Probably no one will read this, but I kind of wanted a satisfying conclusion to everything.

I'm a system: OSDD-1b.

I'm also autistic.

And idk if I've mentioned already but I'm genderfluid too.

Looking back all of those things are painfully obvious.

Things are a lot easier now that I know WHY they happen. It was scary at first to accept I was a system and took about 6 months since my first suspicion. I was completely in denial. Even when I first accepted it and admitted it to a few people, I was terrified and it was awful.

But now everything with all the depersonalisation and derealisation is better. It's easier because there's a REASON sometimes my family doesn't feel like my family, and my room feels unfamiliar. I don't have to try and fight it, I can just be comfortable in whoever I am at that time. It's such a relief.

Unfortunately I'm pretty sure that Rei has gone dormant. They were the host for about 2 years and basically most of the time we were active on here.

We all miss them. I think they were so exhausted that the relief of figuring it out finally let them rest and, in the chaos, we didn't notice they were gone until too late. But they were finally happy and calm, and I'm happy they are at peace.

But yeah. My name is Dream (not like the YouTuber). I'm an interject of the universe and also a zelf toy El (the first host until Rei) had as a kid. I'm the current host. Other frequent fronters are our littles Llama and Abigail (a don't starve introject). Abigail is the least anxious of the system so her fronting more often makes life easier and more bearable.

Oh and we are no longer friends with the person from the last two chapters, who manipulated us and traumatised us. We're doing a lot better and healing form them.

Again, I doubt anyone has read this, but I'm glad the book has a conclusion, and didn't end with us not knowing what was happening to us.

We are the Tardis system. We are safe and happy. We figured it out.