For years I have yearned to get a tattoo done on my back and the idea has not left me for 20 years. I can never find the exact design that is in my head in any parlor i have visited...I realize I probably never will and will have to have an artist do it for me so i can take it to someone who will do a good job upon me. I have finally found several of the pieces that i want to combined into the art itself...here are the pieces of it.

What I yearn for is this flaming heart design to be along the spine at the center of the wings that flare out from it with some of the flames bleeding into feathers that sweep downwards and bleed into holly vines starting along the bottom half of wings and trail down. It symbolizes to me that I have a passion for life and God in my heart and soul that reflects from me into my name. I also want this to look almost as if it is a Henna tattoo with slightly dark sepia toned colors so it doesn't stand out so strongly...I want this to look soft almost like a watercolor painting...it would reflect the tones of my burns that I had acquired when I was a child from a housefire...those burns have faded and now look like soft watercolors upon my skin in soft purples, pinks, and creams. I would like to hear some feed back on what you think about this...especially my mother who reads what I post here.  I also figured I would let those of my readers who are interested know a little bit more about me and my desires. Another thing about me that you might want to know is I love to read and write romance stories...both Male x Male and Male x Female pairings (currently- there will be Female x Female eventually because I do not believe love is restricted to just one type of love.) I believe love isn't something that should be chained or boxed to just one way...it is a free entity that should not caged but allowed to fly free...love is not a sin or evil..it is something so pure that it should be cherished no matter what form it comes in. To me God is love and he made us all in his image (male and female)...I do not believe (this is just my belief) that he would put conditions on such a wonderful thing as love. I do not and will not judge anyone for the love they feel for another fellow person...i will always encourage it so long as it is consensual and does not harm anyone. I believe no one else should care who someone loves...it is not involving them so if they do not like seeing love in any form then they should just shut their trap and turn their eyes away...it has no bearing on their life...it is the other persons life, not theirs. Yes I am a LGBT supporter...I am Bi-sexual and I am finding my pride in who I am ...I do not want to hide who I am anymore...so here I am speaking out to those that hear me....

I do apologize to some of my readers who are upset by my words and beliefs ...I do not enjoy upsetting others  but I am not sorry for who I am.