his erection throbbing between his legs and desperately looking for a simple touch.

“I’m here, baby. Aren’t you a little impatient now?” Jeongguk purred as he settled behind him, giving utterly soft spanks on his thick ass. He pulled his asscheeks apart and dunked his tongue into his heat, dragging it all over his walls as he squished his ass, his fingers digging into his skin.

He drew out a myriad of strangled moans with his actions from the tremoring boy, and Taehyung fisted the bedsheets as he started rocking against his face. Jeongguk smirked at his action and flattened his tongue against his rim, letting the boy rub his delicious, pretty hole on it.

“Oh, K-Kookie, it’s so good, Kookie, I’m gonna cum, can I cum, please?”

“Of course, angel.” Jeongguk scrambled to get under his legs and wrapped his mouth around his swollen cock, wanting the bittersweet substance inside it.

“Oh, oh! Kookie, fuck.” Taehyung only thrust his cock twice and came hard, his whole body shaking violently by the blissful feeling.

Jeongguk sucked him clean, but kept the cum on his tongue and heaved the older to place him on top of him. He hummed, a wordless question of if he wanted to share the cum he had in his mouth, something they usually did by Taehyung’s request.

His response was a volcanic, voracious kiss; he loved tasting himself in his Kookie’s mouth — their saliva blended with the thick liquid did things to him that always left him in a trance of blazing excitation.

As they devoured each other, Taehyung rutted against him, something that triggered Jeongguk’s need for release and led him to break the kiss so he could utter, “Cumming, baby.”

The moment his words infiltrated Taehyung’s ears, he hastily lowered himself and took the cock in his mouth. He felt hot cum bristle it a few seconds later and hummed around it, thrilled by the taste and feeling.

They repeated the previous make-out session with the younger’s cum this time, sucking harder and harder on each other’s faces, wanting to relish every second.

“Fuck, I love you so much,” Jeongguk muttered between the pecks, raising a content smile from him.

“Love you too, Kook.”

“You want to continue?”

“Yes, yes please, I wanna feel you, want your cock inside me, want you to fuck me,” Taehyung babbled as he rubbed his naked body against him lewdly.

“Turn around for me then.”

In a few seconds, Taehyung was on all fours, mewling in anticipation of what was coming. Then, he felt a lubed finger invade his walls, reaching as deep as possible, but it wasn’t enough. “More, Kookie, give me more.”

“You already want more, love?” Jeongguk slyly asked, but gave him what he wanted. He embedded two fingers into his pink hole, moving them in tight circles, loving how Taehyung choked on his endless moans by the action. “You’re taking my fingers so well, baby.” He craned forward to lick all over his hole and suckled his balls in his mouth.

Taehyung keenly met the movement of his hand, drool trickling down his chin from his open mouth. “More, more.”

“My baby is always so eager to be filled as much as possible, hmm?” A lecherous chuckle passed through his lips with his remark, but again, who was he to deny anything from his baby?

He squeezed three fingers into him at a slow pace, knowing no matter how much Taehyung loved it, he would feel a bigger amount of pain now. He traced wet kisses on his tantalizing ass, dragging his tongue around his rim once again, and when Taehyung started moving his hips, he pushed his fingers in and out.

Gradually, the tightness around his digits decreased, and he pulled them out, hardly able to wait any longer to shove his dripping with precum cock inside him.

“You okay, angel? You want my cock?” He squirted a generous amount of lube on his length and pumped it a few times.

“Yes! Yes, Kookie, fill me up, please, please—ah!” A chain of sinful moans tumbled out of him as Jeongguk struck into him in one go and stayed there, grasping his waist and swiveling his hips in tight circles against his ass, just how he did with his fingers before.

The pressure against his prostate was much greater, as well as the level of pleasure Taehyung felt. Being cram-full with Jeongguk’s cock he loved so much had his eyes rolling at the back of his head and his erection pounding.

“You feel so good, baby, your hole is so warm for me.” Jeongguk had trouble maintaining the perfect small circles he produced with his hips as his want to slam inside him hiked up by the second.

With a load of low groans, he edged away, leaving only the tip inside his hole, and smoothly popped his cock back in, setting a steady, brisk rhythm as he riveted his hands on his hips.

“Oh, Kookie, s-so b-big, I love y-your cock, Kookie, mmm.” Taehyung gripped the headboard as he rocked back on his length, meeting his nimble thrusts zealously.

“And I love your hole, baby, always sucking in my cock so well,” he said with a grunt as he penetrated him in a way that knocked the breath out of him.

The clashing of their bodies sent sparks up their spines as with every deft push of his hips, Taehyung sank more and more into the mattress.

Sensing his baby’s legs squirm, Jeongguk slipped out of him to flip him over and crawled on top of him. “You okay, love?” He didn’t wait at all to shower him with kisses throughout his blissed-out face, brushing his cock against his hole.

“Yes, Kookie, so good, I’m so close,” Taehyung croaked out through his whimpers, enjoying his teasing actions and his fond kisses.

“Me too, baby.” He let his cock pierce through his rim as Taehyung twined his wobbly legs around his waist, his pace slow but the penetration deep, fierce.

They juddered together, arms laced around each other, their breaths and moans becoming one, their bodies glued in their insatiable desire to feel their hearts merging as well.

And they felt it, both of them felt it as they did every time; their heartbeats palpitated at the same animalistic tempo, their gaze conveyed the same desperation and love and lust for one another, their bodies screamed, blazed by the once-in-a-lifetime, paradisaical feeling of connecting with their loved one in a way that left them inebriated, content, complete.

No words were necessary when their moans waxed and their grip tightened more if it was possible. They came at the same time and didn’t let go even after they rode off their high.

That was the moment they craved the most.

The moment they would stay clung to one another after sharing such profound feelings that didn’t need words to be expressed and remain there until their raging pulse would return to normal, and all that would be left would be uncontrollable warmth, love, and bliss nestled against their hearts.

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“I can’t explain what I feel about you. I just... I love you so, so much. I love you. I. Love. You,” Jeongguk spoke in an utterly soft tone as he caressed his head.

“I know what you mean. I feel the same, Kookie. I love you so much that no matter how many songs I write about you, I can never explain it enough. I just love you.” He left a few sweet kisses on his shoulder, savoring the heat of his body that warmed every inch of his.

“Let’s take a bath, angel.” Jeongguk pecked his lips and drew away, reaching for the wet wipes to clean themselves.

Fully dressed, they headed to the bathroom, undressed once more, and filled the bathtub with warm water, adding some aromatic shampoo to create bubbles.

They submerged their tired bodies into the water, and Jeongguk positioned him on his lap, holding him tenderly.

“How are you feeling, Taebear?”

The said Taebear hummed, placing soft pecks on his cheek as he draped his arms over his nape and fastened his legs around him. “I feel... full to the brim of you. I felt empty before, you know? I couldn’t believe whatever happened. But feeling you so close brought me back and filled me with you. It’s not about the sex. It’s about the feeling afterwards. That feeling always makes me feel so close to you, fills me with you. Do I make sense?”

“Yes, baby. I understand you.” Jeongguk smiled, brushing his hair back with delicate moves. “I feel full to the brim of you. That’s so beautiful. I can relate a ton to that.”

A honeyed giggle emitted from Taehyung’s mouth, and he strung their lips together, sighing softly into the loving kiss. “Thank you, love. And this is a situation I have to say thank you instead of showing how thankful I am with a song. Because what you did for me today was so heartwarming. Thank you because you stood up for me. You protected me. Accepted me in your family, called me a member of your family. Comforted me. Bought me an amazing gift. No one has ever loved me like you. And I have never loved anyone as I love you. So thank you.”

“Angel.” Jeongguk nibbled his bottom lip, trying to control his emotions that were all over the place. “I should thank you for choosing me. For letting me into your life. I’ll always be here to protect you and comfort you, and of course you’re a part of this family. And once you’re in, you can’t just leave. We don’t accept this behavior in this house. You’re trapped in here. But only if you want to.”

“I don’t understand.” He chuckled as he rucked his brows. “How am I trapped in here but only if I want to? That’s not being trapped.”

Jeongguk glanced away, nipping at his bottom lip once more. His heartbeat sped up at the thought of vocalizing what he wanted, but with a few gulps of air, he found the courage to set his gaze on him. “Move in with me. Permanently.”

From wrinkled, Taehyung’s brows popped apart as he gazed at him with big doe eyes. “Y-you want me here?”

“Of course, love, what question is that? I love having you here, and my parents too, who are already your parents as well, you just haven’t realized it yet.” He chuckled as he kissed his stunned expression away. “Living with you is the best thing ever. And we can find our own place sometime, but for now, I want you to feel how it feels to have a family. I was lucky enough to get adopted by these two amazing, sweet, kind men, who loved me and still love me uncontrollably. I want you to feel that too, angel. I want you to have everything in this world. So please, stay here. Stay with me. Stay with our dads.”

Taehyung tucked his face into the crook of his neck as his body shook with his faint cries, feeling a galaxy of love flow through his entire body. “Thank you, thank y-you s-so much, Kookie, I d-don’t deserve y-you.”

“Don’t say that. You deserve the world. How many times do I have to tell you this?” He stroked his back to assuage his crying state. “I know these are happy tears, but please, no more crying. My heart aches when you cry.”

The older sniffled and wiped his cheeks, smiling through his tears as he gave him a fond look. “You had said... your heart aches for me. That day in the changing room, remember?”

“I remember. It was when you were hurt, and I kicked everyone out of the room to talk to you. I didn’t know anything then. I didn’t know you were suffering so much and who had hurt you. Maybe I didn’t get to kill Jongwon, but at least I took you away from him.”

“You saved me is the right word. You saved me and gave me so much love. You’re my angel.”

“And you’re mine.” Jeongguk beamed at him as he held his face and drew a few kisses on his lips. “But you still didn’t answer me.”

“What?”

“Do you want to move in?”

“I thought it was obvious? Of course, Kookie!” He squashed him in his hug, evoking heaps of laughter from him as he giggled as well.

“Thank you, angel. You make me so happy.”

Taehyung ran his fingers through his cherry hair, his eyes alight with adoration as they stared at his Kookie. “And you give me peace. You’re everything I needed to find some peace. I love you so much, Kookie.”

“I love you too, baby.”

They sealed their heartfelt, sweet words with a stream of kisses, caresses, and cuddles, feeling the most loved and happiest they’ve ever been.

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Okay, this is my favorite chapter of this book, like, I can't believe I wrote that😭 Tomorrow I'll publish the last chapter... I'm not ready for this to end!