i kind of feel like i should leave social media for a while

maybe it'll be temporary, maybe it'll be permanent, i guess it doesn't really matter

the reason why?

i feel like such a bother and it makes me feel really sick

i know that's self-centered of me, but i don't know what to do

i can't find the right words to comfort people the way i used to anymore

i can't find the right words for anything else either which is really frustrating

and i don't want to get help from others because like i said, i couldn't help people, so why should they help me?

it makes me seem like i don't care about my friends here anymore but i do.

so yeah, i guess i'll be leaving for now

maybe i'll come back

i really don't feel like doing that though

sorry for being so selfish i guess