I open my eyes and look at the light outside. I cried myself to sleep yesterday evening. What's the time? I check my phone and see it's 4am, the time I'd normally get up.

After changing into some black running leggings and a black sports bra I go to the gym and see Robin adjusting the bars.

I ignore him and go to a punching bag and start punching it. Robin stops doing what he's doing and walks up to me.

"Cat." He says using my nickname and I look at him.

"What?" I ask irritated and he looks at me.

"What do you mean what? nobody seen you after yesterday evening." He points out.

"And?" I ask not wanting to tell him I spent most of it crying then I fell asleep.

"And I want to know what's wrong. If I can't be your boyfriend I at least want to be there for you." He says and I look away from him.

"Nothing is wrong." I lie with a fake smile at the ground as tears fall from my eyes.

He pulls me in for a hug and I just stand there numb, "If you're going to fake being ok at least pull it off." He says and I smile as more tears fall.

"I just don't want to get hurt again." I say and he breaks apart the hug then cups my face with his gloved hands.

"I would never hurt you." He says seriously, "I love you and the sooner you realise it the better." He says then looks at the time, "It's quarter past, want to watch the sunrise and talk about it? I know how much you love watching the sun rise." He says and I nod wiping my eyes.

"Sure, just let me get changed into my suit." I say then leave and go to my room to change into my normal suit.