June 4th

We spent most of the day searching with no luck. Mira and I made the flyers for Pumpkin and put them just about everywhere. And after we did we searched everywhere before the little search party was ended by a phone call that told her they needed Pumpkin at the hospital. I had no idea what to tell them. There was no way I could bring Pumpkin in when I didn't know where she went. But I went with Mira anyway. I had some disappointed people, but I couldn't do anything about it.

 Mira was amazing though and even though she is stressed she has quickly adjusted to the job of helping everyone. Sadly it wasn't as easy for me as it was for her. It was so foreign to me. Not doing all this with Pumpkin, and I wasn't what people would call myself today. Too many thoughts had been going through my head, and I honestly didn't feel as comfortable as I usually would. Even though I didn't mind my volunteer work. I still was a pretty nervous person. Pumpkin was the one who was outgoing and kept pulling me out of my comfort zone. 

Elena and them seemed to notice, and of course Matt had to be up and about with them. Even though  the three were seven they seemed to notice something was up. It wasn't that hard to see though. Pumpkin wasn't with Mira and I, and again we were a bit uneasy. After reassuring them everything was okay and Pumpkin was just at home. Which I don't think the three of them believed as I'm a horrible liar, but they left us alone.

Now we're at home and it's around eleven in the evening. I'm trying to rest, but I'm too worried. This is the fourth night Pumpkin has been gone, and every night she's gone I worry more. I can tell Mira is not just worried about Pumpkin, but about me as well. I feel bad for my pup. She shouldn't have to deal with all this, and worry about me as well. Pumpkin was her literal sister when they first met. They clicked after Pumpkin learned that Mira wasn't replacing her. They were closer than anyone I have ever seen. So I know Mira must be as worried as I. I guess we'll just have to get through this together, as we were both going through the same. At least maybe we can bring a bit of comfort to each other.