We were on a plane on our way to New York. I was breathing heavily as I looked out the window.

"Calm down Rich." John said looking at me. I shook my head and looked down at my hands. I need to see her. I need to feel her arms around me. I need to kiss her. I need to see her beautiful smile again. The babies. I need to be there for her.

I watched as the plane landed. A few minutes later we were off the plane and made our way into a car.

"Where is she!?" I grunted as George told me to calm down. We spent the entire afternoon searching New York for her. This ended in being chased by fans and having our pictures taken anytime we showed up in public. I hated it.

A few hours later, George shook his head as he made his way back inside the car.

"No luck."

"We need to go back Richard." Paul said.

"Fuck off Paul."

"This is what she wanted."

I looked over at him.

"What d'you mean?"

"Before all of this happened...I had a chat with her. She told me she wanted things to go back."

The car pulled up to the airport. I sighed and got out as John and George walked ahead of us.

"What else did she tell you?"

"She told me that she loves you. But it's not your time to be together."

"That's crazy Paul. She's pregnant! What kind of person would I be to leave her when she's expecting??"

"I know Richard. But...it's what she wants. You're married to Maureen now. Live your life with her."

"She cheated on me."

"You cheated on Rosy."

"...that's not fair."

I looked down as Paul put a hand on my shoulder.

"You have to forget about everything that has happened over these past few months Richard. I know it was special but...things are back to normal now. We don't need the press thinking we've gone mad."

I felt tears running down my face as I nodded.

"Come on. Let's go."

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