I did something awful

Truely terrible

And I honestly don't blame her for muting me

I'm so sorry

I deserve whatever happens.

I just want to fix it, but I don't think she wants me to

If any of you were reading my last s/mb

Then you must remember this chapter

Yeah, I know

I'm a horrible human being

I don't know why I ever posted that

But I didn't understand back then

I didn't understand that people actually cared for those who lived miles away

Some took it to heart

AngelaFranin , Thirteenangels13, and KwirtyGames were the ones who took it the hardest, I think

I don't know if it still bothers the other two, but I know it devastated Angela

And let me make this clear

I do not hate Angela

She is an amazing friend of mine and one of my first on the sight

And I destroyed everything i had with her with a single chapter

And I don't blame her

Honestly, if anything, I feel like I would do the same thing if I was in her shoes

I don't deserve to have friends

Because I had failed to realize back then that internet friends are real friends

They're the most real friends you can have

Don't do what I did

Keep them close

I'm sorry

Don't talk her into unmuting me

This is my mistake, and I will live with the consequences if she wants me to

I'm not the victim

She is

Angela, if you read this, I'm sorry that you waisted your time being friends with an awful person like me

I hope that some day in the future you can forgive me

Goodbye