i'm going to limit myself with the commentary from now on because i'm been looking back on some of my art and it gets really annoying

oh and like

complimenting myself on my art felt kind of fake and selfish? i don't know, i guess it didn't feel right, but that's what i did on my old account

with this art book though, i tried to stay true to myself 

most of the art felt too heavily referenced, or something was always wrong with it. i didn't really think about it much because i was kind of just talking to myself most of the time

so i now realized that made me look like an attention seeking whore and i'm really sorry about that

to be honest, i don't want attention at all but that's probably what an attention seeker would say in order to defend themselves

i'm trying to be a better person but i guess i'm just bad at conveying my feelings

if you got this far, then thanks for listening to my rambling i guess

sorry