12. 06. 0020
Today was the day.
Jungkook had been holding on for way too long. The feeling just like Yuki had predicted was growing by the day.
It was very unfortunate that Namjoon couldn't be here to see the youngster confess his love to Yoongi.
Truth be told, is Namjoon helped him a lot in the process even though he barely knew what the younger kept babbling about.
He would ask for advice very swiftly and carefully so the older one wouldn't understand who he meant.
The question still remains, why today?
Why is today too much?
Well, yesterday Woojin had beaten him up badly, leaving him barely conscious. As the blood rolled down his chin from his mouth he saw his half brother touching his thighs.
He knew what was about to happen. It's what happens every time. Yet today Jungkook didn't passively let the older do as he pleases.
Even in his poor state, he struggled out o the other's grasp and slapped him on the face, leaving his hand-printed on the older's pale skin.
Both stayed like that, staring, not daring to move one single muscle.
Shortly, Jungkook felt a blow to his neck, knocking him completely unconscious.
When he woke up, he knew Woojin had had his way with him yet that is not the point.
The point is that for the first time in his life Jungkook fought back.
When Woojin talked badly about Yoongi and his friends he felt an anger he had never felt before.
They are his safe haven, how dare Woojin talk bad about them?
People say love makes us stronger and in Jungkook's case, it made him believe in himself and in a better future.
He is starting to understand just how wrong his relationship with his family is.
Yoongi would never hurt him, never lay a finger on him without his consent.
And the same goes for the other boys.
Taehyung was like a real brother to him. Looking after him whenever he saw the younger alone.
Jimin and Hoseok as well, make his day brighter with just one small joke.
Last but not least Jin and Namjoon. They both are like parents to him. Two fathers who care more for him than his biological parents.
So with all the love and safety, he held from the boys he's sitting by the piano, this time on the lower part, being taught "au claire de la lune". A small and easy French piece.
Yoongi was visibly focused on the chords in front of him, trying to explain the whole thing in a very easy matter to the younger.
Jungkook on his hand was with his mind in another place.
His eyes linger all around the older's slender yet muscular body. How one annoying little hair dangled from his forehead, disturbing his eye.
Jungkook can't help but let his left hand reach for it and put it behind his ear.
Yoongi stops mid-sentence and locks eyes with the doe-eyed.
The brunette takes short breaths just as if he had run a marathon.
His lungs tighten and his heartbeat raises high. His cheeks blush furiously as he looks down at the older's rosy lips.
Yoongi looks just as flustered, shaking slightly with his hand, making the paper shake with it.
It's too much. Just mere seconds ago Jungkook had all the power. He was certain of his actions and wanted to confess yet now it's all to foggy, all in the past.
"I ...." the taller dares to speak but not more can escape his tight lips.
Yoongi notices the struggle and reaches out for his hand, letting the sheet fall on the floor.
Both their hand were cold as ice yet their hearts beat as one, warming their tummy and giving them a euphoric feeling all around.
"I ... I want ... to ..." Yoongi is too overwhelmed himself to say anything so to make it easier he leans in and lets his body do all the talking.
He places a long and sweet kiss on the younger's left cheek, sending strokes of electricity all around the area.
Jungkook can make out stars in his vision and were he not sitting he's sure to have fallen down on the ground.
The younger takes Yoongi's example and lets his body do all the work, reaching out for the other's lips with the tip of his fingers.
He lets his index digit draw the lines of the older's lips wanting nothing more than to taste them. To finally feel those lips on his own.
Yoongi was too high on ecstasy leaning in again but this time targeting Jungkook's lips.
Suddenly the door opens, both boys stand up abruptly. Jungkook goes behind Yoongi instinctively.
"Seems like it's true. You fags use this as a hideout to have sex. Jesus this is absolutely disgusting." Mr.Choi screams out reaching out for Jungkook, making him come out of his safe place.
"The hell Jungkook? Why can't you be like your brother? You think your brother would go around letting people get their way with him?" Jungkook tries to suppress his tears.
Woojin did in fact have sex with boys just not the ones Mr.Choi thinks.
"I ... I don't have ... sex Mr.Choi." The director rolls his eyes.
Yoongi was standing behind, gritting his teeth.
"Of course, you don't have sex, you let yourself get fucked, don't you?" Yoongi loses it standing right in front of the director.
"How can Mr.CHoi say such vulgar words to us? We did nothing wrong, you can't prove your words, Mr. Choi!" The shorter looks serious to the older's face, anger burning in his eyes.
"One more word and you're expelled, Mr. Min." JUngkook's eyes widen.
He couldn't let that happen, better to get locked at home than let Yoongi go. He knows he's having a hard time coping with his mother's loos, he simply cannot let Yoongi stay alone at home.
"I ... I'm sorry sir ... don't expel him!" The oldest lifts his right hand and Jungkook can only feel the warmth of the slap causing a print on his torn face.
Yoongi doesn't waste one second before shoving the older against the wall, making him cease the slap.
"What the fuck is wrong with you? Beating a student? You think that's what you should be doing?" The director spits on the floor and puffs his shoulders causing his body to look bigger.
"You're expelled Min Yoongi, get out now! If I see you anywhere near this school I'll beat you up myself." Yoongi isn't afraid of him and approaches the older more.
Jungkook holds him back whispering him to stop.
"You fucker got no authority to tell me anything." The director lifts his hand again, but this time Jungkook holds it there.
"He'll go Mr. Choi. He will never go near the perimeter of school again." Yoongi was having none of it, wanting to punch back yet one quick glance at Jungkook tells him he shouldn't.
The other's doe eyes crying, his cheek red from the blow, how could he deny him anything.
Jungkook drags him out, bowing to the director.
"I'll have my way with you fag, don't worry you can stay here in school." Before Yoongi could do anything rushed again Jungkook leaves the storage room, pushing him along.
"I'm gonna kill that fucker! How dare he call us fag? I ain't fucking any man." Those words even though hollow and meaningless to Yoongi hurt Jungkook deeply.
He's been in love with him for a long while now, they were about to kiss mere seconds ago and now all seems forgotten.
It appears to be a game to Yoongi, an easy target to get laid, but Jungkook's heart already belongs to him.
The body is circumstantial yet the heart is something only a few people will get.
Tears fill his eyes and the youngster can't help but feel guilty.
Anger doesn't exist here, even if Yoongi told him he was the biggest bitch, he would take it and surely believe it since for him the older meant the world.
It's all cause of him, his gay way of being caught them in trouble and now Yoongi is expelled.
"He'll see, I don't need this stupid school, I'm smart enough to get to college without this shit." The older is visibly upset and leaves Jungkook all alone with his evil thoughts wandering his head aimlessly.
Is it over? Will I ever have him?
No ...
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