TW: Death kinda, derealisation.

I.. I genuinely don't think I'm fully sane anymore and I'm scared.

I have little to no concept of time.

Is this really just a memory that I'm reliving?

Maybe I'm dead and this is my brain doing something.

Maybe life is all a dream.

Someone I love could die at any moment, but are they really real in the first place?

I was scared of my own shadow just now, just stood staring at it in the bathroom in fear.

I'm begging people who don't know me and can't hear me not to leave me, please don't leave me.

I dunno how to finish this, I'm just gonna go to sleep now and hope things are better in the morning.