Richard's p.o.v

I held Rosy's hair as she puked in the toilet.

"Whelp, atleast now we know what chinese food does to you." I said rubbing her back.

"But I love it." She pouted. "Stupid hormones."

I laughed. "Come on."

I helped her up. She brushed her teeth and sat on the bed.

"If you're not feeling to well Rosy, we can wait on the film." George said rubbing her stomach.

"No Geo I want to go."

"There will be other chances Rosy. The cold will just make you worse. You should relax in bed."

"That sounds nice about now. Just an evening in without doing anything sounds amazing." Paul said reading a magazine.

"Maybe you're right." She said sighing.

"There's probably a film on the telly anyways." George smiled.

Rosy laid in bed as John lit a smoke. I was laying with Rosy when I smelled the air.

"John don't be smoking pot with Rosy in the same room."

"It's alright babe. It smells so goood." She said. "D'you think I can take a puff?"

"Sure love. Ere." John said handing her a spliff.

I watched as she inhaled and sighed. I took it from her and did the same.

John lit another and another and another and soon we were all high out of our minds.

"I think I see a rainbow!" Paul giggled while inhaling. John laughed playing with Paul's hair.

The room was covered in smoke and George was jumping around making the smoke disappear. Rosy was laying on me, tracing her finger over my lips. It tickled.

"What time is it?" I said blinking.

"Uuuhh...Holy Shit The Clock Is Turning!!!" George yelled jumping on the bed. Rosy giggled as George kissed her legs.

"Youurrr so sooofft." He smiled.

It felt like the room was spinning. I sat up as Rosy rolled off of me.

"Joohhnn. I think I sat on your glasses." Paul laughed.

"Its okay love. I have another pair in the vehicle."

"Do you hear that!?" I said as everyone sat up and stayed quiet. There was a knock at the door.

"It's a monster!" Rosy yelled as we all jumped on the bed.

"George go check what it is." I said. He shook his head.

"I'll do it." John said opening the door. It was a guy holding a box of pizza.

"Food!" Rosy said getting up and paying the man. He left and we all attacked the food. Rosy giggled wiping my cheek with a napkin.

"So messy." She smiled as I took a bite from her slice of pizza. She kissed me and continued eating.

"We need to have more nights like this." Paul said laying on the floor.

Rosy crawled on the bed and sat up lighting another joint. I crawled on the bed with her and took it from her hand, taking a long drag. She giggled as I kissed her neck. She smelled so good.

She laid back and inhaled, blowing smoke into the air.

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Rosy's p.o.v

(Dream)

I moaned as I felt someone kiss my neck from behind. I leaned my head back and moved up and down. Everything felt so dizzy. I realised I was on top of someone.

Pleasure washed over me with every move. I opened my eyes. Everything was blurry.

I was pulled up and laid on my back. I ran a hand through my hair feeling someone enter me. I let out a moan as someone kissed my neck. My lips were met with someone elses as my breasts were grabbed.

I let out cries of pleasure as I ran a hand through someone's hair. My body was so sensitive. I never wanted this to end. I could feel the bed shake with every thrust. The smell of sex filled the room. Smoke was still in the air. I was turned around as someone new entered me. I gripped the bedsheets feeling warm lips kiss down my back.

It was all too surreal. Hands everywhere. Kisses everywhere. Moaning, touching, thrusting, breathing. I screamed feeling my orgasm take over me. It was unlike anything I've ever felt before.

I felt like I couldn't breathe. My heart was racing as I was turned on my back again and my legs were pulled over someones shoulders. It began all over again. I couldn't handle it anymore.

It all came to an end after what seemed like my hundredth orgasm. I was even more sensitive now. I laid back and tried catching my breath as I closed my eyes from exhaustion.

......

I woke up startled from my dream. What was that all about? Stupid hormones are really getting the best of me. I yawned and rubbed my eyes.

I picked my head up off the pillow and gasped looking around. That was a lot more than a dream.

Richard and George were lying on either side of me. John's head was on my stomach, between my legs as Paul had his arms wrapped around John's waist and his head resting on my leg. We were all naked. I groaned and laid back.

"John." I shook him and he moved around. His chest rubbing between my legs. This made me bite my lip. I shook him again. He moved again, making me more aroused. He knew this. He rested his chin on my stomach and smirked at me. Richard moved around and wrapped his arm around me. I was stuck in this position now.

John moved his head lower and teased me with his tongue. I had to bite my lip hard from moaning. I moved my free arm and pulled his hair. He grazed my thigh with his teeth. I tried to push him away but he just kept going. After a few minutes I felt myself coming close.

John moved his tongue faster, making me break my silence. I moaned loud waking everyone up. John didn't care. He took this opportunity to slide two fingers into me, making me pull his hair and finally reach my orgasm. He slowed down and gave one last lick before kissing up my body and kissing me with force.

We finally pulled apart and smiled at each other. Paul saw this and pouted.

"I need a fuckin smoke." he said getting out of bed and putting his underwear and jeans on. He grabbed a cigarette and the lighter and made his way outside.

"Paul come on." John called as Paul slammed the door.

"I just want to know, did we all..."

"Fuck each other last night? Yes." John said yawning and falling off the bed. I giggled as he sat up and rubbed his head.

George got up and walked to the restroom as I pulled the bed sheets over me and Ritchie. He pulled me close to him and I smiled, fixing his messy hair. My stomach grumbled.

"I feel bad for this baby. I mean it has to listen to all this sex that's going on." Richard laughed.

"It's not my fault you can't keep your hands off me." I giggled as he kissed my neck.

"Don't you two ever get enough?" John said putting clothes on.

"No not really." Richard smirked getting up.

I watched as John walked outside to Paul.

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Paul's p.o.v

I inhaled my smoke and sighed. The cold air felt nice against my chest.

Why was John so infatuated with Rosy all of a sudden? The way he looks at her now. It's like he's falling in love with her. I was jealous. But why the hell wouldn't I be? I have every right to be upset.

Rosy is gorgeous. But...what am I? He's always talking about her and how she's so carefree and beautiful. I know he loves me. But I wish he just loved me. Only me.

Plus, I was there before he was. I was the first one aside from Richard that showed my love for Rosy. It's like I didn't matter anymore. It hurt.

(Flashback)

"Hello?"

"Um hi...is Paul there?"

"Speaking."

"Paul it's Rosy."

I smiled and put my pen down. "Heya Rosy! Haven't seen you in a few weeks." Fucking hell I sounded desperate.

She giggled. I missed hearing her voice.

"Richard's gone for the day. Can you come over?"

I thought for a few seconds. "Are you sure? Wouldn't you get in trouble?"

"I really need to see you. When are you free?"

"I'm free today."

"Can you come over now?"

She sounded a little nervouse.

"Sure love. I'll be there soon."

She sighed. "Thank you. See you then." She hung up. I smiled and felt myself blush.

Dammit Paul she has a boyfriend already. Stop acting like a love sick idiot. She's not married. But she has a boyfriend. It's not right to be sleeping with another man's girlfriend. It's only happened a few times. Shut up!

I got dressed and fixed my hair. Fucking hell Paul you're just going to see this girl. It's not like a date or anything. I sighed and made my way to the door.

I drove to Richard's flat and knocked on the door nervously. Rosy opened the door and smiled nervously when she saw me.

"Thank you for coming Paul. Come in."

I smiled and walked in.

"Um you can sit." She said pointing to the couch.

"You seem different." I said taking my coat off.

"How so?" She said quickly. I walked over to her and held her hands.

"Are you alright?"

She sighed and looked up at me.

"I'm pregnant."

I froze. I looked down at her. "And?"

"Fucking christ Paul. We've slept with each other more than once that night. We didn't use protection. I feel guilty enough as it is but...now this!?"

"Calm down love. It can be fixed."

"What? An abortion?"

"Well...yeah."

"Paul I don't know if I can do that. I mean what if this is Richard's baby?"

"Yeah and what if it comes out looking like me? I've become good friends with your boyfriend Rosy. He loves you. Not only will it end my friendship with him but it will ruin your relationship with him as well. Do you want that to happen?"

She bit her lip and sat on the couch. I sat next to her.

"No I guess not."

"I'll pay for it."

She looked at me. "What?"

"This is half my fault too. I should have known better. I'll pay for it. I'll even take you."

"Paul I..."

I pressed my lips against hers. She kissed back softly. I pulled back. "Just tell him you're going to run a few errands. We can meet up somewhere and I'll take you."

She nodded and put her hand on my cheek.

"Thank you Paul."

I smiled. She leaned in and hugged me. I held her close as she rested her head on my shoulder.

......

I sighed and noticed John come out. He was dressed already.

"Bum a cigarette?"

I nodded and handed him one. He lit it and inhaled.

"John?" I asked looking up at the sky. "Do you love Rosy?"

"What d'you mean?"

"You know what I mean."

He sighed and shook his head.

"I do love her. I love her like a friend. I love you like a lover."

"But you're always with her now. It's like she has a hold on you."

"Paul are we really going to start?"

"I'm not starting anything. I just...I just don't know sometimes."

"Paul I love you alright? Don't make things bigger than they really are."

"You never stopped sleeping with other birds. I know you still do it."

He groaned and scratched the back of his head. "Paul I'm sorry I'm not completely queer alright? I've told you before, I like women too."

"I'm not completely queer either John. But I manage to be honest and commited to you."

"Paul why can't a simple I love you just count?"

"Because I doubt if you even mean it sometimes!"

He flicked his cigarette. I made him angry. But i didn't care.

"Then maybe this isn't going to work out." He glared at me. I felt my heart drop.

"John." I said. He just shook his head and made his way back inside. I swallowed the lump in my throat. I wiped the tear rolling down my cheek and flicked my cigarette. Just then Rosy came out.

"What d'you want?" I said sounding annoyed.

"Are you alright?" she said walking over to me.

"I'm fine."

"Paul."

"Me and John are over." I felt my voice shake. She held my hand.

"Paul...he's just upset."

"No. He told me it wasn't going to work out. Maybe he's right."

"Don't say that. He loves you..."

"Oh really?? That's why he goes around fucking every bird he comes across!? Even you!"

She stayed quiet. I sighed.

"Rosy I...I didn't mean that."

"Paul. He loves you. He really does. But you can't just expect him to change his entire lifestyle for you. I know you mean well but so does he."

"So what? Just take his side then."

"That's not what I'm doing."

"I don't fit in here Rosy."

"Yes you do Paul."

"No."

"Paul?"

"Hmm."

"I love you."

I looked up at her. "Do you?"

"Of course. You've always been there for me. I haven't forgotten about....those nights."

"You still remember. I almost ruined your relationship with Richard."

"But you didn't. You own a piece of my heart Paulie."

I smiled as she walked up to me and kissed my cheek. I blushed. After all these years, she could still make me do that.

"Teddy boy to mop top." She smile playing with my hair.

"Times change love." I whispered kissing her softly. She giggled. I rested my hand on her stomach.

"Maybe this time..."

"Maybe." She whispered.

Richard walked out and shivered. "Fucking hell it's cold out. Come in you two before you get frost bitten."

Rosy giggled. "You mean frost bite babe."

"Yeah well, it's all the same. Come on."

We laughed watching him go back inside.

"Rosy I don't know if I want to speak to John."

"It'll be alright Paul. Come on." She grabbed my hand and pulled me inside.

.......

Rosy and George yelled as a giant shark popped out of the water on screen.

"Holy shit did you see the size of that thing!?" George yelled as Rosy giggled. Richard fell asleep in the drivers seat and John left a few minutes ago to get a drink. He was still upset. He wasn't talking to me.

I waited and waited but he never came back. I sighed. I need to talk to him.

"I'm off out." I said as Rosy nodded. I walked along a few cars and looked around for John. He was nowhere in sight. I put my hands in my coat pockets to stay warm. I was getting worried.

My heart sank when I saw John with a bird against a car. She had her legs around his waist as he thrust into her. I felt tears welling up in my eyes. He always did this to me. He always betrayed me when I asked him not to. And I was finally tired of it.

I watched as he turned and saw me watching. He didn't stop though. I wiped my tears and turned on my heel running out of the drive in lot.

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Rosy's p.o.v

The movie finished as Richard sat up in his seat.

"Brilliant film that was."

"You didn't even watch it." George pouted.

"You missed a great film babe." I said kissing his cheek.

"Where's Paul?" I looked around. "He said he was off out earlier."

"Maybe he went out with John." George said stretching.

"John was gone way before that." I said beginning to get a bad feeling in my stomach.

"We'll look for him." Richard said getting out. "Come on George. Rosy stay here in case he comes back."

I nodded and sat back in my seat. The minutes passed. I looked out the window and noticed John coming back. He saw me and got in.

"Where's paul?" He asked.

"Isn't he with you?"

"No. I uh..."

"Oh John." I said sounding disappointed.

"It just happened."

"We don't know where Paul is." Richard said coming back inside.

"He's got to be here." I said. I was beginning to get worried. Richard sighed.

"We'll wait here until it clears out alright? Maybe he just got lost."

"I hope so." I said biting my lip.

The minutes passed and there was still no sign of him. I glared at John through the rearview mirror. He looked upset.

.....

"Still no luck." Richard said coming back an hour later. The lot was practically empty now. I felt my heart sink.

George came back and shook his head. No luck.

"Maybe he walked back to the motel?" I said.

"Maybe. Let's check. If not...."

"He has to be there." John said. His voice shakey.

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