So I feel like there are 3 different versions of myself.

I researched some but I feel like the things that could have caused OSDD (my only candidate that I've found) happened after 10 years old. Or at least as far as I remember. Also I don't really have amnesia. Sort of. Idk how to explain it, it's like I remember the thing happening but it's like someone else did it?

And I looked into it but the versions of myself aren't, like.... distinct people. All are me, just... separate. Like I don't exactly have relationships with other parts of me, except for jumping in to comfort another part of me/take over in panic attack inducing situations.

But again: ALL ARE ME. I am all of them at the same time.

I kinda interact with the other parts of me too but I am all sides of the interaction.

Also I should explain that one of the three sides I don't really see much of. She's a little kid and I've only been that part of me twice I think. I sometimes feel it in the back of my mind but its not usually very prominent.

This is the only place I'm sharing this because what if I'm faking it? What if I'm doing it for attention?????

I know that's not logical because I've literally never told anyone about this and it doesn't happen any less when I'm alone, but I don't want to disrespect/offend anyone so I don't want to share it anywhere apart from here but IM SO CONFUSED.

I've literally been both of my main states while writing this. It's like we're both at the front of our head right now, which doesn't happen very often.

BUT HOW CAN WE BE TWO DIFFERENT ENTITIES WHILE BEING THE SAME PERSON. I AM BOTH OF THESE PEOPLE. WTF.